hi 11:11 na, no? :D pakiramdam ko hindi mo ieexpect na letter isusulat ko sayo sa gabing ‘to dahil sa bet pero wala, naisip ko and i find it vv cute :p sa aking 11:11, hindi ko alam paano ko to uumpisahan sa totoo lang pero alam mo yung pakiramdam na minsan may mga bagay na masaya ka na talaga, and you’re already contented kung ano meron ka and sa tingin mo sobra na yon? yes. that pero it gets better. the happiness and the love i feel for you keeps growing patagal lang ng patagal na nakakasama kita, i don’t know if it’s a bad thing or hindi sa totoo lang. basta ang alam ko lang ay minamahal kita.

some things change along the way, hindi ko alam kung yun ba ay mas nagiging comfortable tayo sa isa’t isa, or kaya mas nagiging open na tayo sa isa’t isa about what we feel talaga sa mga certain situations. yan yung tinutukoy kong hindi ko aakalain na mas sasaya pa pala ako sayo. you don’t know how happy you make me feel, and how loved you make me feel. sobrang sobra na, and i don’t even think you know. you’re the change na kinailangan ko sa buhay ko, without even knowing it ??? pwede ba ‘yon :( dumating ka sa buhay ko and sobrang thankful ko na nangyari yon.

sa mga araw na pagod na pagod na ako, alam kong ikaw din pero you choose to stay with me and still motivate me to do my work and tasks. grabe, sobrang thankful ko talaga sayo kapag ganon :( i mean, palagi naman pero the fact na you choose to stay maski you need it more than me makes me feel so special. kakanta na ba ako ng twice? biro. :D masama bang kapag nalulungkot ako, ikaw agad naiisip ko ? no, not to use you to make me happy pero sa fact na iniisip palang kita, sumasaya na ako. you don’t even need to do anything, kapag pumapasok ka sa isip ko ayon na nagpapasaya saakin.

you make me happy, sobra. whenever you tell me na you feel like you’re not doing a good job as my boyfriend, masakit siya sa pakiramdam kasi hindi yon totoo. wala namang status yan sa ‘good’ or ‘bad’ as long as you’re here with me, and you choose me and to be with me, you’re doing more than what you think ‘good’ is. it’s not easy to love someone everyday, paulit ulit. hindi ba nakakasawa ‘yon? hindi ka pa nagsasawa (yata) saakin. and i love you so much for that. 116 days na tayo today, daddy! april 25 heheeee :D

thank you for choosing to love me, and choosing me everyday since january first of this year. sorry if sometimes napakahirap kong intindihin, alam ko naman yon. i’ll try my best to be open sayo, i hope you do the same :( huwag ka nang magtago saakin dahil sa tingin mo hindi ko magugustuhan, o ano pa. kung ano man yan, sabihin mo saakin and you know i’ll tell you honestly what i feel. ganon na, okay? wala nang taguan, ang panget panget non at sabi nang walang panget saatin >:( hindi ko napansin na napakahaba na pala ‘to, happy reading nalang dahil hindi pa ako tapos !!! BSBSBSBBSHS. i love you so much daddy ko.

ibalik ko ba yung una?? well, sa totoo lang hindi ko ineexpect na magugustuhan kita. actually nsa talaga ako noon, since bago palang ako sa twt and nagulat ako it was a thing na hindi ka naghahanap ng relationship. ayon, sabi ko kay ate khione na maybe maging nsa ako since i joined just for fun lang naman, no harm in anything and wala talaga akong balak magkajowa noon kasi alam mo na namang situation kong nangagago lang most of the time. jokes on me siguro dahil nangyari ka, nangyari tayo?? cliché :p pero sobrang thankful ko na nangyari tayo maski napakahirap nung una.

mahirap nga nung una pero tignan mo naman tayo alam mk hBSBSBS paminsan naiisip ko na i’m glad i don’t get that vibe na malapit na tayo maghiwalay. i know na magtatagal tayo and i hope my gut feeling is right. sa totoo lang nung nag ka usapan tayo na “walang hiwalayan” thing, i really got anxious and scared maski it was you reassuring me na hindi mo ako iiwanan kasi most couples, ganiyan sila sa isa’t isa pero nagiiwanan padin sila. i trust you naman, nakakatakot lang talaga isipin na mawala ka saakin so i guess it gave me anxiety to even think about it.

hey ang haba haba na talaga nito sana kaya mo pang basahin :( next time mo na basahin yung iba biro tatapusin ko na, last paragraph ko na talaga to HBSHSBSHSBSH i’m writing this as you watch whatever you’re watching kaya i think natuluyan kita. sunday, 11:11? finished. sana hindi ka mabadtrip na ikaw na ngayon ang incharge sa promotion ng upa mall, i’ll help you naman :p hindi siya ganoon kahirap since i’ll do the mismong output. sana naiyak ka sa letter na ‘to <3 biro lang. i love you daddy !!! ito na ang pinaka maeffort kong 11:11 and you cannot deny it :D

11:11 at 24/7 ay ikaw at ikaw lang, sean.