FOOD & DRINK

• fruit
  • pomelo
  • lemon
  • peach
  • nectarin
  • pineapple
  • green apples
  • mango
  • melon & watermelon
  • pomegranate
• veg
  • fresh carrots
  • broccoli
  • pumpkin
  • cucumbers
  • tomatoes
  • cauliflower
  • potato

—— ( aikatherina )

• somewhere between 6 and 42
• foreign languages major
• isfp ✦ chaotic good ✦ pisces

• leg cramps
• dizziness
• shortness of breath
• tremor
• panic attacks (they last for hours)
  • high blood pressure (124/89)
  • fast heart rate (~110 bpm)
  • heart palpitations
  • fear of death
  • near loss of consciousness
  • fatigue
  • tightness in chest
• pregnancy scare
• rabies scare
• arm pains, discomfort
• tingling
• constipation
• bloating, belching
• chest heaviness

this i write to always remember that my b...

• Aphex Twin
  • SAW vol.II
  • ...I Care Because You Do
  • Richard D James album
  • the whatever soundcloud tracks come up
• Kraftwerk
  • Autobahn
  • The Man Machine
• Death Grips
  • The Powers That B
  • Exmilitary
• King Crimson
  • Lizard
  • Discipline
  • In the Court of the Crimson King
• Aphrodite's Child

Imagine being a deeply thoughtful, intensely feeling child growing up in a family that is neither. Imagine your intense feelings being ignored or discouraged. Imagine that your thoughtfulness is viewed as a weakness.

I don't really want to whine, so it's gonna be short - emotional neglect makes beautiful things look ugly, leastwise that's how I felt. There's a long long journey ahead of me. And the road will never end. Not like it's a bad thing :)