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tomorrow i too - this feeling and thinking soul, the universe i am to myself - yes, tomorrow i too will be someone who no longer walks the streets, someone others will evoke with a vague: 'i wonder what's become of him?'

ibana follows:
sekai fic rec supernatural!au

there are ships sailing to many ports but not a single one goes where life is not painful - fernando pessoa

ibana ♡ 18 / virgo / enfp

  • twitter: sezkdl
  • ao3: dogdads (writing only) & captainamerikai (reading + bookmarking)
  • exo-l and sekaist since 2014. i also ship chanbaek n every otp between pcy osh bbh & kji
  • sekai college au fics first, god second

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but everything is imperfect. there's no sunset so lovely it couldn't be yet lovelier, no gentle breeze bringing us sleep that couldn't bring yet sounder sleep. - fernando pessoa

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fics ive written:

1. if you close your eyes and want me / 8k / explicit / chanbaek

  • sometimes the truth hurts more than the lies chanyeol filled his lungs up with every night as he held baekhyun close to his heart and lovingly whispered empty promises in his ears like it was baekhyun's favourite melody. sweet lies au, emotional manipulation, unhealthy relationships, angst

2. till the heavens burst and words don't rhyme / 13k / explicit / chankai

  • today, thoughts of chanyeol cross jongin's mind several times, which is way too many times more than necessary. band au, unresolved sexual tension, fluff, porn with feelings

3. kiss me first / 7k / explicit / sekai / for kaifectionary

  • if it meant not having to write articles upon articles about celebrity butts, sehun just might try to get some dirt on the famous model, jongin, by seducing him

4. coming clean / 12k / explicit / sekai

  • two climaxes. one, student body president sehun wondering how he manages to get himself into this (sticky) situation that results in jongin's dick down his throat. the second one is pretty self-explanatory highschool au, voyeurism, first times

i'm astounded whenever i finish something. what i achieve is not the product of an act of my will but of my will's surrender. i begin because i don't have the strength to think; i finish because i don't have the courage to quit. this book is my cowardice. - fernando pessoa

sep 14 2018 ∞
jul 4 2019 +