Pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about. My Start Date: 03/14/19. March.

  • 01 | 6am & breakfast & lists • back to sleep • crochet • weed/gas/coffee • weird mood • i keep forgetting its april fools • nap again, whatever • i've been on tumblr since 2010 • did i nap again? • spaghetti • smoked with m. and watched thor
  • 02 | terrible mood • let's sleep all day
  • 03 | if i lived on mercury i'd be 130 today • this shitty mood permeates • wegmans • took down my blinds and curtains, and put up new ones and there's so much light in my room, it's like a curse has been lifted
  • 04 | yesterday i took a 'nap' at 8p and woke up this morning, oops medication • so apparently this is my new routine: wake up at 6a, eat, check emails etc, then back to sleep for an hour, then the day begins • no ikea, i guess let's list yarn • scattered feeling still, less so, maybe because i fell asleep and missed last night's medicine? • take on me: went through the Hoard that is/was (sale soon) my yarn and i'm now planning temperature blankets • take me on: i have two temperature blankets in progress, from 2018 & 2017... and i want to start a yarn sale • i'll be gone: i'm overwhelmed from the amount of yarn i (a) have (b) am going to sell and (c) am keeping.
  • 05 | so i'm sitting here dicking around on listog...i'm procrastinating, making lists? i love lists. why am i not moving? and it's lists on yarn? i love that? is executive dysfunction really a thing? • recorded the stash • it's 11.41, i'm exhausted, and still have to go through projects • i am so overwhelmed • how did i end up like this??? what are material objects??? • nap • write • rite-aid and then i ate two candy bars and i want to quit this medicine because of the munchies, but is it working? am i happy? because if i'm 'happy' i'll just ... idk, adjust my diet. • my back hurts so. fucking. much.
  • 06 | 5a • manic • multiple naps
  • 07 | 5a • dc: cherry blossoms • bagels from mcdonalds are bad • migraine • bad tv movies • i really want to crochet but im so weak • nap • jaws • too much candy and too many memories of 2018
  • 08 | idk, 6a or something • felt shitty • slept and missed dentist appointment • slept the rest of the day and woke up every 15 minutes • waiting for pho
  • 09 | ok, energy where r u? • oh, it's fatigue • OH, it's a migraine • oh, it's postdrome from a migraine • BENNIE, MY GRAIL BLYTHE IS HERE • a lot of naps • finished 'the healer,' which is now known as 'rabbit eyes' • smoked and space dandy and mickyds with m
  • 10 | i guess ill go to the doctor • hot bagel • switched anti-psychotics; gained the weight back i had lost in the autumn; apparently i take 60, not 100 mgs of that one medicine, which may explain why ive been feeling absolutely drained • sleep • sleep • clean the desk • sleep?
  • 11 | smoked a little, researched a little, crocheted a little, watched a show on tanks, ate a lot • nap at 9 am • shit mood • but then mcflurry (and how many have i eaten this week and i have the nerve to get pissed at myself for gaining weight, like rly) • tried to type and wore these new “blue light minimizing” glasses and got, basically seasick, so i only typed like 1000 words of ‘rabbit eyes’ draft1 and spent the rest of the afternoon trying to sleep and failing and trying to do something and failing • o’shos: sudden urge to go to new york city • then i hated everything
  • 12 | why am i so sore? • wegman’s • special time for suz: new sheets (oh! that i could feel such joy as a small grey cat when new clean sheets are put on a bed) • haha so sore cuz i had a migraine, duh • typing draft1 progress continues and i'm 1,433 words in and i stopped because it's just terrible, so i'll try a different approach • so maybe a second degree in religious studies instead of a master's in art history? because i wanted to get a master's in mythological studies at a school in california and gmu offers religious studies and aren't they the same thing? • goddamnit tinder; but now what does this mean??? • also, j. never replied :/ • can i go to sleep i know its 9.13p on a friday but idgaf i want to Sleep
  • 13 | rain this morning • i should go to the festival since it stopped raining but it feels like a jungle outside • nap • record store day but m. is busy and i don't feel like going by myself, i'd rather stay home with the intention to write, let's see if i get off here and actually do some work • i did! • then i didn't eat and got all shakey :[
  • 14 | trying to love everything about yourself makes 'i'm going to do something different because i got high, i.e. i'm going to sleep, not write' turn into 'i love how impulsive i am,' BUT i learned that if i just get the fuck up, out of bed, i can do things • yo i was sick all day and went to sleep at like 8p
  • 15 | 8a • wrote • ate • decided i wanted that dressed OUT my room = big rearranging spree • then i heard from j. • then i might see m. • crochet • m. and smoked and jojo’s bizarre adventure
  • 16 | wowow i feel like shit/hungover, why? • suddenly: dentist - cavity in bad place so i gotta see a specialist ugh • mini shopping spree at walmart •
  • 17 | worked on grandma’s gift amigurumi until the stores opened • barnes & noble (nothing); michael’s (caron x pantone bamboo! ); burger king (french toast sticks); sally’s (army green nail polish, part i of ii of ‘curly girl method’ for hair; sill bonnet to protect the curls ); giant (part ii of ii of ‘curly girl method’ - i cant remember what they are, an eraser, pens(!), mocha, pizza) • now im on migraine number 2 and im really giddy and my legs hurt and all i want to donis crochet or write or do something but i physically can’t and i hate it, hoo! • are we going to buy a nintendo switch? more at 6! • bought a switch, botw, dark souls, and a 1 tb storage thing • i honestly don't like botw, unpopular opinion, i know • dark souls is the shit
  • 18 | gonna switch botw for mario: odyssey • felt sick but oh, i'm hungry; such a big difference between last week (eating everything in sight) and today (not able to finish two scrambled eggs) • started temperature blankets • did 3 temp blanket squares and im not happy with either ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
  • 19 | shitty, scattered mood all day • tried to do 2 crochet projects and stopped; tried to write 2 things and stopped • gamestop & forever 21 (i hate my body!) • weed • o’shos: little synth band, caryn, red medicine • l.?????!?
  • 20 | blaze it • crochet • went through my books • a bit of writing • hung out with m.
  • 21 | easter: revenant jesus • walmart • ¡movimienta! • i switched my bed room and studio and moved out of the room ive lived in since 1999 • so tired, leg pain
  • 22 | let's move books • rest today • michael's for cotton yarn • like 5 new wips • talked to j. *rolls eyes*
  • 23 | goodmorning to everyone except j., who i now dont like very much • moving books wears me out
  • 24 | up at 2am • fell asleep last night and didnt take medicines and i dont feeel all that great today • crochet • blythe photos but its hot outside • meh meh • picked up and did u have to comment on my weight gain? i guess its positive and youre glad i put on weight but Society doesnt agree and they clockwork-oranged me • postcard collection • tomorrow get the postcard boxes and the security tag taken off the shoe, clean basement, maybe out at night.
  • 25 | when i don't keep up with this, daily, i can never remember what i fucking did. what did i do this morning? idk • i went to staples. oh! hot bagel. then staples • i can only tell you about this moment and how overwhelmingly shitty i seem to be feeling because of things that happened, of course with m., and of course, they're things that aren't really a big deal, yet here we are.
  • 26 | safeway • aquaman • bought a new phone!!! (samsung galaxy s10) • made butter chicken for dinner
  • 27 | f1 • walk • no sailboats. orchids? no, panic attack and mcdonalds • yarn and some organization
  • 28 | idk if im going to or how im going to do next months 5 things because i got a new phone and the listog mobile app is only on ios; we’ll see • formula 1 baku » valtteri bottas • national portrait gallery for orchid exhibit (last day!) • bbq • staples
  • 29 | so i'm going to start doing 5 things on paper, this will be the last day
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