✧ COMPTE RENDU:

• the previous month feels like it's going to be the last month where things can just be childish. not saying you cannot have fun, but you made some applications. you also heard from old acquaintances, both young and old. you did have a horrible nightmare, or nightmares. you do understand that you need to do something to help yourself.

✧ ALMOST HERE:

• 05/01/2022 ➣ lying to one's face hurts. why can't you study, don't you need to, you need to, study... the elsewhere album goes crazy.
• 05/02/2022 ➣ she hugs you much more, seems like your bond with her is growing. this is what you're stuck with, this is what you'll deal with, and that's your fault.
• 05/03/2022 ➣ first day of the english exam, easy as expected, just long and tedious. what is wrong with them??they're grabbing your whole entire leg, digging their hand into your shoe, stealing your phone, putting their entire body weight on you while you crouch on the floor; they're so lovable.
• 05/04/2022 ➣ she can hear you pound on your chest, how loud is it, how hard are you doing it? they claim you're good and all, but, how. english exam is done, what a waste of time. you got your friends extra mozzarella sticks, sharing the sticks of love. you saw a cat with grey fur and you both stared into each other's eyes for awhile. you got your two messages from your two new teachers, youth really does feel gone nowadays. the day you feared since september is here, and you are not ready at all...
• 05/05/2022 ➣ you and some friends help a ritual/ceremony that cursed ap human geography right before the exam. you sit in your seat and it's time to start. you finished. well, it's over. you cannot lie, celebration does not feel right without them.

✧ EXAM-FREE:

• 05/06/2022 ➣ why does she keep on saying that you're one of her favorite people to hang out with, is your friendship with her really growing that fast? a prom proposal, huh, kids these days. your friend asked you to slap your ass, you told her that she's gonna have to pay and she almost paid the fee if she had enough on her. a mosquito bite on your neck looks like a hickey. family is over, how nice.
• 05/07/2022 ➣ you watched wandavision and then dr strange in the multiverse of madness. you went out to eat.
• 05/08/2022 ➣ you got your friends to help your old teacher out. your days of debate at middle school have gone extinct. since the old teacher is gone, there is no one to teach it. this cypher is legendary, literally.
• 05/09/2022 ➣ your friend texted you during a code red to play archery. you were supposed to have a talk with a partner, but your friend ruined it with a bunch of thicc comments, particularly about you. you got a bit too mad at night.
• 05/10/2022 ➣ staying in aphg for three hours, that sucks. that person really has issues both inside and outside of school. "kelon", huh, maybe you should've corrected her much earlier.
• 05/11/2022 ➣ you told your friends about the admirer. this song, will forever make you think of them. you made an acrostic poem about ice and it was just plain edgy and weird, hey, you just wanted the job done. your friend constantly messed with your phone.
• 05/12/2022 ➣ you moved a ton of stuff to the engineering storage room and got a shirt out of it. you scraped your knee a bit. you got your new phone.

✧ NO LONGER ALONE WITH A NEW PHONE:

• 05/13/2022 ➣ it's friday the 13th, it reminds you of that world changing day that happened 26 months ago. they're walking together? perhaps their issue is solved with each other. icefield white knight is a mood. your poems are concerning, eh, you don't worry about it. your friend threatened you with your new phone and downloaded all these things and tainted your search history with, the h anime stuff.
• 05/14/2022 ➣ you played fbee world of visions and got queen and joker. now it's time to get violet. you made a reddit and a twitter. you went out to eat and your cousins didn't finish much of their food and were going to waste it, so you decided to finish the plates for them. so. much. sodium. so. full.
• 05/15/2022 ➣ wow, that's a lot of work to complete today. you had a nice chat with your good friend.
• 05/16/2022 ➣ that was a good presentation, you even got a dollar out of it. looks like they have issues with you and your awesome team.
• 05/17/2022 ➣ stuck in prison. they kept the paper they played tic tac toe with their crush, that's just down terrible.
• 05/18/2022 ➣ stuck in prison again, not fun. "anything for the curls", you don't blame them for loving curly hair, but you're not that obsessed. why does it feel nice to see such conflict between friends. venting is a good thing you suppose.
• 05/19/2022 ➣ you got three new books and pizza. the process is taking some time, but the project is coming together. you got the apple watch to help you out tomorrow.
• 05/20/2022 ➣ it's two in the morning, you just want to sleep. you and your partner are ready the teach, since you two are the next president and the dummy thicc pastor. the presentation was completed and everyone got snacks and you got the grade you wanted. you had a nice moment with your partner after all the group projects you two have done throughout the year. are your two good friends talking again, that's amazing. you had an incredible lunch with five of your friends. you somehow turned on your friend, you call that a boost to your social link. ninjago released twelve episodes of the new season today, that's incredible. it's so dark, like darkness is taking over the world, good thing you found your bus in time. everyone went flying on the bus when you accidentally hit a speed bump. you thought about how you met your bus friends and you all took pictures from it. was that the best day of school? you think it was season 16 of ninjago was amazing so far. why don't you just skip the class today?
• 05/21/2022 ➣ these online courses can be scary sometimes. blood drain, such a beautiful song.
• 05/22/2022 ➣ you got work done. you had a nice talk with friends. you fought off a lizard and its baby. you helped a friend out with her project.
• 05/23/2022 ➣ she can't be serious, right? so you might have wasted some printer paper. people really like to look at your search history, guess they want to see if you have nothing to hide. the sub was much nicer to other day, what happened?
• 05/24/2022 ➣ you finally got violet in wotv ffbe. so, your plan has failed, you've been lied too, looks like you gotta take that final. did she really write "eternals ♡" on your hand? you'll get to join two clubs next year, that's amazing. so, that's how they feel, unfollowed on everything. if only they would talk instead of act this way. oh, she said your name right on the first try.

✧ BAD LUCK CHARM:

• 05/25/2022 ➣ you always wished the best for them and always will. why are they all so scared and worried and concerned, they care but not for long. being forced to be homophobic is such a wonderful feeling, it pains you. they used your own words against you, but you don't want to hear those words. substitute master sargent won't even let you use another chair as a recliner, how annoying. you should watch yourself, if you can. playing pokemon with a friend is fun and relaxing.
• 05/26/2022 ➣ sorry friend, you fell asleep right before you got texted. the school can't even tell students to go to either one class or the other. you could have took another course instead, too bad the gradebook messed you up. did she really try to pull your pants down, i guess that's what makes her presence so enjoyable, don't get the wrong idea of course. we can exempt, yes, it really is out of your way.
• 05/27/2022 ➣ you really got to finish all of those before you mess everything up. you seem to be a bit more open with your words now, is this good or bad? you plan to watch captain america: the winter soldier with friends tonight. you did some pole dancing, you're such a sexy beast. your friend as a girlfriend? you're incredibly happy for him!!!
• 05/28/2022 ➣ you got some work done. you decide to take up this work for a classmate because it could be practice for you. you got a haircut and completely shaved off your beard, you don't look too bad. you had fun with your two friends and watched captain america: the winter soldier with them.
• 05/29/2022 ➣ that quiz was scary, good thing you passed it. did you graduate, did you not, you won't know because you decided not to go to the graduation.
• 05/30/2022 ➣ she really can't give you a break for this newsela stuff. wow, watching videos on lonliness at 3 am, that is absolutely pathetic. like, all the people who dislike you and pray on your downfall are just laughing right now. she, really, can't give you a break for this newsela stuff. she has the audacity to use the pass from her birthday two months ago to help with the vocab.com, goddamn. oh, you did graduate, that's good to know.
• 05/31/2022 ➣ you found your black folder. you had a nice free period in aphg. you lost a ton of calories, that is crazy. so you do graduate, that's amazing, you won't be held back in an embarassing fashion.

✧ MONTH CLOSURE:

• the exam is finished. and it ended just how you thought it would, as you look into a world where things could've have been different.