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Ack. So the drama. :D

  • I don't really know what I want to do with my life.
  • I don't know what I'm good at.
  • I don't have a relationship with my parents.
  • Nor do I have an intention to have one.
  • I don't know what I am to my family.
  • And what they are to me.
  • My family will certainly not accept me, my beliefs and principles, and my decisions.
  • "I'm just a kid."
  • And I don't know when I will stop being one.
  • And when they will stop treating me like one.
  • I am anti-social to the nth level. I enjoy solitude.
    • I think I am incapable of socializing.
    • I am a wallflower.
    • I say the most inappropriate things.
    • Have you seen Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind? Remember Jim Carrey's line, "There isn't much to say [about me]. I go to work, go home..."
  • And I am clueless whether that is a good thing. Or if it is doing me any good.
  • I'm confused.
  • And tired.
  • And I don't know how to deal.
  • I want to get out of here.
jan 2 2009 ∞
jan 30 2009 +