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" ๐˜–๐˜ฉ ๐˜ช๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ข ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ
๐˜‰๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ซ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ข ๐˜ฅ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ?
๐˜๐˜ง ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜š๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ซ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ด ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜บ "

bookmarks:
rae calendar. (2025)
dahlia university.
mezzo piano เญจเญง habit tracker (โ€” Misc tracker June 2025)
val to do (currently)
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career

  • look into trade schools/internships, etc;
  • decide on what major i want to be my bachelor's
  • get diploma in da mail

i want to get better at

  • language studies (Japanese, keeping up with French still, etc;)
    • priority is to relearn Spanish and Mandarin
  • uhgshsh getting to bed on time
  • getting more used to being uncomfortable, and not apologizing for just being myself
  • taking more initiative in starting conversations, opening up, etc; w/o trauma-dumping tbh

bad habits i def want to leave behind

  • validating my downswings with sad music!!
  • doomscrolling & the bedrotting combo
  • less overthinking and more communicating
  • ghosting friends & ppl in my circle for days at a time when I'm not feeling well

considering

  • making a side blog for art
  • ฬถtฬถrฬถyฬถiฬถnฬถgฬถ ฬถtฬถoฬถ ฬถmฬถaฬถkฬถeฬถ ฬถfฬถrฬถiฬถeฬถnฬถdฬถsฬถ find a rival I can fight to the death
  • taking up a fitness routine (gymnastics, long distance running, etc;)
  • I straight up want a sixpack now
  • getting through more of games I actually own instead of investing too much in cloud service games

reflecting on 2024... I did a lot more than I thought was possible, and I'm glad to have overcame so much. One thing I enjoyed having made changes for was being able to adjust my stress on the go by reframing my goals, and what felt more realistic for me to take on. I definitely want to keep doing that especially.

dec 22 2024 ∞
jun 19 2025 +