a diary, sort of

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⠀ ⠀ jun

    • 12  crying, sleeping all day so i can't cry, waking up and cry.
    • 11  8? ha. 3h of sleep per day for 3 days. elements fight is strong.
    • 07  3 new characters in 1 wish?! cooler boost.
    • 06  level 20 already and 30 for characters lmao.
    • 04  trying out genshin impact.
    • 03  unwanted pre-set. part of my emotional stability comes from the fact that i have assumed loneliness.
    • 02  did i let the venom of the world poison me? i, at least, must be able to see inside my own shell.

⠀ ⠀ may

    • 28  kissed rm's lips in my dreams. odd. and too real.
    • 27  fucking paperwork. sigh. sing me a song.
    • 25  looks like everyone's heart is taken one way or another.
    • 20  outlander es la ostia.
    • 18  ladies carry venom.
    • 17  i have the habit of talking about how cold hearted i can be. must be because i am not cold hearted at all.
    • 16  there's no point in keeping contact, since we won't be friends.
    • 13  wisdom tooth removed. someone stopped me to tell me that i'm very good looking, that if we can know each other.
    • 11  i called out its name the moment it mocked me.
    • 06  mcs are whom have common sense.
    • 05  forced morning person.
    • 03  wishing to have a drawing pal.
    • 02  what a great ending to adventure time.
    • 01  more me's, please.

⠀ ⠀ apr

    • 27  arguing in the truce of peace.
    • 26  growing up is such a pain in the ass.
    • 24  having a crush on Finn the human. (???)
    • 22  mad screams and construction noise every day.
    • 18  angels are snowflakes.
    • 17  sadness.
    • 13  synth and raw power of electric guitar, new addiction.
    • 12  that little smile of mine is like my mother's.
    • 10  love = i want to be your #1.
    • 09  i sent it. and i've been replied.
    • 04  gobbling manga.
    • 02  acting cute, not being cute.
    • 01  made an agreement.

⠀ ⠀ mar

    • 12  rejecting every single date (good job!)

⠀ ⠀ feb

    • 25  complaining about love life.
    • 14  sunflower.
    • 09  looks like i'm irresistible now.

⠀ ⠀ jan

    • 27  a teacher to me: you can afford to be ambitious.
    • 22  still crying over other people's love songs.
    • 08  snow. tasted a winter flower.

 

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⠀ ⠀ dec

    • 28  garden of flowers.
    • 02  trouble was compelled to text me (22:28 - 05; 4:25).
    • 01  feeling like a teenager.

⠀ ⠀ nov

    • 25  slept like a baby sheep. i found my dream.

 

nov 17 2020 ∞
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