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It's been 21 years since I first got taken off of my home planet. ;D
Hi, I'm Alexandra, but most people call me ...other things.
I was gonna tell you about myself here, but that's kinda what this whole page is about.


i generally type properly.
when i make lists i don't wanna. my lists will vary in capitalization sometimes.

i'm happier than i used to be, but still looking for enlightenme...

bookmarks:
Rubab notes (Mini Movie Reviews | 2022-2024 Edition)
notes (My Kitchener Style Essence: Ethereal/Angelic)
vera notes (stuff to bring new place)
home and garden (stuff for home)
wishlist (gifts so i finally have something to ask for when people ask me what i want)
  • My goal in life is to make others happy. I just have yet to figure out what kind of career I want to accomplish that (though I have plenty of ideas).
  • I want to stretch my ears a little bit.
  • I want a ton more tattoos.
  • I’m socially anxious and awkward but try my hardest to talk to people anyway.
  • I try really hard and fuck up a lot anyway.
  • I have abandonment issues because... well, I've been abandoned.
  • I can be quite a mess, but I've gotten a lot better at putting myself back together.
  • I'm really emotional & sensitive. It's a blessing & a curse.
  • My heart has been broken a lot so I have trouble truly trusting people. Usually when I start to trust someone, they screw me over.
  • I have an overactive nervous system and it does a lot of bad crap to my body.
  • I don't know exactly what I believe in (when it comes to religious type stuff), but I tend to lean toward Buddhist views.
  • There's a lot of other stuff "wrong" with me.
  • My mom and my cat are my best friends.
  • My mom and I lived with my grandma until she died when I was 12.
  • I was molested when I was 10.
  • I've never met my father.
  • I lie very seldom, and usually only if needed.
  • I hate hot weather with a fiery passion (hah).
  • I believe the world would be a lot better place if things were more fair/equal.
  • I'm a pessimist and an optimist, a dreamer and a realist, an introvert and an extrovert.
  • My personality is as eclectic as my music taste - and my music taste is really eclectic.
  • I vote depending on what I think is the best/least stupid option, not by party - though 99% (if not 100%) of the time I side against republicans. Apparently my views fit best with the Green Party.
  • I've thought about and attempted suicide, but I don't want to end my story yet.
  • I still can't get myself going on a bike, though I can ride one when I'm already moving.
  • I learned how to swim and read at ages 2/3.
sep 16 2010 ∞
may 19 2013 +