5 things

2018

all you need to do for this is write five things. these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day. do it each day on your listography for a year.

march

  • 2303 | happy but dont really know why??, rewatched jigoku shoujo, proud of an art work!! (a girl and plants and a positive message), positive day!, sister's friend and pizza night.
  • 2403 | dante's bath, stele, paprika!, psychodelical kinks, 00s funk songs. ♡
  • 2503 | movies all day, satoshi kon, crying babies, laughing teenagers, 00s brazilian songs.
  • 2603 | monstax the connect, im back in the game, 1604 words written, stephen king, productive day.
  • 2703 | broken headphone, 2137 words written (neko boys!!), liking my body, if only, cotton candy chae.
  • 2803 | floriculture, rabb.it, mayra, listening homoph*bic speechs, 757 words written (bad day bc i hate myself).
  • 2903 | random youtube videos, canjica, pet sematary (21%), sad best friends, julia.
  • 3003 | loneliness, emotional rollercoaster, movies w family, 707 words written (also plot revision), procrastination.
  • 3103 | tired of meaningless small talks, studying ひらがな, "bia, arruma um sugar daddy pra gente", book (45%) and bunnies, missing lilac butterfly.

april

  • 0104 | crying, burning eyes, refusing chocolate (im really sick???), shaking chills, buying beauty products.
  • 0204 | nap in the car, grandma's smile, drawing!, dante's red collar, scary fucking book (60%).
  • 0304 | really proud of an art work that took abt 10min to be drawn lmao, esfihas, new clothes, maybe a whole new life??, natalie.
  • 0404 | literally changed ALL of my thoughts, it feels like i have different ppl inside my head, watercolor techniques vids, brown lipstick, kurapika.
  • 0504 | sunflowers, seulgi, omg my life is changing, IM SCARED, hunterxhunter.
  • 0604 | painting, last free friday night, nct, lobo no telegram, im really scared of stepping out of my comfort zone :((
  • 0704 | anyone please adopt me, grandma's, vampires, i dont know if i can handle the weight of choices, love simon.
  • 0804 | i hate the mall, headeache, new notebook!! yay, larissa. gore anime.
  • 0904 | bad day, crying, i got a hair cut, but i regret it, i regret everything.
  • 1004 | hell girl, i'm not ready to face the world (maybe ill never be), mental breakdown, i wish i wasn't here, 1100 words written (sad story, fam)
  • 1104 | hating myself, can't even watch anime, im so fucking stupid, asmr videos, broken wings.
  • 1204 | teenager forever, chocolates, julia roberts, luwoo, watercoloured cat painting.
  • 1304 | dante smells so nice, documentaries, iana, spooky movie but not that spooky (we actually laughed a lot), nct lives. ♡
  • 1404 | i hate people, 17h42 sunset, tons of nct, the edge of seventeen, missing lilac butterfly.
  • 1504 | dark chocolate, dante the fly hunter, lau, he's not your toy, spaghetti and brocolli.
  • 1604 | morning naps, violin, i suck at painting, kimi no na wa ost, 悠太.
  • 1704 | monsta x's 2nd win ♡, parking lot and chill, relaxing, violet evergarden, bad sleep.
  • 1804 | nausea, feeling sick, napping all day long, friends, reading stele and amanda's letters.
  • 1904 | mom's bday, im feeling... okay?, napping again, ending anime, wish i was a better daughter.
  • 2004 | BUZZFEED UNSOLVED, parking lot and chill, 2157 words (re-writing project!!!), twix, insomnia.
  • 2104 | looking kinda cute, watching barbie, feeling like im stuck between a rock and a hard place (all the ~options~ are bad tbh!), i don't belong in my family, bad night sleep.
  • 2204 | feeling like a burden, missing her, my eyes are burning and my head wont stop hurting, horror! anime!, fighting my sister (i cant stand her Voice anymore).
  • 2304 | ive got some bangs, natalie portman, feeling more confident, on the other hand im feeling empty, friend issues.
  • 2404 | nonna's smile, red velvet discography, rachel, ghost hunt, mayra loves johnny.
  • 2504 | youtube vids, sunlighted bangs, trashy horror movie, fma manga, i should read more books.
  • 2604 | quiche, godmother, im a bad friend and im alone, planning, midnight breakdown.
  • 2704 | im feeling so lost honestly, min yoongi is my hero, buzzfeed unsolved, MONSTA X IS COMING TO BRAZIL???, omg i might actually attend a concert of my babies.
  • 2804 | my head's still hurting, rachel's bday, cuddling and hair petting, grandma calling me bonequinha, talharim.
  • 2904 | watching ghost with family, korean variety shows, azeitona (50%), reading social media au, my head wont stop hurting.
  • 3004 | hani day!!, watch the new avengers movie mission: failed, edge of sixteen, feeling down, i wanna d*e.

may

  • 0105 | maybe i'll get to see them and i have a date?, cat birthday party, dante 8th month, pretty woman, things got really hot tonight ngl.
  • 0205 | having dirty thoughts and really enjoying_her,_ blue, went to the movies with rachel and malu, boring film but my girls are fun!!, my back hurts i'm getting old.
  • 0305 | car traffic, same old song playlist, brigadeiro, thinking about her, im enjoying this game (a lot).
  • 0405 | waking up early, grandma's bedroom, nana, caressing and feeding street cats, laughing for minutes straight (bf u).
  • 0505 | headache, rafa and rachel, im not in a mood for socialize tho, reading au again, dante is my model.
  • 0605 | black panter, selfies w the girls, sowon's pigtails, late night movies, kinda tired.
  • 0705 | watching anime, listening to pothead songs, drawing, pink freckles, sad night.
  • 0805 | trying to feel comfy, dante won't stop biting me, trashy horror movie, coco, i slept before midnight.
  • 0905 | turning seventeen, people are so kind wishing me happy bday, visiting grandma, actually 71 years old, feeling tired but still late night gifts.
  • __1005 | waking up eating cake, rewatching my mad fat diary, im older than my fav characters, bad jokes (im getting old yall, she's too good to me.
  • 1105 | monsta x videos all day long, mmfd, going out for dinner, cutting my bangs, iana, watching the boys!
  • 1205 | packing, they're partying and im home with the elders, bored bored, bad night sleep, homesick.
  • 1305 | monsta x anniversary, mother's day, listening to her voice, movie night with bebela, feeling empty tho.
  • 1405 | watching my babies falling on stage, cursing the kpop industry, bathing dante, im a bad friend, poor iara.
  • 1505 | watching horror gameplay, plant photoshoot, missing drawing, brooklyn 99 w iaia, why do people think im okay only because im smiling?
  • 1605 | b99, reading au, dante's smell, changing of plans, i look hot in jeans shirt.
  • 1705 | doodling, i dont remember?
  • 1805 | tear, bts and puppies, dante's warm breath, stele and i listening to my neighbour sing, qual a relevância de uma tanga em personagem sem pinto. ♡
  • 1905 | subway selfies, kpop party!!!, my boot's heel broke, the eve, nos ajude lázaro.
  • 2005 | we be screaming go, dante is mad at me, bad night, i want to ***, feeling empty.
  • 2105 | changing my meds, psychiatrist, headache, not feeling in the mood to watch anything but still wanting to distract myself, omg im being sedated.
  • 2205 | bad dreams, feeling knocked out cold all day long, literally feeling nothing at all, well until i literally fainted, netflix and chill.
  • 2305 | i wanna quit everything, i wish i wasn't here, what the hell is going on, i don't remember?, chenle and nct life.
  • 2405 | uncomfortable, disgusted with my own existence, new terapist, i love her!!!, airplane pt 2.
  • 2505 | new psychiatrist, new meds, my terapist is a pain in the ass, love letter, feeling peaceful but empty.
  • 2605 | I DIDNT SLEEP AT ALL, writing for friends, welp i hate my drawings, rabb.it with mayra, just chilling and talking to my girls.
  • 2705 | dreaming about the show, her, chae and i, watching anime!!, chobits, howls moving castle.
  • 2805 | shinee is back, esfiha and nana, i fucking love my terapist, changing my routine, you'll control your mind, sunshine"
  • 2905 | drawing under the sunlight, relife, moving back to my bedroom, bolinho de chuva, gartic with my old school friends.
  • 3005 | dante hanging out in the car, nct vlives, exercising for 30min, cemitério maldito, call with davi.
  • 3105 | 30min cycling, spent the day with mayra, hellsing, photoshoot, kill marry and Kiss.

june

  • 0106 | visiting grandma, lari and rafa, rewatching harry potter, chatting and laughing at laura's, sometimes i feel like a teenager. ♡
  • 0206 | bad night sleep, exercising for 35 minutes and almost dying, red lipstick, my godfather isn't of any help about the concert, yep i dreamt twice abt seeing monsta x.
  • 0306 | brigadeiro frappuccino, new boot (regain power), im VERY bisexual, laura and luara, trashy teen movies and scary stories. ♡
  • 0406 | shitty day, depressive and anxiety crisis, i'm hurting ppl, im hurting myself, i wanna be gone.
  • 0506 | feeling depressed, dont wanna get out of bed, new story!!!, ghosts and neko boys, 792 words.
  • 0606 | boy in luv, spending the day with nct, wish i could sleep for five days straight, im hurt, gosh i wish i had no feelings.
  • 0706 | being in love sucks, i cant eat for days, vlive, i cant proper watch anything, martina.
  • 0806 | gab is my tinder, skype with ana, missing fullmetal, making new friends, o que o sol faz com as flores.
  • 0906 | visiting grandma, going tho the mall, leather jacked and camouflage pants, i regret everything i say, scarlet heart ryeo.
  • 1006 | crying and laying in bed.
  • 1106 | crying and laying in bed.
  • 1206 | watching videos w my mom, notebook is fixed, my hearts needs a home, good terms with her but we still struggle, monbebe selca day.
  • 1306 | i might get the tickets fr, im feeling so excited and axnious omg, netflix and chill with laura, riverdale.
  • 1406 | bad day.
  • 1506 | got my eyebrows done, giovana made me a make up, photoshoot, im losing weight :<, anxiety crisis.
  • 1606 | waking up early to get tickets for monsta x's concert aka the hardest thing ive tried to get in my life, i still dont know if my payment is approved, im nervous and sad bc i really need to see them, my dad cried in front of me, cappuccino.
  • 1706 | brazil's match, i cried a lot, and slept, rabbit with martina, love actually.
  • 1806 | my therapist birthday, she's the sweetest person ever, mary kay's facial spa, posted lots of photos, tina and gfriend.
  • 1906 | scarlet heart ryeo, elfen lied and napping, TICKETS FOR MONSTAX'S CONCERT, finally going to see my babies, is she coming back?. ♡
  • 2006 | not sleeping at all, riverdale, netflix movies, cappuccino as energy drink, i'm not a toy.
  • 2106 | video call with fer, matching stars coat, cookie jar!, cute seulgi's hairstyle, natália.
  • 2206 | waking up bc of a football match, trashy horror movies, nath and rafa, delineado gatinho, na jaemin ulted.
  • 23-2406 | bad days.
  • 2506 | waking up at 3pm, tinder, riverdale ep 10, buzzlightyear saying im NOT a toy, am i really attracted to ****?
  • 2606 | went shopping, clueless yellow flannel, and almost crying in the mall, beret, detroit gameplay.
  • 2706 | trashy tv show marathon, treating myself, wearing make up after brazil's victory, missing the outside world, but i dont wanna leave my comfort zone.
  • 2806 | staying up all night, letters for chae, trying outfits, tv show and anime marathon, cappuccino, lala, ana and malu <3
  • 2906 | staying wake with tina, spending the day with grandma, travelling at night, godfather's house, homesick.
  • 3006 | watching tv shows, my godfather calling me daughter, quadrilha, pizza night, we're not who we used to be.

july

  • 0107 | mx ray 3, festa junina, seeing my girls, getting things out of the chest with amanda and laura, girlband pose.
  • 0207 | cheering for brazil, 10 things i hate about you, horror movies with rachel, new cal, i love martina.
  • 0307 | my therapist is an angel, you're everything u admire the most in your idols, be positive!, the incredibles 2 is incredible, one week anniversary.
  • 0407 | pea soup, mark is my family member, ending elfen lied, medieval anime, produce 48.
  • 0507 | bad day.
  • 0607 | bipolar, tons of capuccino, riverdale, 9 days, killuas bday.
  • 0707 | letters for malis, drawing for tina, akatsuki no yona, chamomile tea, no good thoughts.
  • 0807 | feeling uneasy, dante took a shower with mamandi, cant pay attention to anything, pizza legal, instagram thetics.
  • 0907 | not sleeping, shopping mall, therapist and bucket list, 540 words (desiree!), she's my angel.
  • 1007 | one month till travel, vaquinha but didnt work out, i need money, akatsuki no yona, im crazy about her.
  • 1107 | SLEEPING A LOT, hunter x hunter, buying travel tickets, everything is set up for sao paulo, new phone?
  • 1207 | soup, grandmas home, COLD WEATHER, two weeks anniversary <3, pastel.
  • 1307 | getting my hair done, black nails, love simon, trash horror hentai animes, feeling anxious.
  • 1407 | days are taking too long, beach, park swing, feeling like a child, rabbit with mayra.
  • 1507 | bad day.
  • 1607 | ani, pretty in pink,
mar 23 2018 ∞
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