- 01 – seeing kalee and elise; figuring out how best to take care of my new haircut and getting used to myself with it; waking up and cuddling with mars; mars making me coffee; just loving my husband with everything in me!; finishing the subtle knife and crying
- 02 – getting paid to read at work again; everyone reacting positively to my haircut; watching portrait of a lady on fire and sobbing to sof about it; sof saying he wants to meet up in chicago sometime
- 03 – elise's birthday; trying on my jumpsuit and realizing it fits perfectly; realizing how confident i feel with my new haircut!!; just feeling.... Happy???
- 04 – actively not celebrating the holiday and spending time with my fam instead!; napping for a long time; watching lost & community with dad
- 05 – skateboarding; watching avatar for most of the day; dana naming a character after me
- 06 – setting a boundary with drew; both therapy sessions; watching jurassic park; going to sephora
- 07 – vcing with murph for the first time in months; playing botw; actually eating lunch; starting once & future before bed and already enjoying it SO much
- 08 – spending the morning with mars; bitsy slow blinking at me; mars giving me the necklace they bought me that matches theirs; just being in LOVE!!!
- 09 – talking to tracy for a long time at work about race and gender and everything; looking into phd programs; doing my first ever headstand in yoga!!
- 10 – meeting liz & jonah in person; jonah making me my iced latte; buying the lil kirby planter; kayaking with bella
- 11 – dyeing my hair!!!; spending the morning with mars; watching the office with mom & dad and hearing dad scream with laughter
- 12 – playing 13 with christian and ali and dad; asking my friends for advice and realizing how loved i am; tyler coming by the house and beaming at me like he used to and saying he likes my hair
- 13 – playing sims; alastor calling me their little brother and saying they love me unprovoked; talking things out with drew and their willingness to change their unrealistic expectations
- 14 – getting chick-fil-a with melissa; seeing jonah at crescendo; hopefully watching a movie with jonah & liz tomorrow; buying a new toothbrush (how old am i???)
- 15 – watching youtube; calling it a night early; getting to season seven of parks & rec
- 16 – work being relaxing, reading the haunting of hill house
- 17 – work flying by; ordering pizza & watching parks & rec
- 18 – dad saying he could never be disappointed in me and saying sexuality does not equal salvation; playing sims
- 19 – watching avatar & drinking coffee; sitting outside with dad; sitting at chris' with the family
- 20 – boundary therapy; jonah starting a list of name suggestions for me
- 21 – getting to book three of avatar
- 22 – finding a name that feels good and honest and right
- 24 – having the bonfire with carolyn & melissa; coming out to carolyn and having her be so unaffected!
- 25 – finishing little weirds at work; watching lost
- 26 – watching lost; sleeping an extra night at my parents'; just spending time with them
- 27 – getting chick-fil-a with melissa
- 28 – doing yoga even though i was tired
- 29 – visiting emma; the guy at the café whose eyes crinkled when he smiled; charlie letting me pet her
- 30 – work being slow so i basically got paid to read and listen to podcasts
- 31 – reading for most of the morning; playing animal crossing in small bursts and actually enjoying it again; my practicum meeting with holly; sitting on the floor and rambling about trc to drew; facetiming with aj & drinking cherry wine
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