FICTION

• The H.P. Lovecraft collection
• A.Pushkin "Eugene Onegin" (re-read)
• M.Bulgakov "A Young Doctor's Notebook" ✦✦✦✦✦
• M.Bulgakov "Morphine" ✦✦✦✦✦
• W.Golding "The Lord of the Flies" ✦✦✦✦✧

NON-FICTION

• S.Covey "The Seven Habits of Highly-Productive People"

Lord give me strength to overcome my anemia and be able to read with a considerable reserve of stamina again, please.

LOOKS

• taller than me but not too tall
• dark hair, not black
• eccentric-looking, but attractive
• knows how to dress
• good posture
• not buff, just a lean guy

PERSONALITY

• kind
• respectful
• loves animals
• respects women
• not soy
• traditionally masculine
• patient
• positive outlook on life
• humorous and can take a joke
• not an incel
• adequate self-esteem
• just a good guy ok

BREAKFAST

• Omelet
• Cheese Toast
• Avocado Toast
• Smoothies
• Tomato Egg Stir-fry

LUNCH

• Cheese Soup
• Pumpkin Soup
• Noodle Soup
• Chicken Soup
• Mushroom Soup

DINNER

• Chicken Curry
• Asian-style pork
• Baked potatoes
• Spicy chicken
• Pasta

THINGS

• new camera
• mini printer
• home decor
• glass nib pen
• cable organizer
• album
• thermometer
• perfume (samples ordered)
• electric lighter
• new graphic tablet

FOOD

• Sauce
  • Fish
  • Spicy
  • Relish
• Honey Drink (for the winter)
• Instant Miso
• Curry paste

MOVIES

• Morphine ✦✦✦✦✦
• The Lake House ✦✦✦✦✧
• Dead Poets' Society ✦✦✧✧✧
• The Master and Margarita ✦✦✦✦✧
• Pearl ✦✦✧✧✧
• Oppenheimer ✦✧✧✧✧
• The Matrix ✦✦✦✧✧
• Constantine ✦✦✦✦✧
• 12 Chairs (didn't finish)
• The End of Evangelion (re-watch)
• Poor Things ✦✦✦✧✧
• The Truman Show ✦✦✦✦✧
• The Matrix Reloaded ✦✦✦✧✧

SERIES

• Neon Genesis Evangelion (re-watch)
• Baby Reindeer ✦✦✦✦✦

• The Warden (Superjail)
• Dr. Katz (Dr. Katz Professional Therapist)
• Saul Goodman (Breaking Bad\Better Call Saul)
• Kesha the Parrot (homonymous)
• Daniil Dankovsky (Pathologic, Pathologic 2)

I always forget what I really want to do in life during my more depressive episodes so I am putting it down here.

TRAVEL

• Russia
  • Karelia
  • Vladivostok
  • Murmansk
  • Siberia somewhere
  • Caucasus
• India
• North Korea
• Japan
• New Zealand
• US

LIFE

• A cabin
• My own apartment
• A green kitchen

• Eustace
• Daniel
• Constantine

GIRL

• Martha
• Esther

✦ MOVIES

• Major Grom: The Plague Doctor
• Grom: A Rough Childhood
• That Film About Sugar
• The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson
  • "Acquaintance"
  • "The Hound of the Baskervilles"
• The Crimson Rivers 1 & 2
• Dogma (didn't finish)

✦ SHOWS

• Trigger, both seasons

Character

• lie less
• see a therapist
• try to be more positive
• dye hair
• get to know myself better

Money & things

• make kimchi
• try to save for/buy a new camera
• buy less sweet stuff and more useful stuff
• try new things
• buy new clothes

General

• take it easy
• make use of my time
• work smarter

✦ —— current

• jouranling/listography
• cooking/baking
• trying new things
• drawing
• biking
• crocheting
• calligraphy/lettering
• scrapbooking/junkbooking
• photography
• music

✧ —— wanna try

• papermaking
  • water tub
  • photo frames
  • cotton cloth
  • blender
• drying flowers/plants
• cross-stitching

Done:

• The Red Arrow ✦✦✦✧✧

Ongoing:

• The Call of Ctulhu & Other Weird Stories by H.P. Lovecraft
  • Dagon ✦✦✦✧✧
  • The Statement of Randolph Carter ✦✦✧✧✧
  • Facts Concerning the Late Arthur Jermyn and his Family ✦✦✦✦✧
  • Celephaïs ✦✦✦✦✦
  • Nyarlathhotep ✦✦✧✧✧
  • The Picture in the House ✦✦✦✧✧
  • The Outsider ✦✦✦✦✧
  • Herbert West -- Reanimator ✦✦✦✦✧
  • The Hound
  • The Rats in the Walls
  • The Festival