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  • 31 - day6 (even of day) — where the sea sleeps. august hasn't been as good as i wished for it to be. i think i've been at one of my lowest these days. but, oh, to live for the hope of it all. the kind days are still to come.
  • 30 - caratland emotions! seventeen feelings! walk by the lake. rain hanging heavily in the dark clouds all around and felt in the warmth of the wind but never falling down.
  • 29 - tbz at a concert.
  • 28 - my tomorrow, your yesterday with lois. the insanity. the breaking down. the going crazy. i think i love this movie.
  • 27 - the past days seem like a blur. changmin's a to boyz! reviving my academic spirit in a ppt presentation for a letter to him.
  • 26 - day one of yoga. it feels good for the body. it feels like i'm doing something for myself only.
  • 25 - it's been raining a lot.
  • 24 - what better way to start a day than talking with the lovely dina. i can't decide which language to focus on now. maybe spanish has to wait a bit.
  • 23 - friends' reassuring words. my journal says i had a dream but i can't remember.
  • 22 - the beginning of my own little practice project and i think it's exciting to try it out. insane dreams and both lois & i dreaming about the same person. duolingo spanish in the middle of the night.
  • 21 - my own little practices. i feel determined (for now)
  • 20 - juyepn's a to boyz video. zucchini pancakes.
  • 19 - starting the day with jam's blog project. revisiting singapore in my thoughts. strange motivation feelings coming from updating cv. nishi's words of comfort.
  • 18 - cloudy skies first time in a long while. signing up for additional courses. morning bike rides my muscles hurt. meeting with paulina and julia, it felt nice to catch up. the beautiful sky on the way back.
  • 17 - breakdown over additional homework but i'm happy to be revising and remembering things. tbz comeback announcement!
  • 16 - one year since chili crab and taking pictures in the middle of a street with dione. the short roadtrip through villages and all the views on the way
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  • 14 - dione saying my hugs feel like mingyu hugs would feel, it's breaking down time part two. hermann hesse and dreamscapes. dina saying i remind her of "this soft yellow sky with a hint of grey color yk with thin layers of clouds scattered here and there" i've been tearing up a lot today.
  • 13 - cooked a two course meal for myself and the fam! it's been exactly one year since my first meeting with dione and it's breaking down time.
  • 12 - a crane flying over the lake in the morning, tree's birthday! picnic with the gals (at her house bc of covid) and all the catching up. staying up at night and waiting to spot shooting stars from where i was sitting on the staircase on the top floor of the building. as many tears as there were shooting stars. made wishes for all the people in my heart.
  • 11 - a good breakfast. there's a moomin shop & cafe in seoul
  • 10 - morning bike ride, running from the heat. the motivation to study hard is back. first day with all the new food and recipes! watched grave of the fireflies and don't want to think about it ever again.
  • 9 - finished reading knulp and started with fair play, but i don't want to rush it. the livestream of fireworks in singapore bringing back memories. afternoon walk, hot air and golden sunlight; the dreamiest clouds. staying up to write.
  • 8 - one year since the farthest journey which was a result of an april fool's spontaneous decision. reminiscing that time while buying coconut milk in the heat. the most fun conversation, playing around with prompts. writing letters late into the night.
  • 7 - morning bike rides and the cobwebs everywhere in the air. intense sunlight. pride and prejudice on tv
  • 6 - long walks. dina being a come to me anti and the entire fight on the tl (and in the dms); it's august, meteor showers should be just around the corner, right?
  • 5 - golden dawn, morning bike ride and the cobwebs in the air being a reminder that autumn is getting closer.
  • 4 - golden dawn. morning bike rike, hill-looking clouds in the distance. taemin's comeback! (precomeback?) cooking cherry soup for lunch. the pink sky at sunset.
  • 3 - catching up with journaling after the weekend yet again. it's been raining.
  • 2 - walks in the neighbourhood, watching people play basketball in the park. an intense feeling of missing someone. read jonathan livingston seagull, finished season 3 of dark and read all about paradoxes.
  • 1 - welcoming august with taylor swift's august, which, to be honest, i'm obsessed with. realizing that the best way to start a month has been hanging out with jam and lois.
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