somewhere inside of me there's some positivity. and i need to remember it's there if i need it. and i do.one thing, maybe a couple of things or a lot of things that made me happy in a day.

  • 01.01: wayv.
  • 02.01: donating blood, isabelle and joao.
  • 03.01: 100-baby challenge.
  • 04.01: reading all day, runaways.
  • 05.01: yangyang's teaser, buying school supplies, seeing brenda, books.
  • 06.01: the boyz.
  • 07.01: klara, yuta ending neymar's career, first day of class was postponed, isabelle.
  • 08.01: bo burnham.
  • 09.01: açai.
  • 10.01: ten speaking chinese, hendery.
  • 11.01: b99.
  • 12.01: spending the whole day reading, hours on the phone with isa and joao/twitch.
  • 13.01: fanfics.
  • 14.01: movies, my aunt inviting me to go to mexico with her, nicole.
  • 15.01: isa and joao, overwatch.
  • 16.01: moonwalk - astro, started learning kana.
  • 17.01: wayv finally debuted!!!!!, xiaojun, “i’m weishenv’s leader kun”, pancakes.
  • 18.01: isa and i being ateez's biggest fans.
  • 19.01: i bought a bag.
  • 20.01: my birthday, dad making me breakfast, my family, klara, eating a lot/salmon, miles morales, game center.
  • 21.01: my math teacher.
  • 22.01: oscar noms, a girl talked to me when i was feeling awkward in the break.
  • 23.01: history class.
  • 24.01: pedro.
  • 25.01: isabelle teaching me how to make friends (it actually Worked), pedro, having a whole conversation with some girls in my class (it was kinda awkward but they were very nice), joao's voice algo contra pintinho mixurica
  • 26.01: neocity day 1, rainbow, bts movie with klara, namjoon, going back home and singing movements out loud in the car.
  • 27.01: asmr cooking videos.
  • 28.01: new friends.
  • 29.01: conversations, talking to my future girlfriend (lmao not really), isa talking about *****
  • 30.01: lunch at klara's house, beatriz, gossiping.
  • 31.01: isabelle being jealous of me, grandma's birthday, tarcisio.
  • 01.02: doing physics exercises without help, walking home with bia and amanda, feeling very produtive.
  • 02.02: studying all day.
  • 03.02: lists, isabelle making me watch turkish series with her.
  • 04.02: first day as a vegetarian, the girl i have a crush on helped me on class (it sounds creepy to say it like this but it was very nice she saw that i was embarrassed and tried her best to help me!!! then she smiled!!! great day), walking on the rain.
  • 05.02: nap.
  • 06.02: thayna, nelson, dani and lucas.
  • 07.02: cooking.
  • 08.02: biology, station 19.
  • 09.02: dad literally building me a desk so i could study better.
  • 10.02: studying all day.
  • 11.02: talking to a group of people while walking home, sleeping early.
  • 12.02: philosophy class.
  • 13.02: studying all day, finally watching shoplifters.
  • 14.02: klara, lucas and my new "boyfriend" felipe vagner campos.
  • 15.02: isabelle and joao.
  • 16.02: napping.
  • 17.02: studying a lot, isa ranting about the sexism on lol (a serious matter it made me proud), dad's new car, cooking, frank ocean in a church in rio.
  • 18.02: lunch at klara's house/cooking for her and thayna.
  • 19.02: skipping class and studying at home.
  • 20.02: everton's "last" day at our school, "vamo cantar uma musica de despedida" "vamo" "por que se foi irmao..", laughing a lot.
  • 21.02: talking about religion with klara, milena and camille, reading books again after weeks.
  • 22.02: grandpa's birthday, vegan barbecue, tarcicio.
  • 23.02: caio's birthday, quize.
  • 24.02: studying literally all day, isabelle mocking me with a cildren's voice: melhores amigas pra sempre, harry rutledge.
  • 25.02: thayna's cakes, bonding with camille, having an actual conversation with A Girl that i think its cute (im so stupid), isabelle.
  • 26.02: playing geoguessr with isa (and losing Everytime).
  • 27.02: my friends comforting me.
  • 28.02: sitting with julia and camille in class, laughing a lot, "a minha prima tava la sentada passando hene ne", uerj exercises.
  • 01.03: simulado uerj, julia jokingly saying she slept with a textbook in her pillow hoping god would teach her while she was sleeping (its been hours since and i still cant stop laughing), geoguessr.
  • 02.03: rereading my favorite books.
  • 03.03: sleeping until noon, studying, the oa.
  • 04.03: finishing the oa (its not really a good thing because i didnt want it to end ughhhh im amazed), one month without eating meat!!!!, isa and joao telling me about their day, pizza.
  • 05.03: family reunion, lots of food, joao fangirling over pabllo vittar, isa's voice sim bem seu tipo feio e com pereba no pinto.
  • 06.03: reading all day.
  • 07.03: camille and lorena, station 19, keire.
  • 08.03: skipping class, sleeping all day, yuta, hozier's new album!!!!
  • 09.03: isabelle singing burnin up - jonas brothers, hozier, cooking.
  • 10.03: skate kitchen, rachelle vinberg, random conversations with joao/ the worst advices ever.
  • 11.03: seeing klara and thayna, at class i was laughing with camille, gabi and juliana and it gave such a happy feeling to be surrounded by them/also camille looking at me sideways while trying not to laugh in front of the teacher, nap.
  • 15.03: season 3 of queer eye!!!, gabriel's voice se todo mundo parar de comer animal o mundo no futuro vai ser dominado por animais, understanding everything in physics class, walking home with gabi.
  • 17.03: ms mavel, isabelle.
  • 18.03: donghyuck, talking about movies with klara, "gente ta confirmado to gravida", gabi's voice olha a carinha triste da lua/also her calling me smart.
  • 19.03: skipping class, queer eye.
  • 20.03: isabelle and joao, sleeping early.
  • 21.03: not going to school again, rainy day, my geography teacher voice's caroline caroline se voce esta ai pisca a luz duas vezes (obs: PISCOU).
  • 22.03: season 2 of the oa!!!!, biology, random conversations.
  • 26.03: conversations with klara, brenda, laughing a lot/highlights: juliana saying she fell in love with a boy because of the way he moves his fingers when he is playing/"soldado do free fire" "la vem a senhora feudal" "mlk sai de la do tocantins pra passar vergonha aqui em nilopolis", donghyuck is finally back!!!!!
  • 29.03: yolan's birthday party, our first group pic together, bea completing my jokes.
  • 30.03: studying, isa's voice bronha dourada.
  • 31.03: cooking (it tasted really bad but cooking sparks me JOY), reading literally all day.
  • 01.04: singing miroh - stray kids with klara, brownie, beatriz.
  • 05.04: at the hospital and i might die but im not actually Dead yet and thats a good thing, all my friends being amazing all of them worried about me and think that's beautiful, carol visiting me, isa of my life when she facetimed me :( i love her so much i wish i could actually see her face...before i die of severe infection.
  • 06.04: klara, brenda and carol visiting me, klara's voice hazel grace.
  • 07.04: discharged from the hospital (not dying anymore), bea telling me about her day/laughing a lot, twenty one pilots.
  • 08.04: kit and virgil.
  • 09.04: seeing the girls again, the inside jokes i have with camille/also her laughing in the middle of class and embarrassing me, rating boys from ugly to uglier.
  • 10.04: history class, reading all day.
  • 12.04: persona album perfection, i love bts so much, pedro teaching at my class, cheering juliana up.
  • 13.04: doing kind of good on my exam.
  • 14.04: studying literally all day, boy with luv pak, old town road - lil nas x, game of thrones/call with isa, pizza.
  • 16.04: not going to class, studying all day at home, yuta!!!!!
  • 17.04: gabi's voice igual fungo, history, isabelle of my life.
  • 18.04: going to klara's house with beatriz and thayna, santa clarita diet.
  • 19.04: isabelle trying to teach me physics (i learned Nothing), beyonce, movies with isa and joao/laughing a lot.
  • 20.04: cooking, studying, alan.
  • 21.04: seeing my grandpa for the first time this year, chocolate, doing literally nothing all day, isa creating an account on letterboxd.
  • 23.04: daniel telling our math teacher that sadly daniel hit his head and died, camille and i discovering we've dated the same boy, "grandes clubes..nba...gls"
  • 24.04: history class, random conversations with bea.
  • 25.04: klara and i coming up with a kind of criminal plan (we didn't actually conclude it but it was Genius), killing eve.
  • 26.04: finally watching endgame.
  • 27.04: reading all day.
  • 28.04: call with isa, reading, game of thrones/arya fucking stark!!!!!
  • 29.04: trying to cheer camille up now that she's boyfriendless/the things bea says/laughing a lot, studying.
  • 30.04: mom's birthday!!!, lots of food, all my uncles basically fighting to be the one i love the most.
  • 01.05: studying, bts at bbmas.
  • 02.05: bea and her bad ideas (she decided we should run to catch up with camille's ex and stalk him on the streets and while i didn't agree with anything she said i was too busy running like crazy and dying of laughter to object), papua nova guine, vegetarian pancakes.
  • 03.05: recomending books to klara, isa facetiming me in the middle of a party.
  • 04.05: extra geography class/my teacher, plans/"ajuda a menina a comprar um iphone x", basically studying all day.
  • 05.05: waking up to 30 messages from bea, doing my hair, studying, isa and joao.
  • 06.05: isa's apology letter (i hate her so much i laugh everytime i remember it exists), trivial conversations with klara, talking about careers, bea's heterosexual stories/juliana's shocked face/"5 minutos"
  • 07.05: going to klara's house with thayna and the boys, thayna's voice vou tacar essa panela na cabeca da barbara, nap, isabelle/gossips.
  • 15.05: reading literally all day, call with isa/the way her mind works/laughing a lot.
  • 16.05: telling bea i used to have a huge crush on her/the hugs and smiles she gave me, trying to get back on my study routine, yuta, reading.
  • 19.05: studying, sansa stark queen in the fucking north!!!!!
  • 20.05: loving klara hours, idk loving all my friends hours its a weird day im feeling very affectionate so i just gave them compliments and lots of love all day and it felt Good.
  • 21.05: no school, studying, charlie brown jr/isa's voice a importancia do chorao pro cenario musical mundial.
  • 22.05: bea and juliana discussing hypothetical situations with a lot of passion/juli's voice o exercito de jesus, doctor who.
  • 23.05: not going to class, studying/isa teaching me math and physics, my friends basically fighting for me.
jan 2 2019 ∞
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