calendar

  • 01 | new year's day
  • 03 | oceanofdiamond top 10
  • 05 | 420 (reduced fractions)
  • 05 | therapy 9.30a
  • 07 | new season ancient aliens
  • 11 | susie vet 10.30a - 5.2 lbs
  • 11 | temperature blanket 1
  • 12 | therapy 9.30a
  • 13 | eye exam 10.30a
  • 13 | telehealth 4.45pm
  • 17 | martin luther king jr. day - shallow understanding from people of good will is more frustrating than absolute misunderstanding from people of ill will.
  • 19 | aimovig (???)
  • 19 | therapy 10.30a
  • 21 | temperature blanket 2
  • 25 | cursive w/ the appleseed cast @ black cat - depends on covid
  • 31 | medical marijuana card expires
  • 31 | oceanofdiamond top 10
  • 31 | temperature blanket 3

current events

  • new york times 'acquires' wordle
  • burkina faso coup
  • ukraine?
  • when we were young festival
  • tornadoes in florida
  • some tennis guy got deported from australia
  • hostage situation at denver synagogue
  • tonga: underwater volcano and tsunami
  • omicron - extraordinarily contagious
  • snow! biggest snowstorm since '16
    • & the more snow
    • more snow?!
    • and (16) now there's more snow
    • more snow? okay, save some for february
  • ahmaud arbery's killers sentenced to life in prison
  • r.i.p.: sidney poitier; bob saget; ronnie spector; meat loaf; louie anderson

goals/to do

  • ✔ renew medical marijuana card
  • ✔ finish 2021 reviews
  • ✔ finish setting up 2022 lists
  • rip out and redo january 1953
  • rip out and redo january 1952

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personal events

  • crochet cryptids to pillows/wall-hangings?
  • challenge: work on one project at a time
  • apparently i've been crocheting "wrong" this whole time and it's driving me to the edge; it's like i just started again
  • i don't have insurance and my migraine medicine is $700
  • finished a sweater!
  • finished a hat to match!
  • fuck the historical temperature blankets. every pattern i try comes out way too big (10ft) so i'll just make my parents blankets using the same yarn/palette

hyperfixations

  • hearts
  • super bulky yarn
  • temperature blankets

quotes

  • there's little point in being human, however, if you can't embrace a magnificent melancholy. (nick acheson)
  • you have to remember that i’ve been lonely for a long time. loneliness is like ice. after you’ve been lonely long enough you don’t realize you’re cold, but you are … i don’t know, maybe at the center of me there’s some ice that never will melt, maybe it’s just been there too long. but you mustn’t worry. you didn’t put it there. (larry mcmurtry, the last picture show )
  • but on top of all that, the feelings about princess, i'd also gone through an entire year of celibacy based on my feeling that lust was the direct cause of birth which was the direct cause of suffering and death and i had really no lie come to a point where i regarded lust as offensive and even cruel. "pretty girls make graves," was my saying... (jack kerouac, the dharma bums )
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