• Getting bored with doing it right, satisfied with doing it a little wrong.
• Then satisfied with doing it a lot wrong.
• Then satisfied with doing it a lot wrong faster.
• Then it's a little okay when you don't do it.
• A little okay when you don't plan to do it.
• Not doing it.
• Not thinking about doing it.
• Not remembering what it is.
• And definitely not remembering how it feels to do it right.

Scared of not letting myself be fully affected by people/things. Swallowing whole the bad feelings that come with doing bad things. Till I wouldn't believe anyone who told me it had a taste. I used to take time to just make sure I was being a human. Feeling and thinking all the stuff. Now I actively avoid opportunities where those things would naturally happen? If you're the one wrongly censoring yourself what do you write on the picket signs.

• Cut it out you. -Me