✧CONTEMPLATING THE PAST AS YOU MAKE YOUR WAY OUT OF THE IRON CAGE:

• you leave the last month knowing your senior year of high school is going to be long and tedious and filled to the brim with work that has made you feel chain down to the school.

✧ UNDERSTOOD:

• 09/01/2024 ➣ you wake up in the morning to join a call with some of your graduated gang just talking about whatever. you share with your grandma-like friend about your experiences with the big tooth bitch and how annoying that was. you did work for a lot of classes and caught up with a friend with his stuff, but you ended up falling asleep and...
• 09/02/2024 ➣ you missed a deadline for sociology. it could have been worse but you are really shooting yourself in the foot here if you don't manage your schoolwork better with your extracurriculars. what sucks is that your magnet coordinator is thinking about you picking and choosing fun over solar car when you are just trying to better your future by unfortunately putting more on your plate. after getting more work done, genshin played and even fasfa out the way, you tried to execute a new protocol to save you for future situations, it didn't end up working out, but it could have been due to your sleep schedule. you might have to start brute forcing things until 12am from now on.
• 09/03/2024 ➣ another day back at school means doing some work here and there. fixing bulletin boards and mentoring your underclassmen are daily activities followed by talking more about solar car. you were able to talk to your guidance counselor about classes. you talked to the physics teacher at your school and him saying that he is the rudder you needed and how it's not your fault feels nice but you should still make up for your shortcomings. you went to the meeting and you might've made a good impression, you will just continue to get work done and do your best.
• 09/04/2024 ➣ you come to school to look at some college visits from admissions counselors. you wore a very comfty hoodie to school and things just felt nice after that. of course once you were done with the visits, you decided on thinking of a plan for the sat but. there was an ass solar car meeting as well as some ass decisions to add buzzers, replace your old designer's art with ai art, and even making stupid decisions for who should be mr and ms engineering. you just end up getting some work done and heading to bed.
• 09/05/2024 ➣ thank god you don't gotta go to school today. you get some work done and some other assignments but also you get the chance to go on an nhs meeting which was ultimately pretty productive. you go on a walk with your mother but spend 30 mins of it talking to a teammate over solar car. you get some other things done and take your two math tests and keep it pushing.
• 09/06/2024 ➣ time for another day of work. you check your sat score and you barely went up. that really bummed you ot but you got other things to do. things like carrying tv's and xbox's around the school and set up multiple tables for a club day. it was some good stuff and a lot of sweat and a lot of new members, you're happy your short hustler who has worked 3 jobs friend got a award, you aren't happy that the mentally ill has randomly gone missing for a bit. after some recollection, you prepare for your future sat and chill with friends. you prepare for a mcu adventure and group therapy session as well.
• 09/07/2024 ➣ you wake up to a text from an angry magnet coordinator over some miscommunication over a drawing, why can't you catch a fucking break.
• 09/08/2024 ➣ while you were playing denpa men and genshin, you got a lot of work done but at the same time you were chilling with friends. you did a lot of sat prep while getting other stuff done.
• 09/09/2024 ➣ everything was good until you realized your wallet was missing and it messed up your flow for the entire day. not only that, but administration says the mentally ill couple is in trouble, but while that's happening, the downfall of the engineering club is really happening.
• 09/10/2024 ➣ you wake and you think of all the horrible things that girl could do to your future. tread very carefully. you walk around the entire school and look for your wallet, but after all that searching you just can't seem to find it. you go through a lot of work and hung up a lot of flyers only for a fight to break out. but you chilled with some friends, talked about college and the future, your magnet coordinator found out that you're number one and you kept it pushing. you slept and got some work done.
• 09/11/2024 ➣ after doing a lot of work and rushing last minute you finally found your wallet. it was your friends birthday and you hugged her. not only that but there was a miserable solar car meeting due to some miscommunication. you finished your final dba for macroeconomics and also got in contact with the john hopkins fellow that is allowing you a chance to get a better chance at being admitted at john hopkins. kendrick dropped though. "god, give me life, dear god, please give me peace. dear god, please keep these lame niggas away from me. dear god, keep me shinin', the fuck do they really think? pocket-watching, you must be the police. god, bless these words, dear god, bless how i think. dear god, draw the line, they tryna confuse 'em with me. dear god, please forgive me, you knowin' how hard i tried. i think it's time for me to watch the party die (uh-huh, huh). get 'em gone, we gon' watch the party die (uh-huh). send 'em home, we gon' watch the party die"
• 09/12/2024 ➣ that new neo ability fest atsushi scout is looking really cool. you also fixed the internet issue, too bad it stopped you from working though. you had an alright honor society meeting that made you lose out on a scholarship. not only that but it was testing so it was hard to move around but you got stuff done. you finish up a lot of art appreciation work as well as get the chance to travel to atlanta for some fun and college visits. seems pretty sweet to you.
• 09/13/2024 ➣ "could you cut out my brain? throw it away? i can't get myself out, out of my way 'cause i tried everything, stuck on repeat i keep creating monsters no one can see" set it off just dropped. so you didn't go to school but you found out that someone is trying to defend others from you because of your dictatorship over solar car so whatever. you went to a meeting to visit someone from the house of reps, not gonna lie he wasn't there and also it seemed a lil disappointing so you'll just have to keep it pushing.
• 09/14/2024 ➣ after talking to friends about weird kids and a mental illness case, you head to bed. you wake up, do some chemistry, macroeconomics, and college app work. you finished the genshin act i and act ii archon quest for natlan as well as emeile's story quest, kinda wish you pulled for emeile.
• 09/15/2024 ➣ this day consisted of some work here and there for chemistry and other stuff. it's a pretty long thing going on and it just seems like senior year is gonna get pretty hellish coming soon.
• 09/16/2024 ➣ you show up to school for an sga meeting and to get some hours. you got some work done and met up with the principal advisory board to see a lot of people in your class working hard. after that, you walked up and down with students to get some done. it led to a simple meeting and a trip home. you took a nap but realized that you should probably start pulling some all nighters for the meanwhile. bro ariana grande and kendrick lamar do need to collab.
• 09/17/2024 ➣ you worked long and hard with the all nighter and felt really tired and sick the entire day. "n****s say, "turn up," hoes say, "turn up". only bad thing 'bout a star is they burn up. n****s say, "turn up," hoes say, "turn up". only bad thing 'bout a star is they burn up. rest in peace to aaliyah. rest in peace to left eye (left eye). michael jackson, i'll see ya. just as soon as i die (i die)." you looked at your friend who was really pissing you off as of late but looking at her reminded you its all a product of her toxic environment and child psychology, you'll just have to keep pushing. why do so many people think you're a super senior, it's getting annoying at this point. you went to a new club meeting and made a lot of progress on the binder and even went to a new club meeting. you got kinich even though you lost the 50/50, let's see if you can get some primos for some future characters.
• 09/18/2024 ➣ you got to work on macroeconomics, precalc, art appreciation, sat, and chemistry. once you got to school, it was a lot of running around and binder making. eventually you spent a lot of time studying pre-calc and also you got to experience being taught by an actual teacher with some basics in physics.
• 09/19/2024 ➣ this was a very long day filled with a bunch of work and a bunch of studying for pre-calc and chemistry. you were stuck in your room for hours but you finally got everything done, even if you think your pre-calc classes got some unfair tests.
• 09/20/2024 ➣ after a long day of testing you fall asleep and you get ready to go to school. gojo satoru has been dead for a year now, how sad. the trip to the workshop was pretty good. was it long and boring? obviously it was. however you gave an amazing speech to ask the county to spread awareness of breast cancer. you also learned how to appreciate how the underclassman in your honor society as they all are hard workers. they remind you of your old gang, and how your engineering underclassmen tried to overthrow you. they're simply a good bunch of kids. you got some college applications as you watched iron man with the gang. "i'm a super senior? you must mean a senior of a super breed".
• 09/21/2024 ➣ happy birthday to my blackie smurf friend. you try to get some ap calculus, chemistry, and college application work out the way.
• 09/22/2024 ➣ you had to get some calculus and chemistry done. but other than that, you try your best to get other college stuff out the way.
• 09/23/2024 ➣ you finished up iron man 2. you spend the day running up and down to get stuff done for breast cancer and other engineering projects. you also have to deal with the foolishness of your friend trying to leave the solar car because his work feels undervalued but honestly some of the fault is on him. after all of this, you head home, fall asleep, and keep it pushing.
• 09/24/2024 ➣ you miss the bus but you still get to school on time. it's a lot of running up and down because you had stuff to do. however, you got things done and you even got to tell your magnet coordinator happy birthday. you fixed up a lot of shirts, gave cake to some people, had your first engineering club meeting of the day and got some common app stuff done. you tell your gacha addict of a friend about poor relationships. you also got a weird webtoon book at your desk.
• 09/25/2024 ➣ you got diluc, finally. you finish some academic records head to bed, and think about the final chapter of jjk. you pay some money for the upcoming college tour.
• 09/26/2024 ➣ you woke up to flowers as an early birthday gift. it's been something you've been wanting for a long time. you spent some time on this day off just trying to get some chemistry lab assignments done and some other stuff.
• 09/27/2024 ➣ you spent the entire day walking up and down goddamm. this include recruiting tons of kids for internship programs and fixing up balloons for a ribbon cutting. you walked up and down the entire day and you got to talk to some friends along the way. but however, you feel as if you are becoming a little too much of a celebirty in your school, being valedictorian and the internship guy. you end the day tired and prepared to go through the month of october without your magnet coordinator. you chill out and head home to watch iron man 3 with friends.
• 09/28/2024 ➣ you stay up til 3am talking about how your friend is in a relationship with a girl who talks to a 21 year old man from 9pm-6am, you feel bad for your friend. after a lot of exploration in genshin, you feel as if you need to go ahead and get a lot and lot of work done.
• 09/29/2024 ➣ after going through a lot of pain, you got through all the chemistry and sat prep you needed to get done along with some other shit. at the same time you talked with a friend about the avocado, jjk 271, and a lot more other stuff til you guys were all caught up. you got through another week of school, but a lot of allnighters are gonna have to be pulled this week.
• 09/30/2024 ➣ "who'da evеr knew that i'd become a fuckin' kodak? yeah. rap money good, but i'm still pumpin' gas through the hood. droppin' off plates to the fam' like thanksgivin'. got the baby snipers standin' on that murk business, yeah, slidin' for yak. they ready for whatever. i always knew that everything would get better. and it sho' got greater later. all the game came from the elders like hand-me-downs. me and my brothers wearin' hand-me-downs. now i'm givin' game back to the old heads. and the respect come first, yeah, you know? can't be better than the ogs, you gotta get it somewhere. gotta come from somethin', god don't come from nothin'. we ain't seen this comin', nigga, it's more than a blessin'. what you doing with kendrick? (ooh, ooh). what you doing with a legend? (ooh, ooh). so what they call you? (ooh, ooh). when it's all said and done, we ain't leavin' empty-handed (ooh, ooh). that's on gang (ooh, ooh). that's on ma' dukes (ooh, ooh)." yeah mr. morale and the big steppers is a fucking banger. but other than singing all of that, you got some stuff done. while everyone was dressed up as rappers and artists, you dressed professionally for a college fair field trip that was two hours late. you talked to many friends had some stupid moments. you even saw old friends like your "sister" from middle school and other students from ja as well as some seniors who graduted from last year. after all of that you headed back to school and got some work done.

✧ MONTH CLOSURE:

• after a month filled with a bunch of stupid shit, you just wanna graduate and get out of this iron cage. but as time progresses, things get harder, and someone is about to turn 18 years old.