january

new years was nice - family and a lot of alcohol - watching "you" - third day of the year; reading, cleaning my room, washing dishes, exercising - helped my father in the store, drove with him and toby - remiding myself that food is not my enemy - watching movies and drinking wine - rain - peaches - ice cream that i shouldn't have eaten bc did no good for my stomach - i'm eating a lot and i hate it - i hate and love my voice at the same time - but it's like this for me with everything when it comes to myself - new obsession lol: "the untamed" - pain bc waxing (i cried lol) - thinking about wang yibo and xiao zhan - i feel like art is something i'm gonna always have to carry - i feel tired today - i'm in são paulo! - i was so anxious and sad out of nothing yesterday but i'm okay now - hoping i can enjoy this trip the way i couldnt enjoy last year - the beach makes me feel things - i'm a bit anxious - it's raining a lot but we are not complaining - every day trying to accept myself the way i am - feeling bad because i'm not reading a lot like i wanted to - getting fucking lost lmao - my dad is stubborn like me (more like i'm stubborn like him) - met flavia!! - i'm home!! - kinda sad bc i didn't read a lot like i wanted to this month bc of the trip - i'm too anxious lol kdfkj - back to reading - also i'm rewatching wfkbj - it's been a weird and quiet month - but i'm fine, i really am

february

reading - been thinking so much about many things - my life, my values, my dreams, my family, my friends, my places, my face, my body - back to college - i'm really looking forward to study - reading anne frank the diary from the beginning - i wanna love myself - i feel sad and tired - i feel slow - bought some clothes - parasite best picture - i'm a mess - well i need a job lmao - i'm so anxious lately :p - i'm better - reading - trying to get a job - nct...nct - i wanna do and learn so many things that i feel like going crazy - i feel so lonely sometimes - lost lost lost - ice cream! - this month was full of ups and downs - i feel weird but not in a bad way, not so good either - but everything's gonna be alright

march

the month of realizing things lol - fruits - nct 127!! - going out with sofia - i love feeling loved - sometimes i think that i'm pretty - spending the night at my friends' house - i hate being so insecure - i hate not having energy and will to do the things that i'd like to do - i have to stop smoking btw - starting to write for a blog! - laughing a lot with my mom - i'm tired of my phone - quarentine :/ - online classes - i feel odd - i have a strange relationship with fanfics - and now i can't stop reading them - i don't know what i want to do... - but i want to do Something - anxiety - i need to write more - reading - cleaning my room - exercising - i feel better - a hell of a month

april

jan 4 2019 ∞
apr 1 2020 +