_20/06/21-

• i'm gonna retire this list now because this will just go on for the entire year i think

20/06/02

• everything is crazy
• holy shit

20/05/28

• it is thursday
• i now have a condo under my name holy hell

20/05/20

• it is wednesday
• i am tired
• we're finally closing the house on friday
• finally
• did i mention i'm tired

20/05/13

• i am back to being very far away from closing hahahahahha /:
• don't buy a house. ever.

20/05/12

• i am SO CLOSE to the closing date and the last thing that needs to be done is NOT under my control THIS IS UGHHHHHH

20/05/05

• things have calmed down a little but i still need to Do Things, Financial Things
• deep sigh
• sent insurer info
• sent lender info also

20/04/27

• it's been a ridiculously long time of wfh and it's taking a toll, i would say

20/04/21

• why won't my mortgage lender ANSWER MY QUESTIONS???
• ugh, this is so frustrating like, just answer my emails or my phone calls like what
• if i lose this house just because my mortgage lender is UNREACHABLE, i'm-

20/04/17

• i got my stimulus on the 15th
• honestly, it's only 1,200$ which... where i live, barely, if even, covers a month of rent not adding in utilities
• it's really a scam huh

20/04/13

• OT7 NCT DREAM ROTATIONAL CONCEPT
• actually, i'll miss the graduation system cuz it's such a fresh take but it's semi not sustainable at this point because, just. economy.
• but with this, they can maximize everyone in nct dream currently and not overwork mark and donghyuck
• I CAN STILL HOLD ON TO MY NCT GIRL GROUP CONCEPT
• (and nct2020 haha . ha. hah)

20/04/12

• i'm taking this weekend to not be stressed
• because i know i will continue being stressed tomorrow

20/04/07

• americans are literally the worst what the fuck
• ALSO, still hella stressed ahahahh ahaha ah ha
• they also updated tumblr dashboard and idk how to feel about it

20/04/06

• everything is starting to blend together a lot
• i am becoming lazier and lazier as time passes
• also still hella stressed about this buying a house process
• ALSO, CHANGMIN !!!!!!!!
  • god he's so hot i am so attracted to you fuck

20/04/02

• so..... it's been a whirlwind
• i am... stressed lol
• like im an introvert and i usually want to stay at home but being forced to is just uhghhhhh

20/03/30

• so it's been 2 weeks since i've been working from home and wow, prisons are inhumane
• i've also been looking at screens more and my left eye, my good eye, is feeling that strain
• oh! but i am also in the process of hopefully, buying a condo!
  • HOLY FUCKING SHIT THEY ACCEPTED MY OFFER
  • MY REAL ESTATE AGENT IS A REAL ONE
  • i have to put down the time. it was 9:27A on Mon, 3/30/20
• and omg a recruiter reached out to me today, hopefully i don't have to move cuz see above