• Lately I've been dreaming about xanax. Xanax and molly, xanax and ketamine. I cheek pills and spit them out when no one is looking. They're gritty and starting to dissolve in my palm.
  • I guess I miss it. Watching House doesn't help. I have nothing to do when I'm upset now other than to sleep, apply for jobs/fantasize and bother Alex. I fantasize about ripping out people's teeth and other violent things. I don't work out anymore because it feels pointless.
aug 14 2015 ∞
sep 1 2015 +