• Coffee cup cozie
• "creep" beanie
• Rihanna mac collection
• Crown tattoo

• believing in fairy tales
• Being so dramatic
• Dragging my feet
• Doing nothing
• Wanting love so badly
• Being so clingy

• Road trip
• Get an impulse tattoo
• Go swimming
• Longboard my ass off
• Hike at every opportunity
• Kiss recklessly
• Crowd surf/stage dive
• Write poems whenever I can
• Paint a picture on canvas
• Early morning hike and watch the sun come up
• Bring flowers to someone
• Lay ontop of a car and look at the sky
• Find a field of sunflowers. Take a picture of it. Keep it forever.
• Drunk camping
• Get lost somewhere
• Middle of the night coffee runs by myself
• Maybe learn to play something on my uke that isn't stupid

• Give books to boyfriends.
  • All I want is my copy of Perks, Outliers, and The Portrait of Dorian Grey. :(
• Chase Jack Daniels with milk. Or, I guess, any liquor with milk.
• Wear a shirt I don't want to be stretched out to the front row of a Circa Survive show.
• Not completely erase any trace of my tumblr when one of my exes is really stalkerish.
  • I should've known when he "ran into me" the sixth time after being broken up for only a week.
• Look through a boys phone when I already know what to expect.

• Mixtapes, countless mixtapes that I've made.
• My favorite books.
• My book of favorite quotes and pictures. (Not by me.)
• My book of favorite poems and things I've written
• My collection of favorite pictures I've ever taken.
• The dead rose I still have from the first boy who ever loved me.

• Books- Looking for Alaska/Slaughterhouse Five/The Perks of Being a Wallflower.
• Authors- Kurt Vonnegut/John Green
• Poet- Buddy Wakefield
• Female Poets- Carrie Rudzinski/Shel Silverstein
• Poem- Giant Saint Everything
• Movies- Blue Valentine/Fight Club
• Song- Welcome home by Radical Face
• Flavoring- Pomegranant
• Food- Sushi
• Place- Boulder mountains
• Place to fall asleep- arms/ground

• Dexter
• American Horror Story
• Arrested Development
• Blue Mountain State

Rewatch:

• Orange is the New Black S1
• Community S1-4

• The satisfaction after a tattoo.
• All the books I still need to read.
• All the EP albums my favorite bands still need to release.
• How exciting it is to start talking to/texting/hang out with someone new.
• How sweet it feels when exes/old flings come back to you, trying to regain your affection.
• Unexpectedly coming across money.
• That calmness in smoking a cigarette alone at 2am.
• Reading the works of Buddy Wakefield in the sunny spot on the ground.
• The first sip of coffee from a new coffee mug.
• Getting checked out in party dresses. Damn, thats nice.
• Making my friends laugh when I'm too miserable to make myself smile.
• Getting that occasional anon that wants t...

Higher fashion:

• Anais pouliot
• Angela lindvall
• Milla jovovich
• Natasha poly
• Stella tennant
• Tyra Banks (Had to)

Victoria's Secret Angels (Past or present):

• Adriana Lima
• Alessandra Ambrosio
• Candice Swanepoel
• Gisele Bündchen
• Helena Christensen
• Rosie huntington Whiteley

Male Models:

• Arthur devalbray
• Jamie Dornan
• Lucas mascarini

Cosmetics

• Tarte Amozonian clay
• Milani center stage lip gloss
• Nars super orgasm gloss

Misc

• Quad shot venti iced caramel mochiatto light ice, extra caramel -iced
• Triple grande caramel mochiatto, extra extra caramel -warm
• Bath and body works candles
  • Harvest Coffee
  • Pumpkin latte
  • Roasted Marshmallow

Playlist

• Wrecking Ball -Miley Cyrus
• Love Somebody -Maroon 5
• 23 -Mike WiLL made it
• Royals -Lorde

• Earl Grey tea
• Sad music
• Kurt Vonnegut
• Buddy Wakefield
• Candles
• Strawberries
• Red wine
• Bare feet
• Explosions in the sky
• Warm blankets
• Black cats
• Knitting

• Perfect Sense
• Like Crazy
• The Virgin Suicides
• Young Adult
• Friends with kids
• Iron Man 3
• Original Evil Dead
• New Evil Dead
• The Place Beyond the Pines
• The Great Gatsby
• World War Z
• Star Trek into the Darkness
• Man of Steel
• Kick Ass 2
• This is the End
• Before sunset
• Before sunrise
• Before midnight
• Moonrise kingdom

• How to throw a perfect spiral.
• What isn't said says more than what is said. In the moments of silence and eye contact is where the real intimacy happens.
• If I'm ever lost in downtown Denver, just take the highway that says "Fort Collins" because it goes right past our hometown.
• The true definition of being haunted is still feeling someone long after they've been gone from your life.
• The best way to drive in the snow is to drive like there is no snow.
• Your morphine savior will poison you eventually.

• Cellar door on my foot plus script
• Light house in frame on my ribs plus quote
• Swallow- represents coming home, especially since I want to move to Los Angeles for my career choice.
  • Compass- They're always pointing north, seeing how I grew up in Northglenn, CO I find this very fitting, especially because of my leaving to live elsewhere.
  • Three roses- Each to represent one of my sisters.
  • "Keep me close" Next to my heart tattoo- to keep my angel close.
• Peonies- going up my leg for my mother.
• Light green ring going around my finger- for my grandmother.
• La Dispute logo
• Empty quotation marks on my wrist-
• Semicolon on other side of wrist-