✧ COMPTE RENDU:

• after pain, a bridge, and a greater love for spider-man, you venture on forth through 2022.

✧ A JOB NOT FINISHED:

• 02/01/2022 ➣ you stayed up til 3:30 in the morning and got two hours of sleep. you started working on the new bridge. the teacher gives so much work, and everyone hates it, but at least it is something everyone can agree on. that person is so lovable and positive, you better make sure the bond between you two grows. you got pokemon legends: arceus a bit earlier than expected. you're back to working out and it feels great.
• 02/02/2022 ➣ remember walking back and forth for fifty minutes? your aphg saw all of that. you broke some white out and it symbolizes how once you meet something for the first time, you will always wronging it and break it, you wish you could say it was a joke. you lost your charger and left it with someone you barely know.
• 02/03/2022 ➣ a grown woman just stuck gum to the emergency handle on the bus, gross. your friend got hacked. you lost possibly the last way to contact them. things were over anyways so it doesn't matter that much.
• 02/04/2022 ➣ your friend ships you with your other friend. how strange it's the person you're interested in too. you did homework and played snake while at a seminary meeting.
• 02/05/2022 ➣ opened mpq's good fortune and got two five stars. you wish you could give more to everyone you care about, unfortunately, that's difficult. all the reason for people to care less if not, at all about you.
• 02/06/2022 ➣ you've thought about the past friendship. still wondering what went wrong but you have your theories. still, it is sad that it went the way it went and you hope nothing else bad comes out of it. you've been thinking about making money in school without an actual occupation. perhaps you should start taking care of your body more.
• 02/07/2022 ➣ such thick fog, such a persona 4 reference. they weren't well today because of the abundance of work, they shouldn't be sad. your friend constantly told people you were dummy thicc without shame, wow. you might've found a really good resource for aphg.
• 02/08/2022 ➣ will you hate yourself forever for missing out on the decision? you believe you already hate yourself enough so it wouldn't make a difference you had a conversation with your aphg teacher and it seems that they like the heart you have, but you've known this for months now, if you were a good person... the person gave it to someone else to give it to you, how stupid, it's probably a lie.
• 02/09/2022 ➣ your second bridge got tested and did just as bad as the first. thank the two students for making the podcast bearable. it seems that everyone is impressed by how quick you can do somewhat difficult yet simple multiplication and division in your head. you've been thinking all day about confessing. the nintendo direct announced a game related to fire emblem: three houses, mother 2 on the switch, and xenoblade chronicles 3, amazing! told your friend about your past with your religion.
• 02/10/2022 ➣ after a three hour nap, you work on your project at 1am til sunrise. your teacher is upset because of an issue with the field trip, you feel bad because they are upset. your friend's phone broke for a really stupid reason that wasn't their fault. a friend has been feeling horrible for the entire week. why is everyone sad?
• 02/11/2022 ➣ you woke up furious because you fell asleep. you got a c on a group project because most of your team members suck. you really wanted to tell her. you ended up on the school couples page with her. perhaps her reaction is telling you not to say anything.
• 02/12/2022 ➣ you submitted the document, even though it's past midnight, it seems as if it worked. you finished xenoblade chronicles 2. you started pokemon legends arceus.

✧ ENEMY:

• 02/13/2022 ➣ it won't stop. it won't stop. why can't it stop. losing more and more because of that. you can't finish meals.
• 02/14/2022 ➣ you got skittles from a friend from valentine's day. you don't deserve this. you got a heart on your forehead. you got m&ms and told her. pretty positive response.
• 02/15/2022 ➣ "oh, the misery, everybody wants to be my enemy. spare the sympathy, everybody wants to be, my enemy." you made your bridge look pretty for display.
• 02/16/2022 ➣ 666 days, how funny. some people think you're perfect and cool and stuff, they couldn't be more wrong. you took pictures with a friend, have you ever done this before? you cleaned up the house because family is staying over for a few days.
• 02/17/2022 ➣ you got tired of not asking and decided to make fingerless gloves yourself. they turned out iffy, mediocre at best, maybe you can do better if you get more in the future. looks like you made a deal to get some money. a guy who knows your friend is now starting to talk to you, but like, why?
• 02/18/2022 ➣ the recycled fingerless gloves aren't that bad, sure some may think you have carpal tunnel and others may call you edgy, you like it and others like it too. your chemistry teacher saw your face and called you handsome, how nice of them. even though you made up your mind a long time ago, you're glad you didn't go to the dodgeball tournament.
• 02/19/2022 ➣ you woke up with an airbed half filled with air. you finished your project even though you made up 50% of the info, well, that's what happens when your very minimum effort teacher copies and pastes an assignment that looks like it's for college students. you went out to eat and got a chicken quesadilla and some cookies n cream ice cream as well.
• 02/20/2022 ➣ why was final fantasy vii's hollow playing in your head when you woke up? maybe because of the dream you had. you caught a shiny drifloon, shiny staravia, and three shiny psyducks in pokemon arceus, insane. you joined a pokemon draft league.
• 02/21/2022 ➣ you had a nice call with a friend. you picked your pokemon for the draft league. time goes fast when you're playing pokemon legends arceus

✧ DO, FAIL, AND/OR DIE:

• 02/22/2022 ➣ you realized you have a lot to do and procrastination played a bit of a role in this outcome. you'll probably have to pull all-nighters consistently. this could lead to serious sleep deprivation, and if it gets really bad, then death is possible too. this is all for the future.
• 02/23/2022 ➣ while earlier times were rough, it's nice to see that they put in the efforts that you requested. "if your friends were here, you'd become stronger. a person can only do so much alone." because of two friends, you actually have a good number of pictures of you on your phone, one even changed it to the lock screen.
• 02/24/2022 ➣ you got a better idea on why you want to do that, honestly, it doesn't sound as bad as it does. you passed your certification exam, but found easily your most dishonest teacher you ever had in the process. looks like you found your laziest teacher as well, not like you didn't already know that already. you were on a call with a friend while you both worked on your projects
• 02/25/2022 ➣ it's 2, you gotta finish the paper. just keep working. being sleep deprived did not make you hear voices but made you feel like throwing up. you fell asleep in the big gym and woke up with nearly everyone gone and the fire alarm going off. you forfeited and quitted the pokemon draft league. feels great to finally be relieved of that pain.
• 02/26/2022 ➣ you got shiny hisui zoura in pokemon legends arceus. you had to babysit and the baby was scared of you the whole time, you know some people believe that treatment from the baby was deserved. your wifi went from 2.4 gigahertz to 5 gigahertz; late to the game but hey, better late than never. gum in your mouth is hanging because of fried chicken that was somewhat burnt.
• 02/27/2022 ➣ to dream of a time where perhaps those events never happened, oh that time would be so much better. they revealed generation nine of pokemon and the starters look cute and interesting. the gum in your mouth that was hanging has been pulled out, a nuisance has been out of your life.
• 02/28/2022 ➣ you ran downstairs from the central building to the east side the school to give someone their research paper and back. they should put you in track.

✧ MONTH CLOSURE:

• the month that's supposed to be filled with love felt like the complete opposite along with an even worse sleep schedule. that's not good.