✧ PREVIOUSLY:

• what was our author doing? making big moves at panels, representing himself well, gaining a better reputation, being a model, working on work, working on competitions, and more that makes him a scholar. on a social level, crushes may be dying out, people you think are good are predators, and some younger people may like you. there were many birthdays for close friends and fictional characters in the last week. but now, judgement month is here, and this listography list here will tell all about it.

✧ JUDGEMENT MONTH 2023:

• 05/01/2023 ➣ bridge 4 looked crooked as hell. you worked all day on that performance task and are tired as hell. don't procrastinate again but at least you submitted something. even though its your fault, you now plan on showing the world you gain be amazing without the enemy known as the collegeboard.
• 05/02/2023 ➣ you had an english test, it was a cakewalk. you make the final step to get the shirts made and submitted. your friend tells you how they were r*ped and how their best friend does not show sympathy for that, you listen and give her some tips, she seems to feel better, and that is what good friends do.
• 05/03/2023 ➣ you supposedly walk like you're the shit, take it as a compliment. you start working on a bunch of flyers for the seniors.
• 05/04/2023 ➣ you continue making flyers for the seniors. one of the annoying kids smells like nasty hand sanitizer. looks like there's someone trying to make a school shooter threat. there was drama at nhs, the nhs counselor was quite disrespectful towards the president and showed tyranny.
• 05/05/2023 ➣ happy birthday nakajima atsushi. you walk around school, talking to others preparing for the test. you got snack bags and your computers for the test. your proctor places you in your seats. you take the test, you feel like you knew enough to passed. your past teacher wishes you good luck on your future endeavors. you spend a good amount of time contemplating. you tell your friends about the sexual harrasser and what he's done. you guys got clear bags for the next year.
• 05/06/2023 ➣ you prepare for your upcoming ap exam. you play some persona 3 portable.
• 05/07/2023 ➣ you spend time on omegle. you get a certificate and a scroll from a baptist church highlighting your academic achievement.
• 05/08/2023 ➣ you got your yin and yang bracelets. you confirm that the tickets should not be bought. you took your ap comp sci prin exam and it was mad easy. you got ganyu!!!
• 05/09/2023 ➣ you did not that loi members got to go through so much training and discipline. it feels relaxing to go to ap euro without any trouble. everyone thinks you need to give your yin bracelet to your yin, but you don't have one! it gets annoying because your friend keeps on hinting on giving someone the bracelet. you kicked your asses friend in darts.
• 05/10/2023 ➣ you got another friends ig, pretty cool. you went back and forth for shirts. you got sad news on the bridge, but it's fine, you keep on pushing forward. you got pretty stressed with using uber for the shirts but it worked out in the end. that damn security guard is hanging out with the same troublemakers she should be yelling at, those kids called you an npc and the fact she just lets this happen is infuriating, you give all of them, including the guard a death stare. that guard should watch themselves. the box for the shirts was incredibly heavy but you carried it with all the shirts and gave some out. apparently, someone is going to be beta testing for nintendo as an internship, lucky them. your friend kicked your ass in darts after you kicked her ass in darts. your friend is incredibly upset about her ex, you tell them a story about a person you knew who went through something similiar and how they are holding up right now, if only they knew who that person was.
• 05/11/2023 ➣ you got ex atsushi (weretiger) and ex shibusawa (draconic avatar), your alt account is cracked with luck. you had a good olive garden lunch. you refuse to shed tears but the idea of you missing this big national competition disheartens you.
• 05/12/2023 ➣ you talked a bit to the people at single point. your friends want to hold a party for you with strippers. you are very frustrated and don't want to talk to anyone, you ignored people because you trusted them to understand but you are 100% glad you ignored that talkative mf. because your mother went to the school, everything got approved even faster. there was a bomb threat and everyone got evacuated outside. you decided to check on everyone, it was interesting cause it meant talking to every friendship you had for your two years at the school, kind of like a review episode before a big event. you did not know the old person who definitely had feelings for you and the person who might've recently had feelings for you were friends, kind of weird. you even talked to your old ap teacher about the recent exam and the future. you leave school today asking everyone to watch over each friend group you got. the reason you got so emotional yesterday showed you that you are not as healthy as you thought you were. you appreciate how people care about you.
• 05/13/2023 ➣ it's time for you to get enough work done before the big day. you lose motivation and get frustrated at that one annoying individual, you think about telling him your feelings about his actions when you get back.
• 05/14/2023 ➣ you found the bungo mayoi homescreen when the dark era was added and played the ost song on repeat. you arrived at the airport ans said goodbye to family. you got on the plane. it feels nice that people will miss you, sometimes you don't feel that way. you played smash bros with friends on the plane._you arrived in seattle washington._
• 05/15/2023 ➣ you arrived to your hotel and got settled down. you had to help your friend find his bag, it was in a stupid place, but it happens. you are getting tortured by the old people around you and people laughed at your torture. you went on a trip to see the 520 bridge, how it works, and took some pictures. you found a strange hallway that you don't want to go down again. your team prepares for the competition while the middle school team struggles to get back their team member as well as fix their bridge.
• 05/16/2023 ➣ you practice a bit more, believing your team probably won't get top three but with everyone cheering you on at home, you should at least try. you realize your new online professor kind of sucks. you get ready while everyone is sleeping because things are more comfortable. you eat breakfast at a real fancy place, you lose more confidence in your performance. you wait for the competition and see these pretty good presentations, but you come up with something last second that gives you a chance. you guys go up to speak and do pretty bad which is expected but once you take the mic, you speak much better, much louder, and you touch the hearts of all of those in the room while also making them laugh at the same time. you were the most memorable person there. you worry about your performance but try not to think about it, and your friend overanazlying, spectacting, and much more is not helping. you guys go to the award ceremony and get third place nationally, it's not first, but it is something to remember. all of you guys got money, including the teacher, and all your friends at home hyped you up. you end things off by going downtown seattle and walking to the space needle, you take some final pictures of the trip and get yourself a heart necklace for your mom and a narwhal plushie because you liked it.
• 05/17/2023 ➣ you accidentally fell asleep and now you rush to get ready, even so, you probably got everything. you took a long plane ride back. you got back to only to hear that your friends were twerking, humping, and so much more. you're disappointed and hope they don't get in trouble.
• 05/18/2023 ➣ happy haitian flag day. you come back to school annoyed at your friends for what they did. you were put into a test that you had no chance at and you got it canceled. the annoying buffoon wants to say that "for someone as smart as you, you really had an interesting plan." shut up. you guys had a nice pep rally, there was kompa and everything.
• 05/19/2023 ➣ you do a little interview for a friend's ap bio project where they debunk commom myths, in this case, it was if seeds grow in your stomach. you and the floridan miles morales take some pictures in the dark. your number one hater is pissed off at what you have done. it looks like the girl you like may no longer be at the school because she did not do well on her math test, even if she likes you back, is there a point of trying to get something to happen?
• 05/20/2023 ➣ you spend the day playing fortnite, babysitting your cousin, and just relaxing.
• 05/21/2023 ➣ you go to a very boring church session. you play fortnite with the boy. you arrive at a family gathering and everyone has grown, however, the most sad thing is that there is some family controversy with one of your cousins, as he is probably gay and the family feels iffy about that. oh well.
• 05/22/2023 ➣ you got congratulated throughout the day on your performance at nationals. your chem friend group plans on having a fun junior year. looks like you don't have to worry about another coding language, but still try your best to comprehend it. you have your last brain bowl meeting.
• 05/23/2023 ➣ it seems your number one hater wanted to hate on your shirt design by wearing it frequently and criticizing it, bitch. apparently you prove that you have rizz and that girl might like more abusive things. you might have accidentally made your friend sad, so sorry. you have a fun discussion about the popularity of bts. you get your medals for your competitions. you arrive back at love notes. genshin's killing your space, you don't think you'll play for much longer.
• 05/24/2023 ➣ you presented and did well enough, sure your friend said a slur but its fine. you were so addicted to 2048 that you started to play on two different screens, at least you got a new high score.
• 05/25/2023 ➣ you watched some kdrama. you talk with friends about how school and its extracurriculars can be just whack and how people can walk over others. you scare your friend and watch as she falls over. you talk to your ap european history teacher about nationals and how everything is over with. your parents saw your nationals speech and apparently got emotional, that's crazy.
• 05/26/2023 ➣ your friend wants you to touch a boob or get in a relationship, the very annoying and senseless white kid has a girlfriend, you guess these are signs to confess today. you tell the senior scammer to stop. your counselor denied your course request, you gotta fix that immediately. you have a final engineering club meeting where people run for future positions and take pictures with shirts. you confessed and you got rejected. it was the smarter move. however, you felt depressed and listened to the bungo stray dog wans's version of namae wo yobu yo for about an hour. it did not help that you had to move stuff to a car in the rain but you think to yourself about the ace of hearts song "all the rain" and that "i will look through all the rain. just to find my happy ending. i live my life in the rain. just to spend my life pretending. i will look through all the rain. just to find my happy ending." you feel a bit better but still worry if being lonely is what you'll deal with from now on, even if you knew for a fact dating her would never fill that lonliness. the seniors are now gone, sure your favorite senior friend will be back once or twice but that's about it. you leave school knowing there are only 8 days left.

✧ BITTERSWEET ENDINGS:

• 05/27/2023 ➣ you wake up depressed, you guess rejection still bothers you. you wonder if something is wrong with you. you are defined as ese after all. maybe you might have autism.
• 05/28/2023 ➣ you are at a different church building. however, since the building is rented out instead of originally built for the religion, it is incredibly small, it even reminds you of jamaica. one of the members keeps on talking about execommunication. you don't feel right here. you did well with the ascension event. your mom thinks you are a don just for hanging out with all girls.
• 05/29/2023 ➣ you still think about the rejection, you realize that may has left with a lot of new problems. you finished watching the boondocks. you went out to the mall with friends to celebrate getting your ap's out the way. however, they made a joke with your mother saying how you were a three timer and how you made them your harem.
• 05/30/2023 ➣ you ruin your sleep schedule to make a presentation and record yourself doing one. you get ready for your final field trip. you get a nice plaque for your work at nationals. you sleep for the entire day.
• 05/31/2023 ➣ you now spend your night awake while the world around you sleeps. you had some brutal dreams that were just annoying. you carry a garbage bag around filled with pillows around school. you get another bracelet that has a butterfly that reminds you of dazai. you play smash bros with your friends and help others sign up for flvs. despite tears of the kingdom coming out, you start to play breath of the wild. you play hangman and show your great intellect.

✧ MONTH CLOSURE:

• this month was filled with some great challenges like ap exams and a national competition. it was filled with some great losses like getting rejected or losing a bit of yourself. it was filled with some great changes like switching church buildings. you realize that you'll leave this month with some jobs done but some new challenges to come your way.