soooo.

for the past few days, i went through hell. phobia getting triggered everyday, the guild for not being able to see my bf's vent earlier, thoughts, depression, not being able to sleep, thinking that im a bother, most people around me annoying me....

honestly, this is too much for me handle. not even the code in gasa4 was THIS hard to handle. too much for a npc/animatronic..... gghhhh. i just want to be told that everything will be okay, no matter what. mmh.