{all you need to do for this is write five things. these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day. do it each day on your listography for a year.}

start date: 13.01 | best days are marked with ☼

january

  • 13: sleep, listography, lunch, organization, calm.
  • 14: silent, rain, my dog, my bed, pedro.
  • 15: bete, grieve, the cranberries, miguel, tiredness (a lot).
  • 16: annihilation, amanda, crisis, cried, cried a lot.
  • 17: mom, tiredness, sleeping a lot, anxiety, peace at night.
  • 18: mom, lucas, thaís, chris, happiness. ☼
  • 19: period, liberdade, photoshoot, tiredness, gratefulness.
  • 20: terrible cramps, meds (a lot of meds), night with friends, happiness, books. ☼
  • 21: pain, cramps, fatigue, special meeting, call me by your name.
  • 22: cramps, bad feelings, more cramps, meds, more meds.
  • 23: carol, lourdes, special meeting at night, good food, call me by your name.
  • 24: michele, andreia, reunion, i don't remember anything else.
  • 25: reflexology, michele, good evening, saw my ex math teacher, loved call me by your name.
  • 26: psychiatrist, call me by your name movie, lady bird, terrible night, gabriely ):
  • 27: worry, worry, anxiety crisis, worry, worry.
  • 28: thiago, my little cousins, family, get out!, calm.
  • 29: feeling shitty, bessie, amanda, good talks, my dog.
  • 30: rain, madalena, bessie, cmbyn talks...
  • 31: raining almost all day, depressive feelings, cmbyn fav scenes, bessie and amanda, emma.

february

  • 01: rain, pet shop, depression, fun, cry.
  • 02: worries, procrastination, doing nothing, Alexander Vlahos answer.
  • 03: nice morning, afternoon sleep, erika, lucas, nice talks.
  • 04: tiredness, idleness, rain, do nothing, be nothing.
  • 05: depression, feelings of worthlessness, rain, emma, ballet class.
  • 06: bete, deo, jack, worryness,
  • 07: the love interest, ro, i don't remember anything else.
  • 08: wonder, date night with mom, stress, cried, cried until fall asleep.
  • 09: jack, afternoon with mom, planing tomorrow's travel, thais, deo.
  • 10: traveling, três marias, sleep, calm, travesuras de la niña mala.
  • 11: chris, thaís, karine, si, amanda (si), (boyfriends at the beach). ☼
  • 12: thaís, got drunk, amanda, dogs, sleep. ☼
  • 13: ice cream, goodbyes, read, arranging my things to get back home.
  • 14: home, jack, sick, sick, sick.
  • 15: sick, sick, sick, sick, sick.
  • 16: rain, very very sick, travesuras de la niña mala, gabs, duda.
  • 17: still sick, reunion, carol, lucas, 1 more hour.
  • 18: lucas, headache, family, açaí, social skills. ☼
  • 19: carol, rain, calm, social skills, normal.
  • 20: tiago, market shopping, time with family, social skills, sleepy.
  • 21: cramps, social skills, emptiness, unfocused, unmotivated.
  • 22: cramps, therapy, nice time, okja, pedro.
  • 23: cramps, gekkan shoujo nozaki-kun, amanda, emilie autumn, tumblr.
  • 24: gekkan shoujo nozaki-kun, emilie autumn, tumblr, emma, jack.
  • 25: emilie autumn, friends, são josé da lapa, nice time, god.
  • 26: carol, depression, tumblr, ballet, ice cream.
  • 27: worst day of the year, tired, terrible ex, ro, depression and anxiety.
  • 28: cried a lot, depression, he blocked me everywhere (i hate him), amanda, sadness.

march

  • 01: reflexology, depression, jack, my friends (pedro, carol, lucas, tico - amanda and ro), feeling better.
  • 02: bruno, depression, rain, jack, tumblr.
  • 03: tired, very very tired, jack, carol, mom, dad.
  • 04: very very very sick again, in pain, tired, oscar.
  • 05: still sick, animes, amanda, tumblr, calm day.
  • 06: tumblr, the hug keslen gave me, patricia, plans to the movies, self love. ☼
  • 07: sore throat, reunion, richard, dracula's song, peace.
  • 08: out in the morning, reflexology, new books, jack, sore throat (still).
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  • 10: daniela, igor, victor, wallisson, carol, tiago.
  • 11: rain, sleep, guitar, dad, tumblr.
  • 12: morning, yasmim, louvre (name), gray, photograph.
  • 13: keslen, pedro, annihilation, tumblr, tired.
  • 14: tired, tired, tired, tired, tired.
  • 15: morning, reflexology, gabs, fangirl special edition, dad.
  • 16: sleep, the old man and the sea, tumblr, new anime, rain.
  • 17: sleep, sleep, reunion, pizza, laggies.
  • 18: morning, lasangna, guitar, gakuen babysitters, ballroom e youkoso.
  • 19: morning, dad, richard, tumblr, ballet.
  • 20: morning, Psalm 27 by Jonathan Ogden, chocolate, tumblr, ballroom e youkoso.
  • 21: michele and lia, sleep, reunion, the great gatsby, richard.
  • 22: reflexology, chocolate, guitar, the gazette, nct.
  • 23: shopping, sleep, depression, cry, cry.
  • 24: ballet, ice cream, special meeting, richard, gabriely.
  • 25: cramps, vtm, ask (tumblr), gakuen babysitters, richard.
  • 26: cramps, yasmim, ballet (terrible, terrible, terrible), cry, cry.
  • 27: aline, sleep, keslen, amanda, bae.
  • 28: michele and lia, sleep, reunion, dad, night.
  • 29: morning, reflexology, richard, have it all, cry.
  • 30: sleep, clean my room, richard, songs, calm night. ☼
  • 31: grazy, edits, memorial, anxiety, scratches.

april

  • 01: reunion, lunch, sleep,
  • 02: carol, sleep, speech (eliane), ballet, the great gatsby.
  • 03: books, mistakes, family, richard, playlist for grazy.
  • 04: feeling very very sick, gabs, bae, amande, emma.
  • 05: reflexology, cry, cried all day, i can't remember anything.
  • 06: feeling like shit, nct/ten, pixel e-sports bar, drunk, sad.
  • 07: sad, depressed, sad, reunion, lucas.
  • 08: sleep, depressed, gabs, pedro, tico.
  • 09: bete, ballet, depressed, sad, sad.
  • 10: morning, sleep, family, richard, ten.
  • 11: sleep, angry, ballet, the great gatsby, reunion.
  • 12: morning, reflexology, sleep, richard.
  • 13: juliana (emma stone), tasks, cami, angry
  • 14: sleep, loneliness, dad's speech (carol and bete), amande, sad.
  • 15: lunch with pioneers, carol, presents,
  • 16: yasmim, photos, proud, ballet, richard.
  • 17: sleep, keslen, family study, night film,
  • 18: lia, feeling sick, night film, nct, reunion.
  • 19: fight with my brother, cry, reflexology, shopping, ten.
  • 20: terrible cramps, cry, grandma's house, duda, pain.
  • 21: pain, cramps, kpop talk, pain, pain.
  • 22: cramps, feeling better, neusa, ingrid, baby.
  • 23: birthday, messages from my friends, lots of love, ballet, feeling loved. ☼
  • 24: tiago, no voice, nct, stray kids, peace. ☼
  • 25: kpop, amanda p., night film physical copy, ballet, reunion.
  • 26: preaching, reflexology, books, pain, talks.
  • 27: tired, fight, center,
  • 28: preaching, time alone, tired, pedro, reunion.
  • 29: preaching, lunch, pedro, itau power shopping, fun.
  • 30: tired, tired, tired, kpop videos, fanfic.

may

  • 01: useless, pain, tired, aus, friends.
  • 02: thread for grazy, amanda and amande, kpop, sad, sad.
  • 03: feeling better, nice talks, kpop, twitter, nct.
  • 04: depressed, feeling useless, nice talks, kpop, au.
  • 05: preaching, headache, baek day, nomin.
  • 06: forgot to do it so i can't remember
  • 07: forgot to do it so i can't remember
  • 08: forgot to do it so i can't remember
  • 09: forgot to do it so i can't remember
  • 10: reflexology, bad mood, kpop, amande, jrock.
  • 11: photoshot with pedro, settling things with yasmim, feeling like shit, kpop, nct's album.
  • 12: not a pioneer anymore, worst day ever, i wanna die, i wanna die.
  • 13: i wanna die, nct funny cute videos, victor and igor...
  • 14: nct, stray kids, stray kids program, amanda, ballet.
  • 15: MY NCT ALBUM, twitter friends, amanda and bia, kpop talk, stray kids.
  • 16: nct, nct talk with grazy, twitter friends, gabs, stray kids.
  • 17: reflexology, nct album reality ver., grazy, kpop, weird.
  • 18: stray kids, cramps, friends, bad feeling, cry.
  • 19: cramps, cramps, cramps, aus, kpop.
  • 20: cramps, a lot of work, kpop...
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  • 31: ten, exo, stray kids, kq fellaz, nct.

june

  • 01: johnten au, aus, baek on twitter, nct dream vlive, china line vlive.
  • 02: nct, exo, cry, axiety, friends.
  • 03: taeten, my au, emptiness, my siblings, friends.
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  • 17: amande, pedro, pedro's parents, twitter, and i'm just feeling terrible right now.
  • 18: cramps, nct, taeyeon, blackpink, carrd.
  • 19: cramps, keslen present, life ruined, problems, problems.
  • 20: lourdes, bad moments, anxiety, reflexology, problems.
  • 21: crying a lot, problems, kpop, limitless album, crying.
  • 22: crying, more problems, anxiety, depression, i can't.
  • 23: stray kids, exo, anxiety
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july

jan 13 2018 ∞
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