˗ˏˋ✧ days without biting my nails ― 11

˗ˏˋ✧ days without crying ― 10

˗ˏˋ✧ days without cursing ― 43

feb 4 2020 ∞
feb 16 2020 +
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。☆͙ ·̩  。 ☆ ゚ ✻   。*  +   ✻ ・ 。☆͙  ☆ *

: 09. 02. 20 // a handwriting analysis

today i sent in a picture of my handwriting for an analysis. this was the results .

the results make me uncomfortable with how real they are.

: 18.01.20 // flirting

flirting with girls to forget you. that's what i'm doing. flirting with girls that i have no interest in. to forget you. why is always the girls who don't like me the ones i like?

you have a boyfriend, you have a guy. i want to forget you to badly. i want you out of my life. i wrapped my arms around a girl who i don't like, to forget you. it's not good, i can't keep playing with these girls feelings to forget you.

jan 7 2020 ∞
feb 10 2020 +
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i am... ✧ˎˊ˗

    • extroverted
    • confident
    • disorganized
    • lazy
    • laidback
    • carefree
    • indecisive
    • non judgemental
    • accident prone
    • a daydreamer
    • bad at holding grudges
    • forgetful
jan 8 2020 ∞
jan 30 2020 +
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gemini ☼ ; taurus ☾ ; sagittarius ↑

°*.↬ bandcamp / tumblr / soundcloud +

    • lesbian, black, she/they, enfp
    • world peace activist & intersect. feminist

likes ↷ angelcore, malcom x, r&b, silent mornings, peaceful/constructive arguments, pools

dislikes ↷ war, fascists, homophobes, transphobes, hateful people, frogs, the dentist office

nov 21 2019 ∞
feb 6 2020 +
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˗ˏˋ✧ self care ✧ˎˊ˗

    • dance to a favorite song
    • draw something pretty
    • listen to music !!
    • do 10 push-ups
    • make a cup of tea
    • stretch
    • get some fresh air
    • write in my journal
    • write a letter, then throw it out
    • take a hot/cold bath
    • create a music playlist/mixtape

make sure to eat... ↷ milk, protein shakes, rice, red meat, nuts and nut butter, whole grain breads, potatoes, corn, beans, sweet potatoes, cereal bars

jan 1 2020 ∞
jan 8 2020 +
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personal aesthetic... ✧ˎˊ˗

    • dad hats
    • peace signs
    • blue skies
    • light blue jeans
    • white socks
    • relaxed fit clothes
    • skateboarding
    • palm trees
    • sleeping till 4pm
    • being late
    • getting high
    • being disorganized
    • light colored large sweaters
    • unfinished projects
    • socks with sandals
    • flip flops
jan 30 2020 ∞
feb 6 2020 +
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webtoons ✧ˎˊ˗

movies ✧ˎˊ˗

    • it chapter 2 (2019) ★★☆☆☆

anime ✧ˎˊ˗

    • the promised neverland ★★★★☆
    • dororo ★★★☆☆
    • one punch man #10
    • demon slayer #26
    • dr. stone #18
    • jojo's bizarre adventure golden wind #11
    • cells at work #0

manga ✧ˎˊ˗

jan 7 2020 ∞
feb 8 2020 +
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˗ˏˋ✧ essential traits in a partner ✧ˎˊ˗

    • open minded
    • feminine or genderless expression
    • emotional supportive
    • funny
    • physically affectionate
    • honesty

i am only attracted to women !! also trans women are women

insp

jan 9 2020 ∞
jan 11 2020 +
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2020 goals ✧ˎˊ˗

    • ☑ start studying for tests
    • ☑ try dmt
    • ☑ do 10 solid full pushups
    • ☐ tell my crush i like her
    • ☐ start a steady workout routine
    • ☐ get my first job
    • ☐ start a new hobby
    • ☐ complete a 30 day challenge
    • ☐ pick up drawing again
    • ☐ stop nail biting
    • ☐ be more honest with my emotions
dec 29 2019 ∞
jan 30 2020 +