• valentine's day
• had challah french toast for breakfast (i love my mom)
• everyone wore red or pink
• broke the dress code yet again
• mr. woolery wore an abraham lincoln costume
• chris gave me a rose from his bouquet for angelica
• latin class, boring shit
• apush test & FRQ that i think i may have done okay on
• boring anatomy class sans angelica, listened to braden and jasmine talk about whatever, ate jasmine's valentine's day chocolate
• cursed single life
• cursed non-single life
• hung out with chris in computer lab
• played chess on the computer while he did his homework
• hung out with dylan on morrison
  • gave him art direction in an unintentionally bitchy way
  • teased squid
• went back to school when jazz band was over to get my books
• talked to christian
• saw will walk by
• hesitated
• ran after him
• had to call his name several times and almost thought he was purposely ignoring me cause he couldn't be THAT hard of hearing
• finally caught up with him
• apologized for appearing to have blown him off
• asked if he wanted to hang out
• he said yes
• awkwardly stood there for a second
• proposed that we have a cigarette
• went outside
• bumped into christian
• chatted about silly things
• watched christian get picked up by his dad
• awkwardly proceeded to have a cigarette
• exchanged polite (stilted) conversation
• awkward beats of silence
• "do you want to talk about the elephant in the room?"
• "sure."
• long conversation
• walk to el pollo loco
• long conversation
• jokes
• feelings almost like old times
• uncertainty
• mom came
• surprised me with roses and flan
• went to trader joe's
• went home
• computer
• this

woah.