• He/Him
  • Gay
  • Autistic, ADHD, PTSD, Separation Anxiety, Ombrophobia, Chronic Game Syndrome
  • I had a few scars here and there. I had a little bit of scaring from my surgery as a kid but it was hard to see. You could feel them if you touched any of them. I also definitely got a scar from where I was shot in the shoulder. There were a few other smaller scrapes here and there from time and all the fighting but most other things healed alright.

Pre-Series

  • After moving out I only moved once or twice. I hated moving and so I did everything in my power not to. I’m pretty sure the apartment I had though out the series I got and kept the longest.
  • When I still lived at home I didn’t take very good care of myself and got sick really easily. It wasn’t till after the surgery when I was 18 that I got the kick I really needed to get my life back together. Once I’d moved out I started taking much better care of my health and was honestly much happier. I got my life back together pretty well. Snack foods, which was what I survived on as a kid almost, became some what of a comfort food for me. I didn’t eat them as heavily as I did as a teen but I did have a cabinet of them to snack on here and there. I also shared them with anyone who’d visit.

Series

  • Poppy was my first real friend. I didn’t have any really growing up due to all the moving and just sorta being the ‘weird kid’ in schools. I also was very introverted as a teen and didn’t leave my room or interact with people much at all outside of tournaments. When I went back to med school I became so focused on my work while still wanting to take care of myself that I didn’t think much about or take much time to ever make relationships with others. When I joined CR Poppy was very friendly and nice and we quickly became best friends.
  • It didn’t take me long before I asked to play Poppy’s cabinet. I loved games and with all the work I’d been doing I fell out of playing them as much and having a cabinet so close by was just way too tempting. I was nervous to ask cause I wasn’t sure if it was rude or anything but she was ecstatic and we played almost immediately. After that it was a usual occurrence for us to play on breaks or during any downtime.
  • I was a huge huger. Most if not all reunion moments were not just hand shakes or whatever the show shows I almost always pulled people into hugs.
  • After Kiriya died I spent a lot more time at the hospital or at CR. I picked up more shifts or just stayed in the break rooms and worked on other stuff. Anything so that I didn’t have to go back home alone. I never took well to loss and I had horrible separation anxiety so it hit me real hard. Similarly, after Parad and Poppy ‘died’ in the finale eps I didn’t go home at all. I stayed in CR or at Kiriya’s place. I hadn’t had Parad back for long but when I though he was gone for good that time it near ruined me. If it wasn’t for Kiriya I might have just lost myself into solidarity again. He pushed me to keep going and Hiiro and Taiga also helped a lot.
  • During the events of “Kamen Rider Brave: ~Let’s Survive! Revival of the Beast Rider Squad!~” I was way more messed up than what it showed. I definitely was out of commission along with Mizuki and Satsuki. I’m pretty sure I had a broken rib and other major injuries from that fight. Definitely was one of the worst of them overall.
  • During the events of “Goriders” there was a time where Kiriya and I confessed mutual affection. Unfortunately, he was still dead at the time and there really wasn’t much realistic hope of him coming back completely. At most we kissed and went back to the game. It wasn’t till he came back both to life and to CR that we officially started dating.
  • Parad and I started dating not long after the finale of the show itself. It wasn’t a weird transition it actually felt like the most natural thing in the world. But there were a couple things that we talked about just about our past and everything that’d happened to us pretty early on. After that there were never any secrets between us (not that it was very easy to keep secrets with someone who shared a heart and mind with you).
  • I don’t remember when exactly it happened but it was definitely long before “Mighty Novel X” but a polycule did get started. It honestly started from me admitting to Kiriya that I had a thing for both Hiiro and Taiga. I’d had feelings for them for white a while actually but it never felt like I could say it with all the fighting both in and out of the group and just everything going on. Then I was dating Kiriya and then Parad and I wasn’t sure what to do from there. I told Kiriya and about it and he seemed baffled not by my additions but by the fact that I said I wasn’t even sure if they’d like me back. I was really oblivious about that kinda stuff. Honestly I don’t remember how it happened but not soon after that Kiriya pulled Hiiro and Taiga into a polycule with us.
  • Parad was not part of the CR polycule but he was also with Graphite, also separate from him dating me.

Post-Series

  • Through the series and even before I did suffer from chronic migraines and some bodily aches from Game Syndrome. Before I knew what it was I attributed it to the way I treated my body as a teen. After I found out what it was I made sure to take a lot of effort to regulate my stress and really really keep track of my health. After accepting Parad it calmed down a lot. He had a huge control over the symptoms and could quell them with some ease. I still had to watch my stress levels and I got headaches easily but it was manageable and not much of a bother. Having Parad with me was worth any measly headache. And there wasn’t much a couple pain meds couldn’t help.
  • I would get really weird and sad or upset when it rained. This was a constant thing. Normally Parad would keep me company (he also really disliked rain and water in general) but sometimes if I was at work or with them the others would also keep me company well. Everyone was especially kind about stuff like that. Not just with me but with each other as well. We all had rough patches but none of us were ever alone and it was really nice.
  • I’m pretty sure after the events of “Mighty Novel X” I broke all contact with my dad completely. I didn’t ‘betray him’ or whatever the hell he was talking about. I was a child and the only regret I have is ever letting him get to me.
  • After “Finale Stage” CR started a program dedicated to the needs of Bugsters. Most of them just came to fight as that was just part of their programming and it was what made them happy and helped any current Game Syndrome (even though with the vaccines it really wasn’t necessary anymore) but some Bugsters like Burgermon would give us other tasks that related to their game play or programming. I was head of that department when it was in use and Parad and Poppy both were big hands in it as well.
  • Once Parad started living with me the game collection only got bigger faster. The place was practically wall to wall with games and consuls. We tried our best to keep stuff organized and clean but it was a pretty normal occurrence to find a handheld left on a sink or table somewhere.
  • Parad and I got really good at scheduling our time away from each other. When I wanted to be alone with the CR polycule or he wanted to be alone with Graphite or any of the other Bugsters we would plan those out around the same time. It wasn’t like it hurt or anything like that to be separated we just liked sticking as close together as we could most of the time. Neither of us really liked being alone either so it worked out best this way.
  • When we were outside of the house Parad tended to stay inside me. He would come out if he wanted to join a conversation or if we needed him. He also would come out to play games with Poppy while we worked sometimes. It was pretty common knowledge though that Parad was always around unless otherwise stated.
  • Around Christmas time just about everyone got much clingier with Kiriya. I’m not sure if anyone other than Kiriya actually noticed it though. He didn’t seem to mind either, he liked the attention and would always do stuff with us even more than normal to keep spirits up for the holidays.
  • It took a while but Nico eventually warmed up to me and even Parad. Her, Parad, Poppy, and I would have our own little game hangouts. Sometimes we could rope Kiriya, Hiiro, and Taiga into joining us but it was mostly just us four.
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