⇢ april

• 01 | spent my morning researching about universities and entrance exams . during the afternoon i took a mock test to see how i did with time and score . i tried a new makeup look for the wedding and ended up not enjoying it . talked a lot to luisa;
• 02 | apparently it's the autism day in brazil . spent most of the day sleepy and depressed . i played "stardew valley" and watched "chihayafuru";
• 03 | tried a different makeuo look for the wedding and ended up liking it . spent most of the day playing "stardew valley" and watching "chihayafuru" . spent quite some time with my cats;
• 04 | i dyed my hair and played "stardew valley" . gustavo arrived home and we talked for a little while until he left to meet his friends . chu arrived and we didn't do much but it was nice!! . i got a little blue by the end of the evening;
• 05 | i cleaned the house during the morning . mom arrived here and we went out to have brakfast . we got ready for the wedding . wedding time!! - i drank a lot, i danced a lot, i gossiped a lot and i ate a lot!!;
• 06 | so, i was hangover . mom and i went out to get breakfast during the morning . we talked about some of our issues . during the afternoon we got out to eat and we had a really disappointing discussion and after that i was really sad and annoyed at the same time . mom and gus went went back home . i cleaned the house talking to lilith . during the evening i talked to chu a bit . took me a bit more time to fall asleep;
• 07 - 09 | i was quite depressed for most of the time . i t alked a lot about what happened the weekend before with my friends and trying to get my thoughts in order so i can move on;
• 10 | spent the morning talking with luisa about family and specially gustavo . gigi arrived after lunch and we spent the whole day and evening talking . we ordered pizza for dinner;
• 11 | i woke up early to take out the trash . i played stardew valley for a while until gigi woke up . we talked until lunch time, when she left . i cleaned the house and then kept playing stardew valley . chu arrived and we had dinner while watchng the office . the shower started leaking at some point;
• 12 | we woke up earlier than expected . we watched a movie and had lunch . we took a nap . i got my period and started feeling quite sad and depressed and tired . we watched a short movie and then started a dorama, which we enjoyed a lot . i ordered ice cream at some point during the evening;
• 13 | we woke up later than usual . we watched the last two episodes of the season . chu helped me clean the house . i spent the day watching the second season alone because i was feeling quite sad . i talked to chu a bit by the end of the day;
• 14 | woke up early to take out the trash . right after lunch the guy came to fix the shower that was leaking . i called lili briefly at some point because i was anxious as fuck . spent the whole day organising the house, not because i changed a lot but because i was feeling very tired because i was sick and because i got my period . i ate porridge while watching "house md" with chu and played a little bit of stardew valey;
• 15 | i woke up at four am and organised some things on my computer . i meditated . took a nap . woke up and studied for a couple of hours and then had lunch . studied during the afternoon . during the evening i was on call with chu and wacthed the jdrama;
• 16 | i woke up late because i had a terrible night of sleep . as soon as i woke up i called mom and we spent four hours talking . i had lunch, cleaned the house and went out to buy some thing i needed/wanted . for some reason i was really tired, maybe because of all the talking so i took a nap . i woke up and talked to chu and mori and played a bit of stardew valley;
• 17 - 21 | i don't remember but i went to friburgo and on saturday the whole family was over my parent's hoouse;
• 22 | i woke up early and went to the grocery store with my dad . we then went to the south zone of the city and picked up his new bicycle . we had lunch together and then i was hoome doing some chores . we had a long chat during the evening about some of our issues and also about my futgure . we ate burger and fries ehehe;
• 23 | i slept from 5 am to 9 am so i was completely fucked . i organized some things around the house and wacthed house;
• 24 | i woke up early and cleaned the house and watched house . mori arrived here after lunch - we gossiped a lot, made some cute little things with airdy clay, wacthed a movie (actually half a movie) and baked cookied . i was very tired by the end of the day so i just watched reels until falling asleep;
• 25 | dunno what i did, i think i made some things with airdry clay ??;
• 26 | woke up early and organised the house . i three batches of cookies . went to chu's house . we watched some movies, ate a lot and started a jigsaw puzzle;
• 27 | we woke up a bit early and spent some time together . chu went out for his exam and i stayed at his place and finished the puzzle and interacted with his parents . i think we watched a movie and ate pizza;
• 28 | i woke up early and spent the morning organising chu's books . i had lucnh with my in-laws . arrived home by the end of the afternoon and organised it;
• 29 | i didn't do much besides watching house and painting the things i made with airdry clay;
• 30 | dunno wtf i did but i ordered temaki for dinner!!