• the addams family
• beetlejuice
• the breakfast club
• pretty in pink

• oh jeez
• education is way too expensive
• same with healthcare
• only views ppl as opportunities to make money
• doesn't prioritize education
• builds $30 million prisons instead
• built on the backs of black ppl
• then demonizes them and calls them lazy
• rape culture
• allows religion to influence/dictate law even tho THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO BE SEPARATE
• legislates women's bodies
• making it almost impossible for ppl to access safe, affordable abortion b/c ignorant religious ppl think you're killing babies
• then votes to eliminate all support/services/resources for ppl who then can't support the baby they were basically forced to birth

• compassionate
• rational
• emotionally intelligent
• logical
• affectionate
• silly
• confident
• similar sense of humor
• likes to cook
• generally intelligent
• open minded
• non judgmental
• thoughtful
• helpful
• respectful
• could imagine being vegan

• eating: shepherd's pie
• drinking: nantucket nectars red plum
• smoking: weed lol
• watching: supernatural (also - californication, the mindy project, and new girl)
• loving: life
• needing: more stuff to fill my days now that i actually feel like living

• comfiest blanket $3.95
• shirts ~$24
  • sheer crop top
  • pastel button up
  • high low sweater
  • dark green t shirt
  • black tee
  • black sleeveless
  • arthur tee to tie dye
  • hog's breath tee
  • mermaid tee (to crop)
  • soft red tee
  • white sweater vest
  • david sunflower seeds tee
• plastic jar $1.95
• all black cons for david $3.95

• reading: mr. fox
• watching: game of thrones, pushing daisies, and penny dreadful
• eating: tomato rotini progresso
• wanting: to go home and to go to thrift stores!!
• needing: to.....still call the philadelphia dep of revenue
• missing: still tuco </3

• bed frame!!
• opalite plugs
• small vacuum
• orange, bright pink, wine colored, dark dark red, and 2 other lipsticks
• tie dye hoodie!
• clear sunglasses
• hipster glasses from H&M
• dr. marten's (old, but still very exciting)
• clear storage containers (they were way smaller than i thought, but still useful)
• ACER CHROMEBOOK!
• new pens
• like 15 t shirts from the thrift store
• new headphones!!! (so excited!)

• banana creme pie oats
  • buy bananas!
  • and milk!
• call Phila Department of Revenue
• call Sallie Mae
• take that damn kitty litter to the basement
• start a scarf or something idk
• start writing more
• dye armpit hair a color

• stop smoking cigarettes
• drink less
• stretch at least once a day
• drink 80-96 oz. of water a day
• eat more vegetables
• take vitamins
• get a vaporizer
• eat less food with preservatives
• less junk food purchases from $ tree
• snack on fruit

• The Heist - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis
• + - Ed Sheeran
• Camp - Childish Gambino
• Save Rock and Roll - Fall Out Boy
• Visions - Grimes
• Electra Heart - Marina & The Diamonds
• Night Visions - Imagine Dragons

• having sex with women
• not being afraid of everything
• my house with neil
• mr. byrnes
• having all the clothes i want

• procrastinating chores and tasks
• not showering every day-
• over spending
• over thinking/paranoia
• being overly critical
• dreading work
• being negative in fun situations
• being afraid to try

• i don't shave my legs/armpits
• i love to read psychological memoirs
• i no longer work at dollar tree
• i work at an elementary school
• i have a degree in psychology with a minor in sociology
• i'm a fucking feminist
• i love childish gambino
• i love to drink
• i now live in north philly

• cats/dogs/ferrets/bunnies
• Neil's skin
• a cold bottle of beer
• soft blankets
• a warm cup of tea
• pool water
• comfy sweaters
• my hair when it's super clean
• corduroy
• my panda bear
• cotton clothes
• paperclips
• the top of my macbook

• about me: things that make me laugh
• hobbies: hobbies to try
• people: people i'd like to meet
• to do: things i need to avoid
• autobio: things that would have been found in my childhood room
• music: best songs for sex
• to do: things everyone should do
• food: happy foods

• incense holder
• incense
• lamp(s)
• rug / carpet
• little table
• little fan
• plastic drawer storage
• blender
• dailys frozen drinks :)
• blankets
• mirror
• small 'P' flag
• coffee maker
• bookshelf
• fridge clips
• rack for over the shower head
• throw blankets
• hamper
• dresser in the closet?
• hammer and screwdriver
• vacuum

• go back to france
• go on a plane (with neil)
• go on a train (with neil)
• play that ukelele
• eat at a food truck
• stay in a hotel/motel with the baby
• Clo Wine Bar in Manhattan, NY
• buy chairs with the baby
• go somewhere and dress and act like a different person (like in weetzie bat)
• Cat Cafe
• burger 25
• Kate and Ally's Bistro
• show Neil my spotted and stripey rocks from VA
• Whale Beach (in Jersey)

• mediafire
• tubeplus
• ch131
• amazon
• netflix
• solarmovie.eu
• project free tv
• piccsy
• goodreads
• let me watch this

• Arrested Development
• Breaking Bad
• Bored to Death
• The United States of Tara
• Parks and Recreation
• The Walking Dead
• Supernatural
• How I Met Your Mother
• re-start The Pacific
• Girls
• Louie
• Greek
• Spaced
• My Mad Fat Diary

Older

• Angry Beavers
• Rocko's Modern Life
• The Kids in the Hall
• Alias

• adult beginners
• pee-wee's big holiday
• slow learners
• ant man
• 10 cloverfield lane
• neighbors
• some terminator movies
• the jungle book
• the fantastic four
• trainwreck
• the boy
• wristcutters: a love story
• according to spencer
• special correspondents
• nightcrawler
• american mary (didn't finish - love her apt tho)
• pontypool
• they look like people
• ava's possessions (not good - love her style tho)

• Stranger Things (s2)
• Portlandia (s7)
• Zoo (s1)
• Gypsy (s1)
• Bloodline (s3)
• Riverdale (s2)
• SEARCH PARTY (s1 & s2)
• Easy (s2)
• She’s Gotta Have It (s1)
• Big Mouth (s1)
• The Punisher (s1) - nope
• Lovesick (s2)
• Master of None (s2)
• Chewing Gum (s2)
• Crashing (s1)
• White Gold (s1)
• Life Below Zero (s1)
• Love (s2)
• Friends From College (s1)
• Atypical (s1)
• Disjointed (s1)

• brown suede slip ons
• big cardigan from target
• green winter coat
• leave me alone shirt
• girlfriend collective leggings
• jeffrey campbell chelsea boots
• all my black leggings
• and all my long sleeved black tops

• start doing exercises
  • crunches
  • planks
  • jumping jacks
  • squats
  • yoga

• cheetah flats
• cropped gray tank top
• 2 pairs of underwear
• long stretchy black dress
• striped flow-y blazer
• black blouse

• later

• bed (even though my mom bought it for me)
• bed frame
• my chromebook
• my little vacuum
• rice cooker
• cat ("own")
• dresser

• bart & urby's (BEST wings)
• secondhand bookstore
• fire & ice
• metro
• rectangle pizza
• sheetz (best rice pudding cups)
• J&J deli (hot wing subs)
• the people
• tap & grill
• checkerboard

• thrift hauls after i go thrifting
• what's in my bag
• what's in my backpack
• stuff in my room
• 30 facts about me
• favorites/monthly favs

• reading: the lazarus syndrome: buried alive and other horrors of the undead
• watching: new girl
• listening to: the arctic monkeys - AM
• eating: raspberry pop tart and a tangelo
• needing: to mail my taxes and do that loan thing, also - bandelettes
• wanting: transparent green backpack
• missing: my kitty </3

• What is your favorite word?
• What is your least favorite word? slut
• What turns you on [creatively, spiritually or emotionally]?
• What turns you off? gross mouth
• What is your favorite curse word? fuck
• What sound or noise do you love?
• What sound or noise do you hate?
• What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? chef
• What profession would you not like to do?
• If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? Everything's okay now.

• ferris bueller's day off
• american psycho
• wayne's world
• willy wonka and the chocolate factory
• poltergeist
• breakfast club
• pretty in pink
• sixteen candles
• edward scissorhands
• rosemary's baby
• the princess bride
• james and the giant peach
• SLC punk
• enter the void
• empire records
• the shining

• get an IUD
• find a psychiatrist in my insurance group
• make more money
  • babysitting
  • sessions
  • that google thing that neil said
• start going to trader joe's
• second job
• underbed storage?

• requiem for a dream-
• Amadeus
• lock stock and two smoking barrels
• kiss kiss bang bang-
• quarterback princess
• donnie brasco
• vision quest
• beetlejuice
• a lot like love
• black swan
• whip it
• never let me go
• grind
• 21 jump street
• jennifer's body
• say anything
• charlie bartlett
• snatch
• 200 cigarettes
• cherrybomb
• boogie nights

• San Francisco
• New Orleans
• Chicago
• Cape Cod
• Los Angeles
• New York City (for real)
• Boston
• Portland
• tbc

• acorn boots
• tall black boots
• grey converse
• black wedges
• 0g stone plugs
• 6g pink ombre pinchers
• 4g black onyx pinchers
• work clothes

• Ten Stone - 21st & South Streets (215-735-9939)
• Good Dog - 224 South 15th Street (215-985-9600)
• Rembrandt's - 741 N. 23rd Street (215-763-2228)
• Magic Carpet Ride
• ✔ Tommy DiNic's (Reading Terminal)
• Gianfranco's Pizza (Center City)
• Fork / Fork:etc.
• Trax Restaurant & Cafe - 27 W. Butler Street
• Jamaican Jerk Hut

I can't remember my first room (before I was 5) I wish I could. this is like 6-12/13.

• my first journal/notebook with the red plastic cover
• a bunch of klutz books
• a lot of books, several by judy blume
  • starring sally j. freedman as herself <3
  • are you there god? it's me, margaret - an old one and an updated one
• all my sister's stuff because we shared a room
• all my stuffed animals
  • that lamb I took from shan
  • winnie the pooh
  • pink elephant
  • teal bunny
  • grover!
  • abu from aladdin

• The Diet Myth - Paul Campos
• Fat - Don Kulick
• Story of the Eye by Georges Bataille
• Never Coming To A Theater Near You: A Celebration of a certain kind of movie by Kenneth Turan
• Aesthetic Surgery by Angelika Taschen
• Scoot Over, Skinny: The Fat Nonfiction Anthology by Donna Jarrell, Ira Sukrungruang
• Apocalypse Culture by Adam Parfrey
• Morbid Curiosity Vol. 10
• She's Such a Geek: Women Write About Science, Technology, and Other Nerdy Stuff by Annalee Newitz & Charlie Anders
• A Scanner Darkly by Philip K. Dick
• Secret Lives of Men and Women edited by Frank Warren
• How to Rent a Negro by Damali Ayo
• Society of Mind by Marvin Minsky
• Flesh by David Galef

• titanic
• 13 going on 30
• homeward bound
• wall-e
• 10 things I hate about you

• keep nails painted
• only focus on the positive things about hanging out with groups of people
• read at least one chapter a day

• the human experiment
• i don’t feel at home in this world anymore
• halloween (2007)
• mallrats (I've seen it before, but it's just so good)
• halloween 2 (2009)
• the babadook
• the matchbreaker
• odd thomas
• hush
• little boxes
• the curse of chucky
• iBoy
• annabelle: creation
• I called him morgan
• dawn of the planet of the apes (2/5)
• one of the halloween movies i guess
• IT (5/5!)
• i missed so many omg!

• jake johnson
• charlie hunnam
• harry styles
• eugene lee yang (HE COUNTS)
• avan jogia
• bill hader
• ewan mcgregor
• MATT MCGORRY

• get room completely in order
• buy an aloe plant
  • and other plants
• grow herbs?!
• get a better lamp situation going
• use crockpot to make soup
• cook a bunch more in general!
• find some nice cheap yarn to make another nice long scarf
• couch, stool, curtains, piece of art for over the couch
• get plywood for my bed frame
• do something with those christmas lights

• waterproof futon cover
• more tights
• at least one more pair of flats
• more blouses
• lamp I can secure to something so the cat can't knock it over
• nonstick pan
• better chef's knife
• "Not That Kind of Girl" - Lena Dunham

• teal pumps
• some purses
• secret compartment book
• black H&M jacket
• scarves?
• other books
• green converse (in jerz)

• brown leather purse
• 'save me' shirt
• 'love you...sometimes' shirt (despite the stain)
• my doc martens (even tho they still hurt my feet)
• my red dress
• my b/w star dress
• my tie dye hoodie
• my grey sweater
• grey converse
• green scarf (that i knit!)
• black flats w/ studs
• cheetah flats
• black rip curl backpack
• stretchy black maxi dress
• thigh highs!
• grey thrifted boots

• Grand Canyon
• Great Barrier Reef
• Mount Everest
• Aurora Borealis
• Victoria Falls
• Paricutín volcano
• Harbor of Rio de Janeiro

• iphone 5 + 2 cases
• pink H&M sweater
• black+green H&M cardigan
• black H&M skirt
• yellow sunglasses
• lipgloss
• VS hand cream
• circle scarf
• pink socks
• cera ve moisturizer
• baby lips
• maroon purse
• 10" nonstick skillet
• knives and other kitchen stuff
• more moisturizer and exfoliating face stuff
• bb cream
• mac concealer!
• green coat
• black sweater
• long strap brown purse from cassie

• ✔ eat soft vanilla ice cream (but do again, JUST vanilla)
• olive garden
• make white russians
• make manhattans
• go back to Zwahlens
• get chinese food
• eat waffles
• eat pulled pork
• Specks
• subscription to Teen Vogue
• dye leg hair blonde
• tie dye shirts
• badminton

• omnipotent
• desiderata: things wanted or needed
• opprobrium
• luminescence
• bevy
• magnanimous
• miscegenation

• paperclips
• the listography app
• stories written like fairy tales
• french toast crunch
• smoking
• drinking
• books
• getting packages
• buying things from amazon
• not overreacting to things
• watching movies
• seafood!
• neon signs
• brussels sprouts
• crab rangoon

• things that leave a film in my mouth
• being told to "shh"
• sympathy noises
• walking on squishy ground
• chewing noises

• plain black
• white
• clear
• turquoise
• rose jade?
• leopard skin nuclear rock or whatever
• osage orange wood
• glow in the dark
• amazonite
• amethyst
• labradorite moonstone
• opalite
• jade green unakite
• pink cat's eye
• roses

• fruit: pineapple
• smell: rain
• color: gray or yellow or orange or green
• scarf: new yellow circle scarf :)
• book: echo
• author: francesca lia block or chuck palahniuk

• slugs
• ladders
• the dark
• heights
• looking through dark windows
• escalators
• scary movies about people calling from inside the house
• things on the internet that make you look really closely and then something scares you :(
• leeches