• any mitski song rlly..
• once more to see you - mitski
• groan - dazey and the scouts
• i like to think you’re the leaves - mage tears
• forcing - mage tears
• you love me - kimya dawnson
• forwards beckon rebound - adrianne lenker

less sadder songs i like that are speedcore and more upbeat

• whole album of relapse by renard
• renard - NO.
• mayhem
• adraen's album razoren
• tqbf
• renard- frenz'e rollin