- being around strangers makes me feel uncomfortable, and as such, i really relish being alone, or at least in a space that i can be comfortable and feel like i can be myself. so, in that regard, my alone time is very important to me, but more than that, just not feeling drained, because i can spend 24/7 with someone and feel fine, if they do not drain me.
- i really favor the feeling of freedom and independence. it is the type of environment in which i thrive in. jobs, people, or places that feel constricting, negative, or degrading immediately put me off and i pretty much continuously ruminate on the idea of leaving and, most of the time, do.
- i'm kind of a huge pushover. i don't assert myself, say no, with someone who i feel there would be a (real or imagined) conflict with. i shy away from conflict until the moment (if and when) i 'snap'. in my mind, if its a really insignificant thing, then whatever. i can just let it go... sometimes.
- i'm a verbal person. i'm good with expressing my thoughts, good and bad. when i want to, i can cut deep with my words (though i refrain from doing so). however, i can also heal with them, and i'm a wonderful person to have conversation with and to listen. if i'm uncomfortable around someone, i will pretty much be silent. me being talkative = comfortable.
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