start again, in the month of may, come on and blow the wires away

to do

• do the medical exam for work
• send my documents to work
• see when the tests for design school open
• pay bills
  • mobile me & mom's
  • netflix

ups

• orcas in the wild videos
  • "gibe us seals u scandinavian little shit. Where's them fishes? Gibe us fishes now"
• chatting with andrew and getting to know him better.
• my amazon books came earlier!
• getting back in touch with caio. i'd forgot how good is talking to him.
• 13 reasons why (maybe that's actually a down?)

downs

• feeling so fucking exhausted
• feelings of hopelessness, disconection, dissociation
• always too tired or busy to do anything that really matters
• wasn't able to watch any movie so far

crushes

• hozier (will i ever get over this?)
• archie andrews
• jugghead jones
• jeremy irvine in "the fantastic beauty"
• clay jensen / dylan minnette

obsessions

• riverdale
• magical movies
• vintage & mori clothes

health

• migraines, migraines
• my whole left side hurts, specially leg.
• got my mouth guard (17.05) hoping i can sleep better
• depression & anxiety crisis
  • self-harm (12.05)
  • depressed all day (21.05)
• getting allergies all the time!

special dates

• 13th. mother's day