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media journal. this is a place to dump my scattered thoughts on books, comics, graphic novels, movies, and tv shows. most recent on top. here there be spoilers.

insp. | nov. - dec. 2024 | next ⇢

  • 📚 even when i'm leaving, s.c. meyer — i already forgot that i read this. at least it was free on one of those "stuff your kindle" days. read nov. 28 – 30, 2024
  • 📽️ ↺ ♡ jingle all the way (1996) — the older i get, the more i love arnold schwarzenegger movies. this is both nostalgic and only works because arnold is the least average midwestern guy selling furniture ever. by the '90s he really was a good actor, and he works so well in goofy family comedies. plus, it takes place in msp! rewatched nov. 30, 2024
  • 📚 fan fiction: a mem-noir, brent spiner — this is just rpf with a '40s detective noir spin written by spiner about his own life though?!?! hilarious to listen to on a boring drive! ofc i appreciated all the star trek: tng cast appearances, and i'm glad they're all still such good friends that they'd turn out to read for the silly versions of themselves in this goofy book. listened nov. 29, 2024
  • 📽️ ↺ airplane! (1980) — to me, this is the epitome of boomer humor and it does not age well. each time i watch it, i cringe a little more. rewatched nov. 28, 2024
  • 📚 ↺ area x, jeff vandermeer — lowry is, indeed, insufferable! i had forgotten most of this, it turns out, so it was such a pleasure to read again. interesting how with age i like authority more and more. i do look forward to re-reading absolution again. reread nov. 2 – 28, 2024
  • 📚 grave talk, nick spalding — another amazon first reads that worked well for me. this really had me all the way through, even if it did tie up neater than i would like given the messiness of grief. read nov. 20 – 28, 2024
  • 📚 star wars: brotherhood, mike chen & jonathan davis — i enjoyed the more introspective character components, but the political plot is like the ones in the star wars movies, which isn't a good thing. i have so much trouble with the idea that an entire order of peacekeepers seem to have no understanding of military/war history and psychology like they'd never heard of a war before the clone wars?! and other characters aren't any better. this got frustrating, but honestly some of that may have been the traffic. i really, really like the characters, but usually roll my eyes at the plot: star wars in a nutshell for me. narration was great, though! listened nov. 23 – 27, 2024
  • 📚 the sacrificers vol. 1, rick remender & max fiumara — reminded me too much of a recent star trek: strange new worlds episode but somehow doing it worse. i always find rick remender's writing to be derivative and not in a good way, i guess. read nov. 25, 2024
  • 📚 nights season 1, part 1, wyatt kennedy & luigi formisano — i liked this way more than i expected! this is one of those comics that is a fun (if bloody) read, but i sort of wish it could have been a tv show... read nov. 24, 2024
  • 📚 ♡ cat + gamer vol. 1 – 6, wataru nadatani — sometimes you need a cozy manga series about a thirty-year-old woman who adopts a cat for the first time and all of the shenanigans that ensue. i mean, have you seen the art?! look at how cute that cat is! not much plot, but plenty of lighthearted cuteness and i needed it. i'm sad i've run out of english volumes. i need more!! read nov. 19 – 22, 2024
  • 📺 futurama, season 6 (or 7 & 8) — revivals are dumb and this is proof of it. it's missing a certain je ne sais quoi, and i think it's mostly that they couldn't decide if fry and leela were together from episode to episode, kif and amy's storylines never made sense and were often upsetting character assassinations, and the end-of-episode reset button was used pretty egregiously. still, good background show while i do other things. i oven-seasoned my cast iron, deep-cleaned my home, and redid my listography while it played, and that's not nothing! watched nov. 8 – 19, 2024
  • 📚 i think we've been here before, suzy krause — this is the kind of idea where if it's in the right writer's hands, it would easily win the booker or some other prestigious literary prize (or several). this does not have the right writer for that, so all the emotions and characterizations are a bit more surface level. it never felt like we got deep into these people in the way i wanted. still, it's honestly a fun read considering the topic, and though i don't think it was coherent in its own ideas the whole way through, i really enjoyed the time i spent with this one. sometimes these amazon first reads are not real winners, but still worth the time. read nov. 10 – 17, 2024
  • 📺 the kingdom i — i still don't know if i like lars von trier's style. he certainly has a unique vision, that's for sure. this made more sense when i saw a letterboxd review that explained this was a dark comedy about the danish bureaucracy, but that doesn't negate the slowness and the lack of cohesiveness in the ideas. why wasn't the bleach swamp important when the whole intro spends a solid minute talking about it?! how did judith give birth to a grown-ass man without being split open?!?! why was this so engaging despite all of its obvious flaws?!?!? i'm gonna watch part two; i have so many questions. watched nov. 17, 2024
  • 📽️ nimic (2019) — i watched this short with c. when she was visiting and she said she's never watching the kind of stuff i watch again lmao. this is unsettling, i agree! that's yorgos, baby! i'm here for the matt dillon renaissance, too. watched nov. 14, 2024
  • 📚 the five dysfunctions of a team: a leadership fable, patrick lencioni — i had to read this for a leadership development program i'm in at work. this was more engrossing than i thought, but really felt more geared toward c-suite than mid-level managers/leaders. i did enjoy the story as a story, but not so much as a guide on how to solve problems in team dynamics. read nov. 8 – 14, 2024
  • 📚 ♡ the answer is no, fredrik backman — this was so charming! and silly. there was a bit of a moral to it, but mostly it was just silly fun. i do wish my doctor would prescribe a month-long coma for me! that sounds lovely!! no people, just vibing in some paid-for rental with a stack of books, albums, and movies/tv shows and all the takeout i can stand. here for it!! sometimes these amazon first reads are real winners. i definitely wouldn't have read this were it not "free" with my amazon prime trial, and i'm glad i did. read nov. 9, 2024
  • 📽️ humanist vampire seeking consenting suicidal person (2023) — you can practically feel the influence of only lovers left alive oozing off the screen at times. still, i'm gonna enjoy a movie with an overwrought title about a melancholy vampire; it's an elizabeth life rule. watched nov. 9, 2024
  • 📚 complete tales and poems, edgar allen poe — thank fuck i'm done with this. not only is this ebook poorly created (the entire novel is listed as a single page!), but it turns out that i think poe is a mediocre writer. the stories he's famous for are good, but my god so much of this is just plain bad. i can accept that the humor/satire falls flat because it's nearly 200 years later, but the digressions within digressions in a short story! my man! get to the point! the novel was one of the worst i've read in a while, like what the hell, just endless nothing happening for most of it and so much detail about boats that means nothing to me. it felt like he wanted to show off his knowledge about sailing, tbh. and the ideas are repetitious after a while. i wanted to get through it and i did, though i skipped the essays because idgaf. read dec. 13, 2023 – nov. 9, 2024
  • 📺 futurama, the movies (or season 6) — two pretty good ones with two awful ones. every time this show tries to do anything related to women or gender dynamics it falls hard on its face. also, the plots often seemed disjointed within the same movie?! and made no sense. not worth my time again in the future, except maybe the special that's the half-hour hypnotoad comedy. all glory to the hypnotoad! watched nov. 3 – 8, 2024
  • 📺 ↺ futurama, season 5 — i saw more of this when it aired than i thought. it's still enjoyable overall, though parts definitely aged poorly. "jurassic bark" is still a masterpiece of melancholy. anything to do with the robot devil is automatically a winner for me, so it was fun that the series ended on an episode with the robot devil fuckin' shit up. way to end on a high note! rewatched oct. 30 – nov. 3, 2024
  • 📽️ sometimes i think about dying (2023) — this worked much better than i expected, though it could have been given more room to breathe in the ending. daisy ridley really is quite good, and i'm pleased to see she is avoiding the lead actor star wars curse and getting interesting projects. watched nov. 3, 2024
  • 📽️ ↺ ♡ the fall (2006) — i first watched this while pushing daisies was airing because all the heart eyes at lee pace. he really is so good at playing melancholy characters (similar to kirsten dunst), and i think his performance especially with the little girl is what makes this movie work. also, another example of truly beautiful cinematography. this may be the only movie tarsem singh every got fully right, and damn is it good. rewatched nov. 3, 2024
  • 📽️ ↺ ♡ moon (2009) — this one is a good rewatch even knowing what's going on the whole time. beautifully shot and really captures the loneliness of sam's life and the crushing isolation of being on the moon, millions of miles from your entire life. sam rockwell is extraordinary in this. rewatched nov. 2, 2024
  • 📚 absolution, jeff vandermeer — i'm already haunted by those goddamn bunnies with their thousand-yard stare while munching on live crabs w t f. weird thoreau haunts my dreams again!! i haven't read area x in several years, so i missed a lot. i already planned to reread the trilogy but i'm going to get a hardback copy of this and reread it again too. i still really, really liked this...though lowry is fuckin' insufferable. read oct. 22 – nov. 1, 2024
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