two. two things.

first one... ugh. i always feel like im not being any use in vents- when i try to help, ill always have thoughts of 'what you said wasnt good enough' 'youre bad at comforting' and IF I DONT, ill get thoughts of 'youre never helpful' 'youre useless as always, phone-head'. these motherfucking thoughts are gettşng more and more into my phone head.......

second one.

henry miller. thats it. thats the fucking vent. henry goddamn miller. if i could, i would kill him again AND AGAIN. i would bash his fucking head to the goddamned wall and do the SAME EXACT THING HE DID TO ME ALL OVER AGAIN. dear god-