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  • 30 - morning bike ride, the sticker shopping and playing around with decorating, which i'm excited to continue. the comfort and rainy atmosphere of juyeon vlive. talked with dina about for lovers who hesitate among other stuff, i will really never let that song go, huh?
  • 29 - had a funny tbz dream, found out about an upcoming film about tove jansson while browsing through the official moomin shop website. first metastream session in what felt like ages! the books we've ordered arrived.
  • 28 - the sunrise, the rain
  • 27 - woke up earlier than usual but still feeling rested. finished level 1 korean lessons and i feel like i understand so much more about it now. tteokbokki for today!
  • 26 - a surprisingly good morning! felt so good! went for a bike ride and it felt so good too! will not forget the tall chamomile that reached up to my hip. looked through local translation offices. moonbae vlive and europe tour memories. tree's sangyeon playlist. ordered a few books with mama, maybe i'll finally get back to reading (it's been over a month); faint moon in the evening sky and soft clouds looked so dreamy together.
  • 25 - it's so good to see chloe on twitter again and talk for a bit, i miss her so much at all times! the jannabi fancams from a concert on my birthday, as it turned out. tree song recs and the conversation that followed. new music from fromm!
  • 24 - morning bike ride, it was too hot for 8am, but i saw so many beautiful flowers. kosher and toffee photos. the boyz and their duck toy.
  • 23 - learning present tense in korean whoa
  • 22 - going for a short bike ride first time in? a year? the sight of ducks sleeping by the lake comforted me greatly. seventeen comeback!
  • 21 - soft sleepy sunday, in awe over the art of the last of us 2 game backgrounds
  • 20 - having fun learning and it helps me ignore the not so good feelings and thoughts, gotta remember that
  • 19 - the determination to keep learning. planted strawberry seeds in a pot on our balcony.
  • 18 - road to kingdom final and every overwhelming emotion that came with it
  • 17 - ?
  • 16 - got enough time to solve an exam paper for the first time ever
  • 15 - last zoom meeting with 老师 and she gave us some good advice for summer studying. trans of jannabi's come back home lyrics
  • 14 - lois and strawberries <3 videocall with nishi lifted the moods of today/yesterday i feel the serotonin and the love in my heart i really do
  • 13 - streaming excitements i'm experiencing for the first time. stamps and geography talks with lois. finished the great with the fam. emotional letter times
  • 12 - tbz released their final track for rtk, i made crepes for lunch. zoom meeting with lomls that had my face hurting from all the smiling and my heart hurting from all the love i couldn't fit in there at once. first wild strawberries from our own little plant on the balcony.
  • 11 - the speaking exam turned out to be nicer than i'd imagined and stressed about. road to kingdom and the most beautiful performance from the boyz. a day full of emotions and yearning. wrote a letter.
  • 10 - returned to my exam playlist after a year. letter from lois
  • 9 - singing out loud while studying
  • 8 - reveal album arrived! boy version with the best possible inclusions too. very important unboxing zoom meeting that made me so happy!
  • 7 - svt's sudden emotional song release! close by cosmos hippie made me tear up, i added it to my night tunes playlist, it fits so well there. did hsk4 listening tests to check where i stand and it went so much better than i thought.
  • 6 - spent most of the day revising traditional characters while chatting with lois about a plethora of things. i've been thinking about taiwan possibilities and it didn't make me feel terrified. wrote a letter.
  • 5 - already got the commissioned drawing from casey! it's so lovely (green hoodie juyeon who worried about rain); last online class of the semester! and hopefully last online class ever, i'm so happy it's the end. dream talks. pride and prejudice on tv and i swear i see more yearning every time i watch it. strawberry moon!
  • 4 - dream talks. casey sent me a sketch of the drawing and it looks so nice. road to kingdom which i would never watch if it wasn't for tbz performances help it's so bad. tbz x oneus heroine cover that was so meaningful and touching.
  • 3 - sweet strawberries. commissioned casey for a good cause!
  • 2 - i managed to revise a lot. made bruschetta for dinner.
  • 1 - children's day i forgot about but my parents remembered, a little sweet gift that made me smile. field of daisies in the park (for jam); the chinese word for a ballpen refill is literally "heart of a pen" (笔心)
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