• the beach
  • roller skating
  • scooby doo, tom & jerry, the andy griffith show
  • the chunky technology I remember from the 2000s, specifically our old tv
  • mac n cheese
  • waking up really early
  • pink
  • long car rides
  • being around extended family
  • colored pencils
  • veggietales lmao
  • church
  • nerf guns
  • cookies
  • hall closets
  • storage buckets
  • playing cards
  • strawberries
  • ladybugs
jun 12 2019 ∞
jun 12 2019 +

PROS

  • seems to be getting rid of all my migraines
  • has less overall headaches then with the other meds

CONS

  • the dizziness
  • no mental health benefits (ie anxiety) and increase of suicide risk
  • makes my hands numb/tingly
  • seems to be making me nauseous when I eat and brush my teeth which is weird... stopped doing that?
may 18 2019 ∞
jun 2 2019 +
  • record player
  • and vinyls for it...
  • amazon gift card so I can buy more songs
  • a phone probably won't happen lol
  • a fitbit watch / similar product I bought an inspire hr, $99 with birthday money
  • wireless earbuds
  • a big wooden desk
  • new bike
  • A guitar never gonna happen oof
apr 18 2019 ∞
may 21 2019 +
  • the 1975
  • Troye Sivan
  • Twenty One Pilots
  • Guns n Roses
  • Metallica
  • Panic! At the Disco
  • AC/DC
  • Black Sabbath
  • Pink Floyd haven't in a while
  • the Who
  • The Doors
  • Nirvana
apr 10 2019 ∞
jul 1 2019 +

☆ = v good/interesting

  • Hedwig and the Angry Inch ☆
  • The Way He Looks ☆
  • Love, Simon
  • Being 17
  • North Sea Texas
  • G.B.F.
  • Geography Club
  • The Perks of Being a Wallflower ☆
  • Orlando ☆
  • My Own Private Idaho
  • Midnight Cowboy ☆
  • My Beautiful Laundrette
  • Philadelphia
  • The Birdcage
  • Maurice ☆
  • Beautiful Thing
  • Mysterious Skin
  • Parting Glances
  • The Way He Looks rewatched
  • Forrest Gump rewatched (☆)
jan 27 2019 ∞
jul 12 2019 +

aaa every month I've been doing a thing where I make a list of stuff that happens, it's kind of like a monthly but messier...I guess?? hi hello

I HATE JULY FUCK JULY

song of the month bohemian rhapsody, queen

Events:

  • screw u fourth of july u scare my poor dog
  • 01 didn't do anything really bc I felt like shit so I watched a bunch of YouTube and then clicked the random trope button on tvtropes a million times and educated myself on the world of random tvtrope pages
  • 02 basically the same
  • 03 was really tired, even almost fell asleep watching a thriller lol,, went grocery shopping and out to eat, felt horrible all day bc mr. uterus is a bastard
  • 04 tired again and kept almost falling asleep but not actually really falling asleep...
jul 2 2019 ∞
jul 18 2019 +
  • take your new meds - one half pill each morning, one half at dinner
  • vitamins!!
  • shower doing pretty good with this one tho
  • Brush teeth x2 a day
  • Eat at least 2 meals
  • Clean up trash from your room
  • Check up on friends
  • Go to bed before 2 am
apr 24 2019 ∞
jun 2 2019 +
  • nice shoes saddle oxfords
  • pants for church
  • Some shorts find some high waisted ones
  • Maybe a few tank tops
  • Bell bottoms bc why not
  • doc martens some day...saving up
  • A plain white button up
  • Pajama pants
  • 70s platforms when I get some it's over for you bitches
  • hawaiian dad shirts
  • black turtle neck
  • puffy sleeve shirt
  • flipping belt I REALLY NEED ONE
apr 15 2019 ∞
jun 12 2019 +

bad habits

  • Curse words
  • Ok/okay
  • Oof
  • Yeet
  • Yeehaw
  • Dude
  • Bro
  • Yikes
  • Lol
  • Sorry
apr 9 2019 ∞
jun 6 2019 +

bold = currently rewatching

  • Happy Together
  • Romeo & Juliet
  • Howl
  • The Hunger Games: Mockingjay pt. 1
  • Bohemian Rhapsody
  • Once Upon a Deadpool
  • Into the Spiderverse
  • Hereditary
  • Psycho
  • Scream
  • Texas Chainsaw Massacre
  • The Matrix
  • Back to the Future
  • The Blair Witch Project
  • The Incredibles 2
  • Birdbox
  • Two Weddings and a Funeral
  • Aliens
  • North Sea Texas
  • Esteros
dec 15 2018 ∞
jul 3 2019 +
  • Orange is the New Black s1
  • Game of Thrones s4
  • Breaking Bad
  • The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina s1
  • Riverdale s3
  • Sense8 s1
  • Outlander
  • Fingersmith pt3
  • The 'Other' Love Story WEBSERIES ep4
  • The Walking Dead
  • Hormones s3
  • Boku no Hero Academia s1
  • Sense8 s2
  • Skam original s4
  • Shameless US vers s1
  • Schitt's Creek
  • Mo Dao Zu Shi s2, when it's out
  • One Day at a Time s3
  • Jane the Virgin s2
  • Mr Robot
  • Merlí s1
dec 25 2018 ∞
jun 9 2019 +
  • 01 crescent rolls & pizza sauce, ice cream, greek yoghurt, cheese sandwiches
  • 02 spaghetti os, cheese sandwiches
  • 03 dickeys (mac n cheese and fries), reheated dickeys, funions
  • 04 somehow only ate crescent rolls & pizza sauce
  • 05 crescent rolls & pizza sauce, Whataburger
  • 06 pancakes, funions, cheese sandwiches, ice cream
  • 07 pancakes, crescent rolls, funions
  • 08 pancakes, yoghurt, spaghetti os, funions
  • 09 yoghurt, cookies, rice
  • 10 crescent rolls, rice, cookies
  • 11 rice, ice cream, pancakes
  • 12 rice, funions, ice cream
  • 13 whataburger, rice, ice cream
  • 14 rice, ice cream, ice cream again but from a restaurant
jul 2 2019 ∞
jul 18 2019 +
  • Gandalf
  • Bee
  • Legolas
  • Lego
  • Dog
  • Jeff
  • Steve
  • Idfk...Bob??
jan 28 2019 ∞
apr 3 2019 +
  • Please Like Me s1, s2, s3
  • Shameless US VERS s1
  • Sex Education s1
  • Riverdale s3e10
  • Mo Dao Zu Shi s1
  • One Day at a Time s3
  • Special s1
  • Skam s3 original of course rewatched
  • Good Omens
  • Transparent s1
  • The End of the F***ing World
  • Inuyasha s1
  • Inuyasha s2
  • Inuyasha s3
  • Inuyasha s4
  • Inuyasha s5
  • Inuyasha s6, end
jan 27 2019 ∞
jul 16 2019 +
  • draw more backgrounds edit: can't because my laptop is sort of broken
  • improve sleep
  • try to make a webcomic edit: h
  • get back into reading
  • come out to more people
  • talk to people irl
  • no cutting already messed up once, jan. 16
jan 2 2019 ∞
jul 4 2019 +

Remember it's going to be okay eventually. Calm down, it's probably just another episode. You'll feel better tomorrow.

things that make you happy

    • music
        • queen
        • bowie
        • dodie
    • candy
    • petting Bear
    • movies
    • practicing Norwegian
    • showers
    • go see the cows & jenny!!!
    • outside bikes!!
    • eating
    • youtube
jan 18 2019 ∞
jun 5 2019 +
  • travel
    • mexico
    • japan
    • netherlands
    • norway
    • the philippines
    • argentina
    • sweden
    • france
    • the uk
    • germany
  • make friends irl
  • come out to at least 1 family member
  • meet internet friends
  • learn languages
    • japanese learning but I kinda have up so not really
    • german
    • spanish
dec 15 2018 ∞
jul 4 2019 +