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i've been writing lists since i was very young (it was the only way i could ever get anything accomplished there for awhile), and it's nice to have a place to keep all my lists :D

bookmarks:
listography GIVE A GIFT OF MEMORIES
FAVORITE LISTOGRAPHY MENTIONS
IMPORTANT NOTICES
MESSAGES
Sam books (Books Read in 2022)
Sam
  • i think ducks are the cutest birds ever
  • i hate stepping on cracks and avoid when possible
  • i love my cat even if he is evil
  • i've realized that my cat is the perfect example of the type of guy i typically date
  • i only hesitate to call myself a christian because of what society and bad christians have caused the term to connotate. i just feel that i should say i love Jesus, because i know that to be true.
  • sometimes i get depressed. i just don't feel like i should bring everybody's mood down when i do.
  • i used to wish my eyes were a different color, but now i realize that green eyes aren't as common as i previously thought they were, and they are what i emphasize when i apply make-up
  • i broke my leg when i was five. i ran on a slip-n-slide. i'm that much of a klutz.
  • i wish i could teach without having to deal with all the teachers college bullshit.
  • i wish i had more time to sleep.
  • i live in terror that i'm going to develop diabetes or die of a massive heart attack
  • i love my alone time.
  • i sometimes feel that because i'm happy most of the time that people get more upset when i get angry with them--like i don't have a right to be angry because what they've done couldn't have been that horrible
  • the worst thing you could possibly do to me is remove any semblance of control i have in a situation. i'm okay with sharing control, but i need to have at least a teeny bit of control so i feel safe. if i don't, i'll flail around and do something, no matter how stupid or rash it is, to make sure i gain some control back.
  • watching star trek: the next generation makes me feel safe and at home. i instantly remember saturday/sunday mornings with my parents watching it. very few things feel that secure with me
  • it's okay to joke about me possibly being a lesbian for awhile, but after about a week, it gets old real fast and then i'll start to get insulted.
  • my period's nickname is "Flo the Conqueror."
  • my car's name is sharona. i talk to her and about her like she has a personality. i know that they're just quirks in her mechanics, but it's easier to say that she doesn't like how men touch her when explaining why every time a guy drives her he doesn't do too well.
  • right now, i wish i could just take off from life. i want enough money to live comfortably for a year and do whatever i want.
  • i didn't expect it to, but my parents' divorce this past fall really shook me up. the part of me that had dealt with it last time seemed like it was going to hold, but it was only the more fragile. up until we discussed divorce in developmental psych, i thought i was just being overreactionary to it.
  • i have child-like tendencies. some people love them, some hate them. there's a reason that i love peter pan and that peter pan is one of my occasional nicknames :P
  • because it's the largest and most distinct chunk of my heritage that i know, my german heritage is somewhat important to me
  • i am fascinated by other cultures. sometimes to the point that i think i should've been a cultural anthropologist. i want to explore everything about the culture and how it's different from my own.
feb 26 2011 ∞
apr 4 2011 +