✧ COMPTE RENDU:

• the month had a lot of good moments, but you were miserable for the entire month.

✧ NEW YEAR, WILL NEW ME BE BETTER OR WORSE:

• 01/01/2022 ➣ it's new years day. you stayed up until 6 am with one of your friends. you made a cool new list. you finished your mcq and feq.
• 01/02/2022 ➣ you made a pretty good face disguise. you saw old family and a lot of them have gotten taller. you became a priest and had a good moment with your previous bishop.
• 01/03/2022 ➣ the person seemed desperate and worried. you hope they aren't doing something stupid right now. the person tried to escape the school, wow. you finally got an a in your aphg class. you were matching outfits with your chemistry teacher. you had a moment with a good friend and got their discord.
• 01/04/2022 ➣ you now have a group chat for your bridge building project. you were called a life saver for helping a person find a notebook. even if it's an important notebook, you're nowhere near a life saver. has your face really changed because of your mental health, you don't believe it
• 01/05/2022 ➣ you got a 100 on your presentation. you had a lot of fun playing volleyball.
• 01/06/2022 ➣ your teacher spent the entire class period assigning questions, how funny and sad. you got bullied and your friends said that you have a depressed personality and that you can come out of the closet.
• 01/07/2022 ➣ your friends really wanted to let you know that you're packing. you think your friend shipped you with another friend, this isn't new unfortunately. the bus ride conversation was dreadful in a hilarious fashion.
• 01/08/2022 ➣ you played a lot of xenoblade chronicles 2 today.
• 01/09/2022 ➣ it took you three hours to finish your computer science homework. you started to exercise.
• 01/10/2022 ➣ your attempts are practically futile. it's best if you believe this now. he's dead. you got a message at 2am from him, he lives but is in an upheaval. you feel much better though and hope the best for him. you and your team have put the plan into action. you bonded with a friend during school.
• 01/11/2022 ➣ you cut it close with your english grade. it is time to start the plan for the bridge building competition. you organized your room, killed an intruding fly, and deciding to put up your spiderman plush from universal.

✧ NEW SEMESTER:

• 01/12/2022 ➣ it seems that you're going to have a study partner. you have a delightful second period where you were able to connect with your classmates.
• 01/13/2022 ➣ you made a mistake in bungo tales and did not expect the change with the normal scout. it will be sad seeing that classmate go, hope they are well in the future.
• 01/14/2022 ➣ you're ranked first out of your entire year group. your friends talk a bit too much about, well, breasts and their own. today is the eleventh anniversary of ninjago. you played dodgeball and dodged three balls at once.
• 01/15/2022 ➣ unfortunately, the mic on your headphones does not work as well as you wished it did.
• 01/16/2022 ➣ the tornado warning was concerning, luckily, nothing bad happened.
• 01/17/2022 ➣ the chess tournament begins.you dusted off and reorganized your physical game copies. something great seem to have happened to them. good for them, but you wish you could tell them that.
• 01/18/2022 ➣ life is interesting. especially when you think no one cares about you, but you deserve no care anyway.
• 01/19/2022 ➣ you got two projects upcoming, how wonderful. this spider-man video is hilarious to you. perhaps listening to the 2021 playlist was not a good choice, but you created a 2022 playlist because of it
• 01/20/2022 ➣ you started building your bridge for the competition. that was a nice call.
• 01/21/2022 ➣ you woke up in the middle of the night, anger keeps you up. a random person said you had really good eyebrows. i suppose the fact that your other friends get compliments from strangers made it so this first instance made you feel soft. so your good friend slapped your rear end to feel the "thickness", they liked it and you were okay with it, so you supposed that's a good thing. another friend just said they were jealous because you had more "booty" than them. you wonder if wearing those pants is a good idea or not.
• 01/22/2022 ➣ you got a haircut. you postponed a reincarnated iphone's funeral. you miss the good times with old friends.
• 01/23/2022 ➣ your friend said you were a good person, but you don't think that's true. you hugged your old bishop a final goodbye. you went to a funeral for an iphone.
• 01/24/2022 ➣ perhaps you should do something about that. you have never encountered a slower school computer in your life, it took longer to load than to do the actual assignment. you've mastered the map of europe and know all of its countries.
• 01/25/2022 ➣ you're confident that you did well on the assignment, but you hope that you breaking a curve won't turn everyone against you. not like it hasn't it already happened before or it feels like it currently though. you looked back at old avengers: endgame trailers and the japanese pokemon xyz anime opening.
• 01/26/2022 ➣ you couldn't sit in your usual spot on thte morning bus because of someone's bag. of course you're human, but a bag being more significant than you is crazy. then again, some people just think of you that way. you made decent progress on your bridge, you have only two days left to build it. did she just try to fall asleep on your shoulder? stayed there for few minutes too
• 01/27/2022 ➣ you have a new member for your bridge building team even though it's two days until it's ready. you talked to your friend's mother on a call, their mother is cool. did they really just tear up, you suppose they care about you a lot. you appreciate it.
• 01/28/2022 ➣ while weird dreams, it's good to see that you have dreams again after a few months; it felt like you lost that ability. your friend is embarrassed after last night, but you told them it's okay. you finally are in the engineering room, now things are happening. you finished your bridge, it will be weighed tomorrow and everyone knows it won't do well.
• 01/29/2022 ➣ you worked on your project. you continued playing xenoblade chronicles two. you have a special letter in your hand. you played minecraft with your friend for the first time.
• 01/30/2022 ➣ happy birthday eri you finished your trifold project. you asked your friend what they were reading and they responded with "yaoi :)", well that was something.
• 01/31/2022 ➣ it's 2 in the morning, you're exhausted after writing notes for aphg. your bridge got dq'd, but you can still submit it to nationals or even build a new bridge and test it and submit the new one to nationals. you spent fifty minutes walking back and forth. you helped a friend with punnett squares, and you love punnett squares.

✧ MONTH CLOSURE: it was painful throughout the whole month. you participated in building a bridge and even though the original bridge is completed, you still have to finish the job. however, a lot of negative feelings have been dispatched and you might be back.