✧ CONTEMPLATING THE PAST AS YOU MAKE YOUR WAY OUT OF THE IRON CAGE:

• after a trip and some more reflection through albums like chromokopia and kendricks and tyler's discography, you keep it pushing through a world filled with senior year, college applications and more. you hang out with old friends, both ones from years ago and ones that graduated recently. you now move and live to keep pushing on, despite understanding that you are not exactly pleased with your self and your accomplishments, but when were you ever. you wonder how they are doing during this time of year.

✧ SILENT PHONE CALLS CAUSE CONTEMPLATION, SUFFER WITH SILENT FRUSTRATION, MUTUAL GRATITUDE BREAKS SILENCE:

• 12/01/2024 ➣ now why must the thanksgiving spirit remain in the month of december? that's all because of the meetup you have today, well, if that meet up happens. well, after an annoying church session, you head home and see that a meetup with happen with your old squad of middle school friends. yall search through the mall, catch up with each other's school life, you played games in the arcade and even punched the strength game machine thing. yall eventually depart, but you learn that not everyone changes over such a long period of time and have memories. you get home, finish sociology work, math homework, and some scholarships. wow do you have an annoying day tomorrow.

✧ NO MATTER WHAT, I'LL FOREVER FREEZE IN THE BLEAK DECEMBER:

• 12/02/2024 ➣ first day back and you hate how cold it is. you freeze and feel weak outside and you come back to school with a lot on your plate. you got a dba and you need to submit uc applications. you talk to a lot of people you needed to talk to, fill out the application throughout the day, and you take the test you needed. you schedule some extra exams and even get the dba out the way. you work and work until you submit the uc application, let's just hope you didn't waste $320.
• 12/03/2024 ➣ with a free day on your hands, you play some games. your throat feels a little sore so you didn't do much. however, you learned some stuff about credit in your financial literacy class and got a lil bit of work done. however, you need to keep up some stuff. you finally got your set it off jacket and shirt and they are super cool and you like the quality of the items.
• 12/04/2024 ➣ you wake up with a lot of things to do while being frustrated about a certain person who never listens. you should work on your personal statement some more. you get a lot of work done throughout the day at your desk and help your friend study for the certification exam. however, you find out that most of the class ended up failing that exam. while they were failing, one of your friends told you how he's lonely in every sense and he's making this system that helps people with executive dysfunction like him, it's an interesting perspective. after all of that, you go home and get some stuff done and your third school accepted you, however, due to its nature, a lot of people don't want you going there. your magnet coordinator called you to asked what was going on and she just wanted you to know that you can't do everything by yourself. after she hangs up, you wonder about how you can get into these top schools with a sat which is amazing in terms of your school, but not in terms of the ones you're applying to.
• 12/05/2024 ➣ knowing you have some stuff to get done, you decided to stay home but only show up for an after school meeting. after doing so, you realize that you got a lot of due dates coming up for projects, with your teacher now telling you that you can't do everything. you go home, rush a scholarship essay, and then take your precalc final. "you were spontaneous, firecracker, plus our love is dangerous. life of passion, laughin' at you lose your temper, slightly crashin'. dumb enough to ill reaction, ain't no disrespect. highly sensitive, possessed, saw potential, even when it's tragic. so jealous, hate it when i hit the club to get some bitches. wrote 'em off, rather see me hit the church and get religious. who you foolin'? i know what you doin', you my contradiction. 'member when you caught that body and still wiggled through that sentence?. loved you more, when you flip and lose your shit, i hugged you more. it's sexy to me, cuss they ass out and hold that grudge some more. down bitch, i know your favorite movie, is it notebook? so good, if they all sub me, get 'em all booked. my baby boo, you either heal niggas or you kill niggas. both is true, it take some tough skin just to deal with you. logical explanation don't exist, flippin' pages. chapter after chapter, probably remarry and head to vegas. bitches gettin' marked out, they can't erase our history. they margins ain't big enough, they all led by bigotry. my woman and my right hand, my saint and my sin. ain't no bitch like my bitch 'cause that bitch been my pen." you get a 100% and now you feel tired and start reflecting.
• 12/06/2024 ➣ you finished your precalculus final and fall asleep thinking about your future classes. then, you wake up with your chill guy fit and go to school to get ready for a field trip. you play some pokerogue, talk about kids getting pepper sprayed, and other stuff while you waited forever for the bus to come. it eventually came but you guys only had 45 minutes at a pretty boring field trip, so you did whatever. your head was pounding the entire time though, even after you got back. your nerdy math friend tells you that "you did well" when you're talking about your college application and now that sat is tomorrow and you didn't sign up for it, you lost your final chance to take it. you wonder if you'll regret your choices and accept your rejections, but then you realize that you can approach your scholarships and supplementals with a new mindset that you'll enact as the due dates approach. marvel rivals is honestly so sick but its a shame you can't play it. you sleep and chill with friends watching spiderman far from home, which gave you great senses of nostalgia and middle school vibes.
• 12/07/2024 ➣ you go to sleep late to do some things with friends and wake up. you go to your weekly workforce readiness class and learn more about budgeting. "freaky little, sneaky little, creepy little whack bitch. creepin' on me, speakin' on me, sleepin' on me, mattress. now i got some bands to burn and bars to bend 'em backwards. it's time to wake 'em up, 'cause they been sleepin' on the tracklist. body so attractive, y'all be giving catfish. log 'em off the web, and every gangster's giving actress. gangster's giving actress and all these fake activists. leave me baffled, bewildered, relax a bit. let me relax a bit, i think i need to cool it off (boom!). i put some pep up in my step, and then i do it up (boom!). i shine my cutlery and hit my jeweler up (boom!). jeweler up, my jeweler up (boom, boom, boom, boom!). tell a bitch, "hoorah". step up in this bitch, i look too fly. copped the dior shit on ventura. took a midnight swim in my jeweler. hatin' bitches clog my medulla (boom, boom, boom, boom, boom). i showed the bitch my pen, then i schooled her. shout out ese them and my chulas. doechii the don, doechii the dean. doechii supreme, the swamp ruler." you then plan to go decorate a christmas tree later that day. you ended up just taking a bunch of different pictures and left to get some stuff from walmart.
• 12/08/2024 ➣ you did some calculus work and some scholarships. you prepared youe week some more while listening to a lot of doechii to get it all done. _"i mean fuck, i like pills, i like drugs. i like gettin' money, i like strippers, i like to fuck. i like day-drinkin' and day parties and hollywood. i like doin' hollywood shit, snort it, probably would (yeah). what can i say? the shit works, it feels good. and my self-worth's at an all time low. and just when it couldn't get worse. my ex crashed my place and destroyed all i owned (yeah). whoopsie, made a oopsie. 100, 000-dollar oops made me loopy (yeah). i ain't a killer, but don't push me. don't wanna have to turn a nigga guts into soup beans. whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa (rurr), okay, doechii. we don't wanna revert back into our old ways (sorry, okay). so we're gonna try a breathin' exercise, okay? (alright, word). when i breathe (okay), you breathe. alright? let's go (what?). uh-uh-ooh, uh-uh-ah, uh, uh, uh, ah. uh, uh, uh, uh, ah. uh, uh, uh, uh, ah, whoo-sah._" you did the laundry and studied for your civics exam coming up.
• 12/09/2024 ➣ you played some brothership while getting some work done as well. you made sure your waiver for the uc schools went through and checked up on your computer. you study some more for your test tomorrow. you accidentally deleted all of your notes, so you lost your to do list, your scholarships, some essays, and more important stuff. you crashed out a bit then took a walk to clear your head and get some of the stuff back. but it did demotivate you for the rest of the day.
• 12/10/2024 ➣ you wake up and get ready for your exam and it takes some time but you're pretty confident that you passed. after that, you ran up and down a lot. you were helping your magnet coordinator decorate a centerpiece, your brace advisor needed help with nhs stuff and you had to give her money for pizza and get your fun shirt, some teacher needed a box made, the sga teacher had some of her star alumni show up and gave you your senior year vip pass. and it was more of that for the entire day. you got home, studied, got some other stuff done, and went to hang out with friends on discord.
• 12/11/2024 ➣ the day was long and very tiring as you got no sleep after hanging out with the gang til 3am. you wake up and you do your best to work on studying and other stuff but it was pretty useless. you spent most of the day complaining and doing stuff in the classroom relating to exams. you did spend a good time dancing in your green engineering polo shirt to songs like thought i was dead and wusurname when everyone was gone so that's cool. you also did a little commerical for the school's website so that's also pretty cool. you got home, when on two meetings, and fell asleep since you were very sleep deprived.
• 12/12/2024 ➣ you wake up at 1am to work on some work and studying for project management stuff. you also found out that there is going to be a new anniversary chuuya which is pretty cool. however, today was club pictures, so you had to work to get multiple pictures together, so a lot of walking. however, you ended up getting everything situated and even sat for some meetings. you got into a hard school and also did some other stuff. you got some work done and head to sweet.
• 12/13/2024 ➣ talk about such a busy day, but you start off with ironing your clothes at midnight and studying til 3am. you wake up with the classic green engineering button up shirt with black slacks and black jacket. you go to school and realize you never could take the exam because of the stupid system not allowing you the test. however, you spent the day working all around. wearing aprons, giving students tips on tests and stuying, talking to your friend about his crush on the person you knew from church, and a lot of walking around the campus. you set up for the harvest drive party and realized how unfair it was that you had to be in so many different places at once without much help compared to other groups. you give your speech, eat pizza, walk home, and end up getting a $5000 a year scholarship to one of your schools. you play fortnite with a friend and plan movies with others.
• 12/14/2024 ➣ you did not do much at all. you looked up some scholarships at the end, but it was a lot of gaming plus you reached the last quarter of the mario and luigi brothership game. you fall asleep early.
• 12/15/2024 ➣ you work on a few assignments, scholarships, and other stuff before you play og fortnite. "i'm hurting i'm stuck in my bed. i don't know where to go, so i'll lay here instead. with my symptoms, symptoms of sorrow and dread. they all said it would fade, but again and again. i love, i love. i love, i love, i love. i love, i love. i love, i love, i love." your mom takes down the christmas tree and works on it while you do some housework. you played a lot with a friend, but then a surprise guest appearance from your friend from middle school known as jimmy. you all play some fortnite and get some wins, then it is back to calculus homework.
• 12/16/2024 ➣ you finish watching spiderman no way home for like the third time and the movie still hits those spots in your heart. you then rush to get all of these hours done.
• 12/17/2024 ➣ you play minecraft til 3 but realize that you could go to school or not. but you're tired of doing so much shit and not getting the proper help. frustrated, you decided to stay home. while you were home, you played games and got work done. however, when it was time for your dba, you did not did well and had to post pone it to tomorrow. this made you do a little chromokopia crash out inside your house that left you sweating. after the crash out, you play minecraft and chill.
• 12/18/2024 ➣ "i couldn't believe it or see it for myself. boy, i be impatient, but now i'm out here. fallin', fallin', frozen, slowly. fallin', got me right. i won't keep you waitin' (waitin'). all my baggage fadin' safely (my baggage fadin'). and if my eyes deceive me. won't let them stray too far away, i. i wanna love me (ooh). the way that you love me (ooh). ooh, for all of my pretty. and all of my ugly too. i'd love to see me from your point of view. i wanna trust me, ooh (trust me). the way that you trust me, baby (trust me). 'cause nobody ever loved me like you do. i'd love to see me from your point of view (oh). yeah." you play minecraft until 4am in the morning, and then you go to sleep. you get some scholarships done but first you go get a haircut. however, because you need to study for calculus, you learn how to analyze derivatives on a graph while getting your haircut and then you listen to ariana grande for the rest of it. you study, you pass your dba, and then chill on minecraft for the rest of the day.
• 12/19/2024 ➣ you stayed up til 3am playing minecraft. you got the new chuuya and gin. you wake up two hours later, go to school, talk with your friend about your college friends, and do a lot of running up and down for your magnet coordinator. you walk around, laugh, escape school for a gas leak, head back home. you nap, do some math work, and play some more minecraft. but you're frustrated about senior year. you don't fw some of the seniors, you don't got your license, you still got all of this shit going on, it's getting tiring. "so take your mask off. i need her out the picture (wade in your water). take your mask off (yeah). stop lyin' for these niggas (run). stop lyin' to yourself. i know the real you (don't save, don't save, don't save). halloween ain't for a minute, lose the costume. you need to chill, okay. we're runnin' from the targets, and 'em back in the day. and now they're workin' their all, another track at the daw. actin' a fool, actin' a ball, we're packin' the park, yeah. but i'm still runnin' (run). out of time. runnin' outta. (of time) still runnin' outta. (of time). still runnin' outta time (time). yeah (run)."

✧ LIVE AND LEARN, BUT DONT FORGET TO SMILE:

• 12/20/2024 ➣ you woke up and got ready to take your pictures. the process was quick and simple, but you ended up having a good time, but you didn't pay in time for your pictures. then you went over to a professioanl day to get some engineering business cards and hear from some people in the community including the comissioner. you got home, worked on the villager trading hall, wrote an essay for a scholarship, and kept it pushing for your college essays.
• 12/21/2024 ➣ it was time for one of the most epic movies of 2024. you played some minecraft and tried to retrieve your friends stuff from the nether but failed. afterwards, you got ready for the movie. your friends picked you up and you went to watch sonic 3. absolute peak movie, love shadow, love the references, love the action. then you guys stopped at a chick fil a to go eat. you then went your separate ways and went out with your dad to grab some food. a kid from your school recognized you as the "super senior". you went home and played some minecraft and fortnite.
• 12/22/2024 ➣ woke up, played a bunch of games. did a bunch of things. just kept of ranting about sonic 3, even blasted live and learn and other sonic songs in the living room. it was just a good day, but you keep up the work, because you got some essays to write and a letter of rec to obtain.
• 12/23/2024 ➣ you played fortnite with your friend and fell asleep. when you woke up, you found out that he won the game for you while you were asleep. you played minecraft and made a cherry blossom island, bridge, and an automatic bamboo farm. you work on your college essays while listening to live and learn.
• 12/24/2024 ➣ while playing minecraft with friends you think about the upcoming holiday. you spend the day playing games, helping around the house, watching beast games stuff, and thought it be nice to talk to the friend that you kept up til 5am about stuff. she said that you shouldn't apologize to her but you did anyway. you try to organize some more things for yourself while playing minecraft. however, as everyone else is saying, christmas don't feel like christmas anymore.
• 12/25/2024 ➣ you're on call with your friends watching charlie brown and looking at old cartoon shows while christmas arrives. a lot of people are celebrating christmas and say merry christmas to you, some that you don't even expect. you wake up to have a christmas with your mom while your dad works. you get some money, some clothes, some cheetos and doritos colored underwear, some more socks, and some blue and black nike shoes and you're very thankful. tyler the creator dropped a lil song over kendrick's hey now and its a banger. "oh my god, i'm really that— (man, turn this shit the fuck up). i was up at westchester dodging all the high beams. gardena swap meet, shopping bogus ice cream. i'm a hawthorne baby, shit is not warm, baby. four or five main bitches, i am not yours, baby. all these women is a habit. boyfriends mad 'cause they thought i was a f— (hey now). hey now, say now, get sticky like a hun bun. you will never be the main guy, you're a plus one. 300k in four days, chromakopia (ugh). twelve days gold, i ain't even drop deluxe one (ugh). sold a million tickets first day for that new stage (bink, bink, bink, bink). want smoke? we can puff one (ugh). one whip, two whips, black bitch, blue strips. green face grinch, tyler on his dr. seuss shit. true shit, i can put a number where your roof is. paranoid 'cause niggas beef curtains, they got loose lips. oh my god (oh my god), i'm really that guy. hand claps?. congrats? never said to me. put him on a pro club, that nigga dead to me (lose my number, nigga). stop with that fake shit, stop with that fake shit. stop with that fake shit, just stop with that fake shit (fake shit). le fleur* got me fitted in my best. if you got a problem with me, nigga, get it off your chest (woo). nigga, what? (huh, huh, ooh). get it off your chest (huh). get it off your chest (huh, huh, ooh). i am not a tough guy, nigga, get it off your chest (huh, huh, huh). i'm the type to bust on her and just lick it off her breast, nigga, uh (huh, huh, huh). i'm a freak, i don't beef (huh, huh). it's a bird, it's a plane, bitch, it's t (huh, huh). cuttin' niggas off, want the rope? aight, come, get it. you don't love me, you love the optics that come with it. uh, uh, bitch. chromakopia now. worry 'bout tomorrow." unfortunately your mother and father didn't get anything, so you had to surprise them with $20 later. you ate a lot of food and just worried about college applications. you talk with friends and play games as christmas comes to an end.
• 12/26/2024 ➣ after having a great christmas, you go to sleep playing mario and luigi brothership. when you wake up, you find out stormbringer is getting a manga adaptation. you work on college essays and scholarship essays. you also bond with your mother over a pear and some other things. you plan on buying three roguelikes as a christmas gift, dicey dungeons, slay the spire, and balatro. you do the laundry and just prepare to write like you are running out of time.
• 12/27/2024 ➣ you spent the entire day planning out your college essays and you did an okay job. you then found more scholarships and started writing. you eventually got back on minecraft to make some pixel art and kept moving on with your day.
• 12/28/2024 ➣ you woke up today playing mario and luigi's final part to the final boss and took a break. you wrote a bunch of essays and did some work around the house. you talked to friends about random stuff and bought dicey dungeons and slay the spire. "everything been otay (otay). they salute me so damn much, every time i show up, nigga about-face. everything no cut, i fuck y'all up, i'm really gon' trip 'bout bae (mm-mm). blow the '87 guts, why they waitin' on us? tell 'em i was on pch. you fuckin' with niggas that's thinkin' they cuter than you, oh. say you on your cycle, but he on his period too, oh. the tables been turnin' so much, i was thinkin' it's foosball. the tenderness of 'em, mistakin' 'em for some wagyu, oh. walk, talk like kenny, like boss. like solána, i promise, more buzz, it's a wasp. it's a crater or a spaceship, shut the fuck up, get lost. no favors, i'll wager whatever you worth, i ball. somethin' about a conservative, regular girl that still can beat a bitch ass. thorough as fuck, don't need your bitch ass. psychic as fuck, can read your bitch ass. zodiac sign, it must be a gemini moon 'cause, shit, we about to go half. mistakenly, nobody been in they bag, but how many bodies done been in her bed?"
• 12/29/2024 ➣ after working on essays, you listened to a bunch of tyler music videos before being to exhausted to continue. then you woke up, got called by your baby cousin a billion times, and then you worked on college essays to the best of your ability. you might buy core keeper too. you did get the ssr nobara in jjk phantom parade which made you pretty happy. "i was never high, i was never drunk, never out my mind. i need control, they handed me some smoke, but still i declined. i did it sober sittin' with myself, i went through all emotions. no dependents, except for one, let me bring you closer. intoxicated, there's a lustful nature that i failed to mention. insecurities that i project, sleepin' with other women whitney's hurt, the purest soul i know, i found her in the kitchen. askin' god, "where did i lose myself? and can it be forgiven?". broke me down, she looked me in my eyes, "is there an addiction?" i said "no," but this time i lied, i knew that i can't fix it. pure soul, even in her pain, know she cared for me. gave me a number, said she recommended some therapy. i asked my momma why she didn't believe me when i told her "no". i never knew she was violated in chicago, i'm sympathetic. told me that she feared it happened to me, for my protection. though it never happened, she wouldn't agree. now i'm affected, twenty years later trauma has resurfaced. amplified as i write this song, i shiver 'cause i'm nervous i was five, questioning myself, 'lone for many years. nothing's wrong, just results on how them questions made me feel. i made it home, seven years of tour, chasin' manhood. but whitney's gone, by time you hear this song, she did all she could. all those women gave me superpowers, what i thought i lacked. i pray our children don't inherit me and feelings i attract. a conversation not bein' addressed in black families. the devastation, hauntin' generations and humanity. they raped our mothers, then they raped our sisters. then they made us watch, then made us rape each other. psychotic torture between our lives, we ain't recovered. still livin' as victims in the public eyes who pledge allegiance. every other brother has been compromised. i know the secrets, every other rapper sexually abused. i see 'em daily buryin' they pain in chains and tattoos. so listen close before you start to pass judgment on how he move. learn how he cope, whenever his uncle had to walk him from school. his anger grows deep in misogyny. this is post-traumatic black families and a sodomy, today is still active. so i set free myself from all the guilt that i thought i made. so i set free my mother all the hurt that she titled shame. so i set free my cousin, chaotic for my mother's pain. i hope hykeem made you proud 'cause you ain't die in vain. so i set free the power of whitney, may she heal us all. so i set free our children, may good karma keep them with god. so i set free the hearts filled with hatred, keep our bodies sacred. as i set free all you abusers, this is transformation."
• 12/30/2024 ➣ "celebrate new life when it come back around. the purpose is in the lessons we learnin' now. sacrifice personal gain over everything. just to see the next generation better than ours. i wasn't perfect, the skin i was in had truly suffered. temptation, impatience, everything that the body nurtures. i felt the good, i felt the bad, and i felt the worry. but all-in-all, my productivity had stayed urgent. face your fears, always knew that i would make it here. where the energy is magnified and persevered. consciousness is synchronized and crystal-clear. euphoria is glorified and made his. reflectin' on my life and what i done. paid dues, made rules, change outta love. them same views made schools change curriculums. but didn't change me starin' down the barrel of the gun. should i feel resentful i didn't see my full potential? should i feel regret about the good that i was into?. everything is everything, this ain't coincidental. i woke up that morning with more heart to give you. as i bleed through the speakers, feel my presence. to my brother, to my kids, i'm in heaven. to my mother, to my sis, i'm in heaven. to my father, to my wife, i am serious, this is heaven. to my friends, make sure you countin' them blessings. to my fans, make sure you make them investments. and to the killer that sped up my demise. i forgive you, just know your soul's in question. i seen the pain in your pupil when that trigger had squeezed. and though you did me gruesome, i was surely relieved. i completed my mission, wasn't ready to leave. but fulfilled my days, my creator was pleased. i can't stress how i love y'all. i don't need to be in flesh just to hug y'all. the memories recollect just because y'all. celebrate me with respect. the unity we protect is above all. and sam, i'll be watchin' over you. make sure my kids watch all my interviews. make sure you live out our dreams we produced. keep that genius in your brain on the move. and to my neighborhood, let the good prevail. make sure them babies and the leaders outta jail. look for salvation when troubles get real. 'cause you can't help the world until you help yourself. and i can't blame the hood the day that i was killed. y'all had to see it, that's the only way to feel. and though my physical won't reap the benefits. the energy that carry on emits still. i want you."
• 12/31/2024 ➣ you first spent some time doing work on some essays and some other stuff. then you were playing games with friends and decided to prepare yourself for the day. you explored genshin enough for some additional primos for the update and finished the ascension event for bungou stray dogs. you sleep at 6am, but you woke up at noon to finish 10 scholarship essays. it was a long time but you got things going and listened to your 2024 recap playlist and sonic music to to keep it pushing. "in this world (his world!) (gotta make your own way!). where life is strong. in this world (his world!) (life is just a game you play!). life's an open book. in this world (his world!) (nothing's forever here to stay!). where compromise does not exist. in his world of worlds, every step meets the risk! in this world (his world!) (gotta make your own way!) where one is all. in this world (his world!) (life is just a game you play!) never fear the fall. in this world (his world!) (nothing's forever here to stay!) where compromise does not exist. in his world of worlds, every step meets the risk!. light the fuse on his rocket, and he's ready to go. 'cause now the countdown has started, and it's ready to blow. (in his world). (where one is all!). intergalactic continental champ runnin' things. hyperactive instrumental in pulling strings. (in his world). (never fear the fall!). (in his world) the only way to break free is to break the mold. he can't stop now, lock and load. (his world!) i said he can't stop now, lock and load. (his world!) don't stop now; come on and rock 'n' roll!" you eventually finished all the essays but decided to pull on mauvika's banner and got her in 40 pulls. you finally finished your essays and waited for the ball to drop. and let's not forget, the 2024 playist.

✧ YEAR CLOSURE:

• so there were always hard classes, crazy extracurriulars, and big exams, but what else was there this year? well there was drama, your friends fighting over naked mole rats and getting with other people. but you really thought you were gonna end up getting into a relationship going into 2024. only then for you to lose your friend to suicide and you to have many dreams about police brutality at school. then you got rejected from nationals and internships but held that solar car gala. you watched all of your seniors graduate and then you lost your grandfather. served another internship at the same nonprofit while also spending time at the foundation for a chance to get a scholarship that can cover all your time at college. you did a gay survey again, joined a youth cabinet, and kept on building your college application and writing essays. you also had to deal with a truth where you should keep more things to yourself while others act way too annoying. you come back to school a lot even though you're not supposed to. some of your engineering friends talked behind your back. but hey you did turn 18 and started seeing a lot of old friends at sat tests and other places. listened to a lot of music from kendrick, tyler, and ariana and doechii. you went to atlanta for a nice trip. came back to see a controversial election decision causing your entire school to worry. then you spent this time finishing up some projects and exams and enjoying the holidays but college applications are almost done. but hey, you did good. you did some things and made some changes. just keep shining dawg. but let's do something insane next year. let's one up ourselves. let's not count ourselves out. cause if anyone says we can't they're fucking lying. just keep up the good work kelan sean dennis. college is on the horizon, which means a big future is coming up.