hi i'm back! <3 :)

• november 12: film photos around campus, too many little drinks, i love my school and i will miss it so much, i don't want to make a puppet, i love powerlifting
• november 13: coffee at little five, rediscovering my old self <3 is so emo, i DO NOT want to make a puppet, studying with classmates for probably one of the last times, new beginnings for me and those around me:), cute boy
• haven't felt like this in a while :o iced maple oat latte from paris baguette

march 2020:

• shimmy - anime
• on - BTS

february 2020:

• rodeo - lil nas x
• black swan - bts
• el bosta - fairuz
• friends on the other side (princess & the frog)
• ghost adventure spirit orb - chloe moriondo
• habaytek tanseet al noum - fairuz
• dabket labnan - fairuz

january 2020:

• watermelon sugar - harry styles
• dead to me - kali uchis ♥
• sober + green light - lorde ♥
• praise the lord - A$AP rocky
• unbothered / LOST SOULS / DAPPER DAN - sk...

• graduating in a month!! having a break from school and saving sum money :D
• my first powerlifting meet ever
• taking grad photos !! :o

• strawberry picking!
• playing god of war + borderlands 3 + red dead redemption + animal crossing
• dress shopping :0
• menchies and bubble tea
• mini graduation party :))
• graduating in general!
• creating + finishing an art portfolio
• CONCERTS!!!!!! BTS !!

• keep waking up early ♥ (8 am = sleeping in)
• sell more on depop to declutter and make extra money 2 buy cute thingz :))))) ♥
• focus on art + language studies. senior project will help with art!! stay focused in ur language classes, consider opening ur japanese + korean books ! also look for valuable arabic resources ♥
• have more fun friendship timez ♥ brb i'm making a list. we're going strawberry picking or i will cry
• surround urself ONLY by people u make u happy :)

• zeyna, 22, a person who likes to dream ♥
• infj-t, cancer, neutral good ❀
• loves of video games, coffee and tea, art, flowers, music, language-learning, cake, kirby, & the moon
• studying ux design
• wants to live in a studio ghibli movie & dreams of owning a teahouse ( ˘▽˘)っ♨ (this hasn't changed)

new systems/goals:

• donate and sell 20 items of clothing (10/20)

occurrences:

• being ENTIRELY too nervous during my spanish presentation... i'll conquer my public speaking fear someday !!
• golden eagle nomination! yay

epiphanies:

• "you don't rise to the level of your goals, you fall to the level of your systems. you should be more concerned with your current trajectory than your current results."

• visit the ghibli museum in Japan
• open a tea cafe
• learn languages :)
• live abroad at some point <3333
• publish a book
• see Joe Hisaishi's orchestra live
• arabic-learning app!

• ribs - lorde
• the little prince (2016): book/movie!
• strong girl bong-soon (2018)
• one punch man (2016?? bruh idk time is.. a concept)
• memories of the alhambra (2018/19)
• saving up for and buying my own laptop! the satisfaction! u may not be EVERYTHING i wanted but u r cute i love u) [2019]
• horizon zero dawn (2019)
• buying a bunch ps4 games with the intention of actually playing them. gamers rise up [2019]
• learning to stop buying things i don't need and trying to live a (SEMI) waste-free life :-) u are not perfect but the process is fun! less trash, less clutter [2019]