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I’m really an angel.

26 female from Brazil (Rio). Highly sensitive and introvert.
I have comorbid bipolar disorder and OCD.

I love poetry, sex, deepness, crudeness, softness, purity, darkness and the sinister, love, feelings, connection, intensity and everything beautiful.

I’m a bit shy, childlike, dreamy, romantic; and I am a highly sexual masochist babygirl.

bookmarks:
Trillian movies (2020)
julie autobio (five things)
wishlist
books (2020)
emi books (2020)
  • my friends
  • my mother
  • my dogs
  • every dog
  • having sex
  • being in love
  • that hope and excitement we feel when we start to like somebody
  • lollipops
  • petting an unknown dog
  • observing an insect
  • to breathe surrounded by plants
  • to breathe close to the sea
  • dreaming that I can breathe underwater
  • dreaming that I am in a forest
  • horror movies
  • junji ito manga
  • blasphemy against the christian god, jesus christ and the holy spirit
  • catholic images and sculptures
  • randomly seeing butterflies flying near m...
jun 10 2016 ∞
may 31 2018 +
  • I met Julia and Fabiola in BH
  • talking to and meeting João again
  • discovered I am bipolar
  • new internship with professor Luísa
  • feeling better
dec 26 2019 ∞
dec 26 2019 +
  • juju
  • mands
  • gui
  • monique
  • gabi minks
  • cyntia
  • miki
  • julia marques
  • carol jamhour
  • maria moro
  • vinícius haddad
  • jon jon
  • leo
oct 8 2016 ∞
dec 26 2019 +
  • when gabriela kissed me for the first time, and the way she was being with me for that whole night... the way she looked at me, admiringly, and being caring and affectionate in a way that I know she is not like this naturally.
  • my meeting with J in late 2019.
jan 6 2017 ∞
dec 20 2019 +
  • puke
  • the dark
  • damaging my teeth
  • feeling ashamed
  • feeling guilty
  • bang snaps
  • balloons
  • the bogeyman
  • rage
  • my mind
  • losing my mind
  • not being special
  • being forever without a lover
  • being a bad person
  • to harm someone, specially people I love
  • gaslighting
  • being misunderstood
  • unfairness
  • being forgotten
jun 10 2016 ∞
may 30 2018 +
  • paroxetine
  • clobazam
  • bupropion
  • cloxazolam
  • topiramate
  • fluvoxamine
  • zolpidem
  • alprazolam
  • clonazepam
  • lamotrigine
  • duloxetine
  • sodium valproate
may 27 2016 ∞
nov 29 2019 +