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" 𝑾𝒐𝒏'𝒕 π’šπ’π’– π’‡π’π’š π’‚π’˜π’‚π’š π’˜π’Šπ’•π’‰ π’Žπ’†? / 𝑨𝒓𝒆 π’šπ’π’– 𝒂𝒏 π’‚π’π’ˆπ’†π’ π’“π’Šπ’ˆπ’‰π’• π’π’π’˜? " ⛓️

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bookmarks:
seraph gaming (PC)
brookie! β™‘ 2025 (in photos)
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ΰΏΰ»‹β‚Š
folkmoss med. (movies 2025)
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career

  • look into trade schools/internships, etc;
  • decide on what major i want to be my bachelor's
  • get diploma in da mail

i want to get better at

  • language studies (Japanese, keeping up with French still, etc;)
    • priority is to relearn Spanish and Mandarin
  • uhgshsh getting to bed on time
  • getting more used to being uncomfortable, and not apologizing for just being myself
  • taking more initiative in starting conversations, opening up, etc; w/o trauma-dumping tbh

bad habits i def want to leave behind

  • validating my downswings with sad music!!
  • doomscrolling & the bedrotting combo
  • less overthinking and more communicating
  • ghosting friends & ppl in my circle for days at a time when I'm not feeling well

considering

  • making a side blog for art
  • ΜΆtΜΆrΜΆyΜΆiΜΆnΜΆgΜΆ ΜΆtΜΆoΜΆ ΜΆmΜΆaΜΆkΜΆeΜΆ ΜΆfΜΆrΜΆiΜΆeΜΆnΜΆdΜΆsΜΆ find a rival I can fight to the death
  • taking up a fitness routine (gymnastics, long distance running, etc;)
  • I straight up want a sixpack now
  • getting through more of games I actually own instead of investing too much in cloud service games

reflecting on 2024... I did a lot more than I thought was possible, and I'm glad to have overcame so much. One thing I enjoyed having made changes for was being able to adjust my stress on the go by reframing my goals, and what felt more realistic for me to take on. I definitely want to keep doing that especially.

dec 22 2024 ∞
jan 21 2025 +