• ちはやぶる 神代も聞かず 竜田川からくれなるに 水 くくるとは。

(impassionate gods have never seen crimson that lies in the tatsuta river), hyakunin isshu: poem 17

  • "it's not myself i hand over to you—that would be too simple—what i hand over to you is yourself, yourself loved in every part." from a to x: a story in letters, john berger
  • "there are not two of us. each of us is alone." from no more/c'est tout, marguerite duras
  • "i really like the ideia of love as a violent act—not to the person you love, but against the world. to say to somebody, 'i love you; by extension, i hate all other things." from an interview, hozier
  • "did i survive? i guess i did. but only because i knew i might get home to you." from stone butch blues, leslie feinberg
  • "what am i, if not yours? / what do i do with my hands when they are just hands?" from the lover as a cult, olivia gatwood
  • "i had two longings and one was fighting ... i wanted to be loved and i wanted to be a... from wide sargasso sea, jean rhys
jun 7 2021 ∞
dec 3 2021 +

january

    • obit, victoria chang

reading

  • the midnight lie, marie rutkoski (mar/20)
  • burn our bodies down, rory power (jul/20)
  • the year of magical thinking, joan didion (aug)
  • the human cosmos: a secret history of the stars, jo marchant (aug)
  • letters to milena, franz kafka (oct)
  • hardboiled & hard luck, banana yoshimoto (nov)
  • rimbaud complete: poetry and prose, arthur rimbaud (nov)
  • the letters of a portuguese nun, mariana alcoforado (dec)
  • the gnostics: myth, ritual, and diversity in early christianity, david brakke (dec)
  • the wound is a world, billy-ray belcourt (dec)
  • writing, marguerite duras (dec)
jan 1 2022 ∞
jan 4 2022 +
oct 3 2021 ∞
oct 3 2021 +
  • no choir, florence and the machine
  • i know you know i love you, sunset rollercoaster
  • happy together, the turtles
  • i know places, lykke li
  • hummingbird, kyle la grange
  • for lovers who hesitate, jannabi
  • let's stay together, o.zic, martian
  • the end of love, jaurim
  • sea of teeth, sparklehouse
  • if i believe you, the 1975
  • francis forever, mitski
  • out like a light, the honeysticks
  • gymnopédie no. 3, erik satie
  • heartlines, florence and the machine
  • self control, frank ocean
  • loving you is so easy, honne
  • rosyln, bon iver, st. vincent
  • i'll be there, zitten
  • dear dream, nct dream
  • my jinji, sunset rollercoaster
  • together, car, the garden
jun 7 2021 ∞
jun 8 2021 +