― december ˎˊ-

• healing. / achieving a healthier lifestyle. / went to a circus! pure amazement and joy, i could not stop smiling. / went to an area even for the holidays and got my face painted :) / gifted my friends their xmas presents! i love seeing the joy on their face when they open their gift. / guyana trip!

― november ˎˊ-

• had fun pep rally! / seeing my cousin alex after 6 years and laughing so much with him / facetiming with my cousins and laughing over crazy 8 / my love for photography coming out / helping my friends with their chess film! / going to a diwali celebration and getting faded with angelina / goofed around a lot w christian and leah :) / watched midsommar. 10/10 / went to new york for a wedding! had sm fun with my cousins, miss them already / spending more time with nayeli <3 / going on long walks by myself. / talking with liz otp <3 love her sm!

― october ˎˊ-

• went to the mall again w/liz and leah + mia! / made cute bookmarks! / did a fun facepaint for my culture / psl season / got a shag haircut! / got my new cowgirl boots n im in loveee / got vamp teeth n my dress for halloween! / new milestone achieved <3 / went to a cute petting zoo + pumpkin patch! pet a kangaroo and absolutely fell in love! / went to miami zoo and fed giraffes! also got my outfit complimented on a bunch :) / dressed up as a vamp for halloween! the outfit was amazing and i went trick or treating!

― september ˎˊ-

• had a fun bday party, jumped in the pool w my whole outfit on! / leah got me the jellycat sun ahhhh + a cute ladybug mug! / got a new build a bear bunny for fall szn (ginger) / christians bday! / went to the mall w liz n leah <3 + tried a psl and really loved it

― august ˎˊ-

• went to the mall accompanied with leah and scott! so fun and i missed seeing them :) / making love, not war. / starting school again. / missed my friends sm, made more friends! / my birthday making me realize how loved i really am <3

― july ˎˊ-

• getting my stuff together. / new clothes, new person. / journaling! / buying so much clothes! new upcoming style! / had fun at the mall with my friends (who i havent seen since summer started) <3 / enjoying myself in new york / having fun w mikel :) / went longan picking with the fam!

― june ˎˊ-

• had a goodbye party before school ends. / discovering my style a bit more and experimenting. / slowly making progress. / had sm fun in guyana! marked the goal of getting out the country. / my wavy hair is coming back <3 / figuring out the new style for me thats best comfortable!

― may ˎˊ-

• had a fun time at nayeli's fairy party! even got my face painted! / my leather jacket came and it looks amazing. its just the right size! / presentation went amazingly! / barnes and noble date with liz and leah! also went to trader joes to get mothers day flowers and starbucks! they mean everything to me. / liz gifted me a strawberry mug! i love it sm its beautiful. / open to stronger and new connections.

― april ˎˊ-

• making new connections. / communication. / dissected a sheep brain in anatomy, so cool! / the chickens laid eggs! so proud of them. / clean room, clean mind. / got the mushroom lamp i've always wanted for my room! / my nieces cake smash <3 / keira and fal's bday! / eid mubarak! / threw the letter away and didn’t read it at all. i’m so proud of myself! / i love my friends so much. / it's been a stressful month, but im proud of myself for coming a long way.

― march ˎˊ-

• went on a trip to miami university and zoo! had sm fun. / went to key west and on the glassbottom boat! also watched the sunset on the boat <3 / went to see a play with liz. / sometimes showing up for yourself means that you have to disappoint other people. and that it is okay. / laughing gas with leah. / had a very enjoyable time with my friends at liz's birthday party! / went to cheesecake factory for the first time! / seeing my friends again after spring break gives me sm dopamine. / watched Wakanda forever, the music is so beautiful.

― february ˎˊ-

• sang happy birthday to leah! / minecraft era. / sienna gave me the arctic monkeys vinyl. / decorated my old chemistry teachers door for valentines day! / jjba fanatic. / a loving valentines day <3. / seeing 222 everywhere. / the healing process isn't linear. but that's certainly ok. / pilates is fun. / i love my friends. / went to paint pottery with liz and leah! loving my heart vase. / danced so much during mia's party. hung out with liz and leah in the lobby after a while and waltzed with them, the connection is unreal. / bonding with fal and kei <3

― january ˎˊ-

• cool glasses, cool polaroid. / had a fun field day. i felt free when running. / first time driving on the road. i love it. / obsessed with the angel wing charms for my headphones. / liberation. change. heal.