• No Country For Old Men
  • One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
  • Garden State
  • Requiem for a Dream
  • Pi
  • Bowling for Columbine
  • Borat
  • Life is Beautiful
  • Brazil
  • Dancer in the Dark
  • Me and You and Everyone We Know
  • Boondock Saints
  • One Hour Photo
  • Year One
  • Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
  • The Big Lebowski
  • The Soloist
  • The Time Traveller's Wife
  • Paranormal Activity
  • Whip It!
  • Alice in Wonderland
jul 15 2009 ∞
jan 28 2019 +
  • where?
    • my house
    • a restaraunt
      • Ajax (gift certificate)
      • Tequila's
      • Two Stick
    • my grandmother's
  • when?
    • saturday, october 24
    • 6 - 10 pm <--check this.
  • what? (if not at restaraunt)
    • marshmallow roasting
    • frisbee/nerf ball
    • poker/other card games
    • other activites that can be outside
  • who?
sep 29 2009 ∞
sep 29 2009 +
  • Find a man, marry.
    • Plays cello or violin.
    • Loves to take pictures.
    • Loves to walk out in pastures.
    • Sensitive, but not in a discouraging way
      • Can laugh at himself.
      • Gets my stupid jokes.
  • Document our lives together in pictures.
  • Save up a lot of money from our jobs.
  • Learn a lot about gardening, etc.
  • Buy a farm in the middle of the country.
    • Somewhere extremely green.
    • Cold winters, maybe mild summers.
    • Very remote, but not too far from a near-by town.
    • Huge, open fields (tall grass, perfect for lying in).
    • Wild flowers.
jul 16 2009 ∞
jul 17 2009 +
  • I think about things too much:
    • Guys; I end up falling in love with their potential.
    • Things I regret (that go back into my early childhood. I don't know why, it's so long ago. I was a kid.)
  • I lie with ease (not necessarily often):
    • To get out of explaining things that are "long stories."
    • To avoid conflict.
    • To make me sound more appealing.
    • To make me seem more stable.
    • To feel more interesting, better.
  • I feel guilty easy about things I shouldn't.
    • My mother's mistakes.
    • My father's mistakes.
    • Not being able to change things.
jul 16 2009 ∞
apr 12 2010 +
  • San Francisco, CA
  • New Orleans, LA
  • Seattle, WA
  • Augusta, ME
  • Washington, D.C.
  • London, England
  • Limerick, Ireland
  • Reykjav√≠k, Iceland
  • Nice, France
  • Madrid, Spain
  • Venice, Italy
  • Bombay, India
  • Moscow, Russia
jul 15 2009 ∞
apr 12 2010 +
  • Romeo/lovebird (dog scared to death)
  • Juliet/lovebird (died because Romeo died)
  • Blanco/parakeet (escaped, eaten by Whino)
jul 15 2009 ∞
jul 17 2009 +
  • D.
  • Not spending enough time with family.
  • Not finding a job i.e. not getting a car.
  • Not knowing what to major in.
  • Grades.
  • relationship
    • being too clingy
    • too much
    • needy
    • in too deep?
    • too high expectations
    • age
  • Grammy?
apr 12 2010 ∞
apr 12 2010 +
  • i have since fallen in love with a boy, the aforementioned C.V. (see birthday party--which never happened, btw)
  • yeah, it's been awhile.
  • i went to d.c. (talk more in another list)
  • i had a thing with this guy before C.V.
    • messed that up.
  • went to prom.
  • have lost 40 pounds (since july)
  • have made fairly good grades (three B's max)
    • AP English III
    • Trig/Adv. Algebra
    • Chemisty
  • currently working on pieces to entire into a literary magazine for the high school
apr 12 2010 ∞
apr 12 2010 +
  • Getting tan.
  • Noises while I do things (that seem louder than they are).
    • Pouring cereal, opening/closing the cereal bag, etc.
    • Zipper sounds.
    • Velcro sounds.
  • Rap and contemporary country.
  • The insignificance of my pinky toenail.
  • People who "ride on my tail" (not sure if that's a southern phrase or not; I don't know any other way to put it.)
  • The media.
    • Too easy for children to see/hear inappropriate things.
      • Suggestive things on commercials, shows.
      • Profanity on commercials. And this is not because I am not a fan of profanity: tha...
jul 17 2009 ∞
jul 17 2009 +
  • Mother
    • Stop beating around the bush.
    • Stop trying to placate her all the goddamn time.
    • Talk to her more (even if it's just on the phone.)
    • Ask about HER once in awhile.
  • Father
    • Spend more time.
    • Don't get so offended if he's in a bad mood.
    • Tell him to fucking clean up after himself in the kitchen.
    • Offer to help out more.
  • Brother
    • Spend more time.
    • Don't be pissy.
    • Tell him you're there for him.
jul 16 2009 ∞
jul 17 2009 +
  • deep instruments (bass, cello, bassoon, etc.)
  • mango flavored/scented things
  • yellow or white things (such as furniture, electronics etc.)
  • aquatic life (especially coral reefs, and octopae)
  • floral patterns
  • sneezes
  • eyes
  • ephiphanies
    • realizing my life is actually pretty swell
    • suddenly remembering good things i forgot about
  • dreams
    • the kind that are looping, only filled with good emotions
    • the lucid kind, where i remember the way ...
jul 15 2009 ∞
jul 16 2009 +
  • Sylvester/black and white (ran away)
  • Bageerah/black (ran away)
  • Rosie/gray and white (died)
  • Halo/calico (stolen)
  • Toodles/calico (stolen)
  • Whino/tabby (gave away)
  • George/gray and white (gave away)
  • Pablo/gray (gave away)
  • Sher-bert/orange tabby (ran away)
  • Cleo/gray (gave away)
  • Chloe/gray (gave away)
  • Jinx/black (gave away)
  • Goo/white, black and brown (gave away)
  • Kool Thang/black and white (gave away)
  • Elvis/tabby (current)
jul 15 2009 ∞
jul 17 2009 +

saw:

    • Smithsonians
      • Air and Space
      • Natural History
    • Holocaust Memorial Museum
    • Arlington Cemetary
    • National Mall
      • Washington Monument
      • Lincoln Memorial
    • Cherry blossoms
apr 12 2010 ∞
apr 12 2010 +
  • When I was around seven, I used to have this recurring dream. In the dream I was driving our old, brown cadillac. But the cadillac was operated with buttons like those you find on a VCR. The dream ended with an eighteen-wheeler crashing into me head-on (though I always woke up before impact).
  • When the assistant kindergarten teacher, with curly blonde hair, tried to help me put on my sweater, I yanked it back from her because I thought someone was trying to take it from me. She gave me a reproachful look and walked away.
  • On the way to Gatlinburg (in third grade) I was listening to music on my CD player on shuffle, and I tried to see if there was a pattern by writing the track number every time it went to the next random song.
  • I remember sitting on a highchair and fee...
jul 16 2009 ∞
apr 12 2010 +
  • starting back to school, bummer anyway.
  • starting back to this school with a new assitant principal who micromanages every fucking thing and makes our school seem like a concentration camp compared to last year.
  • my inability to be patient with my brother because he happens to not be very observant with computer, etc...
  • people being bitchy to me, and me responding in a bitchy manner
  • being depressed for who knows why (just one of those days)
  • being kind of lonely
  • missing my best friend a lot
  • not feeling the need to punctuate my sentences
  • my father not remembering to ask me how my first day of school was
  • being so fucking sensitive
  • think about him again, in that way before...
aug 6 2009 ∞
sep 6 2009 +
  • Get a job.
  • Learn to cook.
    • Spaghetti/other pastas.
    • Bake things (bread, cookies, cakes, etc.)
    • Fish (baked.)
    • Chicken (grilled, baked).
    • Casseroles.
    • Breakfast foods (omelets, pancakes, muffins.)
  • Open up a bank account.
    • Save money.
  • Figure out where you're going.
    • College:
      • Where?
      • Majoring in...?
    • Possible careers.
jul 16 2009 ∞
jul 16 2009 +
  • I noticed that I drive faster than I should.
    • I take off from redlights too fast.
    • I turn corners faster than I should.
  • I realized that maybe my really loud music bothers others.
    • And that it made me like it more. (Revenge?)
  • I'm more absent-minded than I thought.
    • I went the wrong way (confused two roads for the other.)
    • I forgot to go over to the left lane, to let a guy merge.
    • I almost forgot my liscence.
  • I actually don't like the purple in my hair.
  • I'm not happy with my brother moving to Arizona.
jul 16 2009 ∞
jul 17 2009 +
  • Jinx/blue heeler (died of old age)
  • Kudra/alaskan malamute (died of heat stroke)
  • Zelda/german shepherd (gave away)
  • Spot/dachsund (ran over)
  • Odis/mixed (ate something out of garbage, died)
  • Annie/feist and jack russel (gave away)
  • Lucy/mixed (gave away)
  • Susie/mixed (gave away)
  • Joebob/german shepherd and boxer (current)
  • Junior/feist and jack russel (current)
jul 15 2009 ∞
jul 17 2009 +