- there is something fundamentally wrong with me but despite having had at least 4 years to think of it i still dont know what
- my mind cannot proceed when invaded by noise while it is unable to settle with myself in the quiet
- i am not at peace with myself maybe because to some degree i believe that if i punish myself enough the rest of the world will relent and allow me to rest
- im not at the point where i can be happy for the people i met in high school because they honestly meant nothing to me, or at least, nothing good
jan 30 2019 ∞
feb 5 2019 +