• Mᶜ ʀᴇsᴘᴏɴsɪʙɪʟɪᴛʏ ♉
• TAURUS MIDHEAVEN (29°)
• "A man amuses himself by drawing strange shapes."

I long to feel secure. Once I find my security, I hold on to it. I'll tough it out. I like to be in charge and I become possessive of that position. I like to be hands-on, creating things for others to appreciate. Persistence comforts me. I may even stick with a terrible job because of my fear of change. I will realize that knowledge is more comforting than material things.

"You feel exultant in the freedom. Swept away beautifully. Answerable to nobody and nothing except the muse."

• ⚷ ᴅᴇᴇᴘᴇsᴛ ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅ ♍
• CHIRON in VIRGO (3°)
• "A woman doing delicate embroidery."

Chiron in Virgo will find itself to be incomplete and impure, unsuccessful or unable to heal. This causes me to be more obsessed with tiny details, but I may even just choose to surrender and live in chaos. To start the healing process, I must accept imperfection. And perhaps look into holistic remedies to service the whole.

"The mind being restrung slowly and systematically and by erosion of what was assumed or taken as a given. But inside the spiral, there lives a knowingness and a beingness in tune with Earth and Heaven, and it is rhythmically synchronized with the ancient and the future, the forgotten and the unknown."

• ⚳ ɴᴜʀᴛᴜʀᴇ ♉
• CERES in TAURUS (4°) Я
• "A man talking in his sleep."

I feel nurtured when I am fed and pampered, and I like to be massaged. I nurture in the same way. Food, shelter, financial stability. Touch. I will feel worthwhile when I can provide for myself.

"Longing for connection between the worlds, you may be able to take the underworld route through if disciplined attunement is fostered. Creative powers are dammed up and filtered through into naive wistfulness."

• ⚴ sᴛʀᴀᴛᴇɢʏ ♒
• PALLAS in AQUARIUS (24°) Я
• "A large brown bear picking and eating apples."

I can uncover many new possibilities as a Pallas Athena in Aquarius. My patterns are sheer genius and a bit insane. I am gifted in solving the most difficult problems with unusual solutions.

"You're trying to turn yourself around by alternately bingeing and reforming. But each binge triggers a reaction of the other side of mind, and each renunciation and reformation in turns triggers a further reaction. The only hope in this pattern lies in wearing out both ends, so that a third place can open in which neither acting out nor becoming exemplary is all that necessary."

• ⚵ ᴘᴀʀᴛɴᴇʀsʜɪᴘ ♍
• JUNO in VIRGO (25°)
• "A gold ring in the form of a snake swallowing its tail."

I am loyal to the end, but I have high expectations in my partner. I want my relationship to be organized and efficient, and I am attracted to these kind of people. Good health will help us flourish together.

"Knowing beyond knowing the nature of the quest. It is a delicate matter to know this much. Many who attain this point will employ their conscious mind to cover all this up and generate a busy outer facade."

• ⚶ ᴘᴏᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴀʟ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴏᴄᴜs ♒
• VESTA in AQUARIUS (28°) Я
• "A tapestry loom. On it is a half-finished tapestry."

I want to help humanity. My freedom to be an individual is what stimulates me, and I also work well in a group. Emotionally, I come off as aloof and standoffish. Indifference and intellect are my shields to avoid intimacy. I will carry out my duties, sometimes denying my own desires.

"It must be resumed, taken further, no matter what. Realize that everything is just beginning now and needs to be met with real passion."

• ⚸ ᴘᴇʀᴠᴇʀsɪᴏɴ ♈
• ARIES BLACK MOON LILITH (4°)
• "A cup overflowing with clear water."

The most passionate of Liliths. I can be aggressive and dominant with an air of comforting youthfulness. I am direct and open about my sexuality, giving me a sense of power. There may have been experiences early in my life with sexual assault, which has caused me to be frightened and actually sexually defiant. Riddled with self-esteem issues, I may even exploit my physical self. I want to be the leader, but I fear myself. There is a great chance that I have the karma of a killer, with residual tendencies for sudden sadistic and bloodthirsty outbursts and an attraction to certain dangers. In my intermediate stage, I can recognize the manifestations of my own evil and smother them.

"Magic when someone is ready and willing to stand there and allow all of existence to stream and pour through them. They shall activate the forces of magic, the return of wonder, and the feeling for what can be. Abandoning yourself to the frequency of boundless discovery in naive, raw, initial disclosure."

• ☋ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʟɪғᴇ ᴀʙɪʟɪᴛʏ ♊
• SOUTH NODE in GEMINI (4°)
• "An island just visible off the coast."

Curiousity and flexibility is a natural talent of mine, but duplicity may also be my downfall. I need to shed my indecisiveness, as it creates delays. I may need others to validate my existence, but I must find the light within myself. I need to hold my Gemini traits lightly and move onto the present.

"The inward twin is given free rein to picture and dream into and even open the space toward what can be and shall be in more vibrant worlds to come. The outward twin carries on as ever in the accustomed role of maintaining the status quo. But so little energy is given to this one, and so much life-force is funneled into sensing new worlds and exploring all the amazing places which these new worlds spark on the inside of the soul, timelessly and authentically."

• ☊ ᴘʀᴇsᴇɴᴛ ʟɪғᴇ ᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ♐
• NORTH NODE in SAGITTARIUS (4°) Я
• "A young prince undresses to bathe in a pool."

In this life, I am being pulled to discover my own truth. I seek what is beyond the mundane and feel I am ready to expand into that new dimension. I am developing my intuitive wisdom, sensing what lies beneath the surface. People are distractions, and I may need solitude to reinforce a clear and firm heart. Spending time in nature or practicing spirituality may lead me to find my soulmate. This person will help me expand my philosophical side.

"Willing to go to any lengths to divest yourself of that which stands between yourself and your world."

• ⊗ ᴘʀᴏsᴘᴇʀɪᴛʏ ♓
• PISCES FORTUNE (13°)
• "A woman imprisoned in a high tower."

I am characterized by spirituality and perhaps even mysticism. I will find happiness being connected to the universe, concentrating on higher ideals.

"You live infinitely alone, dreaming and drugged. Deep down inside, remembering everything dimly and darkly. Vacuum-pressed and emotionally grief stricken, nostalgic and raging, while not getting across and being muffled all-pervasively."