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  • 04.01 1 hour
  • 05.01 30 minutes
  • 06.01 REST
  • 07.01 1 hour & 25 minutes
  • 08.01 REST. I'm on my period so I don't feel well. I ate pizza, gelatin and ice cream TT
  • 09.01 30 minutes
  • 10.01 REST. I'm still on my period and pretty uncomfortable; besides the day was too hot
  • 11.01 1 hour & 30 minutes
  • 12.01 REST. I cleaned the house and im tired
  • 13.01 REST/small 10 min workout
  • 14.01 35 min
    • 57 kg before (dec, 2020) ~ now » 54.9 kg ✧ !! <3
  • 15.01 I got lazy :'(
  • 16.01 1 hour :3
jan 5 2021 ∞
jan 17 2021 +
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  ⚡  —  listography

      • IS THIS ALREADY MY 9TH YEAR HERE? wow

  ⚡  —  me

      • At first, I wanted to kill myself. But I'm doing good now.
      • College was amazing the second half of the year and I'm so close to getting my degree :)
      • I've been doing courses and exercise lately, so I'm losing weight and still learning, so I couldn't be more happier ! I'm honestly proud of myself for doing this lmao
      • I was pretty lonely this year, to be honest </3

  ⚡  —  books

dec 22 2020 ∞
dec 23 2020 +
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almost all of them are the same :')

jan 4 2021 ∞
jan 6 2021 +
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  • 2015, The gift
  • 1992, Indochina
  • 1991, Fried green tomatoes
  • 2016, El ciudadano ilustre
  • 2019, Battle angel alita
jan 15 2021 ∞
jan 17 2021 +
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a list about quirk things and life surroundings items why in english? I enjoy writing in english, but not that much. It's just... easier. Like some thoughts of mine flow better, just a little bit. My english is pretty self-taught. I wanted to read some book when I was a child, but it was in english. So I took a dictionary and started... and here I am. I know nothing about grammar and all that stuff, so sometimes I make silly mistakes. I would like to study english seriously some day.

  • My father has bipolar and major depressive disorder. His suicide attemps and violent outbursts played a key role in my fear of men, physical aggression and screams. He was, and still is, a weird man. A difficult person. At the same time, I feel love, hate and pity for him.
  • I'm pretty much a weak person. I despise violence. People take me as passive, but ...
jan 11 2021 ∞
jan 13 2021 +
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the first ~ It was a good dream, a funny one, but I don't remember it clearly. I dream that I'm in a big, fancy and modern building. There's some kind of story I'm following (like a novel, or a story where you have to make choices to keep moving). I climb stairs while a tall, slim and handsome guy with a black coat follows after me. I already know that some steps will lead me to something, but there's an event that is inevitable: a couple fighting, I think. But that's something secondary, that isn't my story. There's two guys: zero and subzero (LMAO WHATThefuck). Zero is a jerk. Subzero is a nice/funny guy, and I'm going out ? with him; but I hear him badmouthing me. Everything is a lie and he wishes I would turn beautiful next year. I get angry and pour some spaghetti onto his neck, feeling good with myself. My coat gets dirty with noodles and sauce. Zero smiles at me and I'm glad that jerk punche...

jan 3 2021 ∞
jan 13 2021 +
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  • LUCID, Rina Sawayama ✰✰✰½
  • No blueberries, Dpr Ian ✰✰✰✰½
  • Anyone, Justin Bieber ✰✰✰

new to me

  • (2020) Impakan, DOLLA ✰✰✰
  • (2020) 我愛你, Cody・Lee(李) ✰✰✰½
    • omg the instrumental slaps
  • (2019) 桃源郷とタクシー, Mega Shinnosuke ✰✰✰½
jan 6 2021 ∞
jan 13 2021 +
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books

  • The power (2016)
  • The handmaid's tale (1985)
  • Lord of the flies (1954)
  • Animal farm (1945)
  • Brave new world (1932)

tv series

  • Devs (2020)
  • Czarne lusterko (2018)
  • Westworld (2016)
  • Black mirror (2011)

movies

  • El hoyo (2019)
  • Vivarium (2019)
  • Anon (2018)
  • Ex machina (2015)
  • Her (2013)

short films

jan 4 2021 ∞
jan 4 2021 +
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    ⊹ omg i love listography

  • not many people use this site, so there's a lot of cool usernames to take hehehhe
  • pretty customizable in some aspects (font, list color, images...)
  • easy to use
  • free from advertising (IN THIS DAY AND AGE? amazing)
  • literally a place to make lists; like that's... cool.
  • is a lovely website taking in mind that is ad-free and self-funded

    ⊹ whispers this hell of a site...

  • ok, I get it ~ Ad-free and self-funded, but WHEN are we going to have... some kind of make-up ??? like the last time I remember this site changed was in... 2013??? Visually is boring tbh
  • i want so many things :'( ~ you can't even change the header color lmfao plus the lists colors are ugly...
dec 27 2020 ∞
dec 28 2020 +
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  • 1972, Fritz the Cat
  • 1973, Belladonna of sadness
  • 1973, Fantastic planet
  • 1978, Watership down
  • 1982, The plague dogs
  • 1988, Akira
  • 1993, Ninja scroll
  • 1994, Felidae
  • 1995, Ghost in the shell
  • 1997, Perfect blue
  • 2015, Anomalisa
  • 2018, Isle of dogs
dec 28 2020 ∞
jan 3 2021 +