Ack. So the drama. :D
- I don't really know what I want to do with my life.
- I don't know what I'm good at.
- I don't have a relationship with my parents.
- Nor do I have an intention to have one.
- I don't know what I am to my family.
- And what they are to me.
- My family will certainly not accept me, my beliefs and principles, and my decisions.
- "I'm just a kid."
- And I don't know when I will stop being one.
- And when they will stop treating me like one.
- I am anti-social to the nth level. I enjoy solitude.
- I think I am incapable of socializing.
- I am a wallflower.
- I say the most inappropriate things.
- Have you seen Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind? Remember Jim Carrey's line, "There isn't much to say [about me]. I go to work, go home..."
- And I am clueless whether that is a good thing. Or if it is doing me any good.
- I'm confused.
- And tired.
- And I don't know how to deal.
- I want to get out of here.
jan 2 2009 ∞
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