• weekend trips at least monthly
• new outings every week
• my own apartment
• move to SF with Angel?

• update linked-in.com
• apply to publishing companies (books)
• study article writing and apply to magazines and newspapers
• build photography portfolio and do freelance photography as side job
• get certificate to be part-time substitute teacher and do this while looking for real job
• join peace-corps (not real possibility since you have loans to pay off)
• culinary school, then intern in italy when you graduate in 2 years
• get TESOL and teach in spain
• study for BA in interior design, then get masters
• retake stats, apply to grad school for masters in I/O psychology
• join nypd cadet school

With a history of depression and self-abuse, I go through many internal struggles. Some days, my problems disappear completely from my mind, but it's not before long when they come blowing back stronger than ever. But I have hope now. I've given my life to God and I'm learning to love Him more, to put Him as the focus and center of my life. It's not easy, but at least now I know that impossibility does not exist with God. I'm becoming a more caring person, even emotional, and that in itself can be a curse and a gift. Even that, I must hone in order to effectively reach out to people.

Everything's getting serious now that I'm completing the second half of my college education. I'm learning that we all have responsibilities and it's hard but necessary sometimes to be separated from people you love. It's not the end of the world, though, now that I truly understand tha...

• Staying up late for no reason
• Wasting time on internet and watching tv
• Procrastinating on schoolwork
• Waking up late or not waking up/cutting
• Beating myself up over small things
• Making excuses, blaming other things/people
• Falling for the wrong guys

• "life begins at the end of your comfort zone." nov 1 2015
• "be strong enough to stand alone, but smart enough to know when you need help" jan 7 2012
• "this too shall pass" jul 3 2011

• SCALLIONS
• green onion
• raw onions
• shrimp, unless cocktail

• I, Robot
• Hitch
• Pride and Prejudice
• Spirited Away
• Harry Potter series
• Lilo and Stitch
• Toy Story series
• Elizabethtown
• (Pan's Labyrinth)
• (Princess Diaries)
• (Remember the Titans)
• (The Incredibles)
• (Underworld)
• (My Best Friend's Wedding)
• (Space Jam)
• (Tarzan)
• (Men In Black)
• (My Neighbor Totoro)

For Trip to SIN/MY 06/2014

• Omeprazole medication
• travel adapter (Kensington)
• travel adaptor kit (GoTravel)
• phone + charger (Samsung Rush)
• laptop (Samsung 15.6") + charger + case + mouse
• shaver and blade (Soleil, new)
• ESV Study Bible (MacArthur)
• NIV Bible (Zondervan, green)
• yoga card deck (Rodney Yee)
• sketchbook + pens + drawing pencils
• denim shirt (F21)
• 1 hoodie--which one?
• graduation cap and gown
• iPod Touch + AudioTechnica studio headphones + white hp

To buy

• small can of shaving cream

• Finish Survivor's Guide
• Reread Pride and Prejudice
• Wuthering Heights
• The Black Poets
• ✔ Their Eyes Were Watching God
• ✔ Angels and Demon
• ✔ The Da Vinci Code
• Crazy Love
• ✔ Hunger Games
• ✔ Catching Fire
• ✔ Mockingjay
• 5 Things Every Christian Needs To Grow
• The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo
• B&W Photography: A Basic Manual 2nd Edition, Revised by Henry Horenstein
• Guide to Contemporary New York City Architecture http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0393733...

• professor
• independent consultant
• architect
• interior designer
• event planner
• researcher (psychology)
• criminal profiler
• proofreader/editor
• screenwriter
• journalist
• writer/novelist
• theologian

occasional:

• eye shadow
• lipstick/gloss
• white eyeliner
• bronzer
• mascara

essentials:

• gray/black eyeliner: pencil and cream
• eyebrow powder
• eyebrow pencil
• yellow concealer
• foundation
• finishing powder
• hydration/setting mist

brushes:

• smudge brush
• eyeliner brush

• _Organize closet; put outfits together
• _Find digital camera
• Hand shorts/phone to Sue
• _Learn to play songs for worship
• ✔ Start exercising again
• Exercise 5-6 days a week
• Study photos

life goals

• Learn Hebrew, Greek, then Aramaic
• Finish bible in its original languages (Hebrew, Aramaic, Greek)
• Travel to at least 3/4ths of the USA
• Explore Europe, if possible - backpack across

• What do YOU REALLY want to do with your life?
• Where do you WANT to BE in five years? Ten years?
• What do you know FOR SURE about the future?
• What DON'T you have to worry about?
• Make a list of every field within your skill set
• Make a list of crazy, ambitious goals

What to take care of

• ✔ Send revised resume to Peter
• ✔ Citibank account

• Vivitar 35EF Camera (1970's)
• Vivitar PS:35
• Vivitar EZ35
• Vivitar PN2011
• Ultra Slim and Wide

^I JUST WANT A VIVITAR PaS CAMERA

• ✔ 52-62mm step up lens adapters
• ✔ 62mm tulip lens hood
• color lens filters for B&W photography
• black and white film (roll film?)
• if buying roll film: also need cassettes - I hear plastic > metal. buy a set at Adorama
• tripod
• diana lens adapter mount for nikon f (B&H)
• http://www.bhphotovideo.com/c/product/21...
• http://www.bhphotovideo.com/c/product/12...
• rotary processor for c-41 film
• photo thermometer

• Learn how to use Adobe InDesign
• ✔ Redo your resume
• ✔ Shell out on grammar books
• Read grammar and style books
• Study for ASVAB
• Write every day

• Better time management - getting there
• Using lens filters for color & b&w film
• Learning the camera (aperture, shutter speed, etc)
• Developing b&w film
• Developing color film
• Developing redscale film
• Setting up a darkroom
• Using bulk film
• Using Adobe Lightroom/Ps
• The Graham Residence on Sims 2
• Architecture
• Fashion design - yeah I don't like fashion that much
• Drawing
• Painting
• Spanish
• Chinese
• ✔ How to use sewing machine
• How to sew different things
• Guitar

• diana f+
• keys
• school id
• work id
• metrocard
• wallet
• lip balm
• water
• notebook
• pen

• Sketching clothing/building ideas
• Building contemporary houses on Sims
• Baking
• Cooking
• Writing stories, essays, narratives
• Watching tv, cartoons
• Singing
• Playing my piano
• Reading books, travel journalism
• Studying bible
• Film photography
• Architecture
• Interior design
• Industrial design

• Burgers
• Sandwiches
• Pizza
• Chicken Parmesan
• Eggplant Parm
• Spaghetti & Meatballs
• Ravioli
• Mac and Cheese
• Ikan Pari Bakar
• Thai Iced Tea (Cha Yen)
• Mojito
• Naked smoothies
• CHEESE
• Sargento light string cheese
• POTATOES
• Okinawan potatoes
• Chocolate Pudding
• Vietnamese ham
• Homemade tacos