⇢ march

• 01 - 09 | carnaval . i mainly watched movies/anime/tvshow, took a lot of naps, stressed about my brother . had my period, which was awful;
• 10 - 16 | i was literally trying to stay alive because i was depressed and su!c!dal as fuck . don't remember much except that i was trying to draw and chu came by my house on tuesday;
• 17 - 23 | still very depressed . mori and gigi came by my house on tuesday and we spent some time together, that was pretty fun . on friday i spent the vening with chu but we didn't do much because i was pretty tired and fell asleep early;
• 24 | i waited the whole morning for the guy who was going to fix the wall to arrived but he didn't so i went out to get groceries around midday . he arrived during the afternoon . i don't actually remember what i did for the rest of the day tho;
• 25 - 27 | i was very anxious and my mood was all over the place and i had terrible mood swings . spent those days trying to get my life together and also started watching the second critical role campaign and "paradise kiss";
• 28 - 30 | i spent friday waiting for chu . on saturday i had a call with esben . on sunday i was just anxious and depressed as fuck;
• 31 | woke up early and got groceries . i started my research about the major and universities to measure my possibilities and got quite fucking anxious . i have no idea what i did the rest of the day;